Joshua did not know that Feichi was extremely dissatisfied and continued, "...the snake said to the woman, 'Did God really say that you are not allowed to eat from any tree in the garden?'
The woman said to the snake, "We may eat of the fruit of the trees in the garden, but of the fruit of the tree in the middle of the garden God has said, 'You shall not eat of it, nor touch it, lest you die." ''
The snake said to the woman, "You will not necessarily die, for God knows that in the day you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil." '
Then when the woman saw that the fruit of the tree was good for food and was pleasing to the eye, and that it made people wise, she took some of its fruit and ate it; and she gave it to her husband, and he also ate.
Then the eyes of both of them were opened, and they realized that they were naked, and they sewed fig leaves for themselves and made them skirts.
There was a cool breeze in the sky, and the Lord God was walking in the garden.
When the man and his wife heard the voice of God, they hid themselves among the trees of the garden from the presence of the Lord God.
The Lord God called to the man and said to him, 'Where are you? '
He said, 'I heard your voice in the garden, and I was afraid, because I was naked, and I hid myself. '
'Who told you that you were naked,' says the LORD. Could it be that you have eaten from the tree of which I commanded you not to eat? '
The man said, 'The woman you gave me to live with me, she gave me fruit from the tree, and I ate. '
The LORD God said to the woman, 'What have you done? '
The woman said, 'The snake tempted me, and I ate it. '
The LORD God said to the snake, "Because you have done this, you are cursed above all livestock and wild beasts; you must walk on your belly and eat dust all the days of your life." And I will put enmity between you and the woman, and between your seed and her seed. The seed of the woman shall bruise your head; you shall bruise his heel. '
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Fei Chi couldn't help it anymore, "Master, this is too much! Who eats dirt? I never eat dirt. Those who eat dirt are earthworms. Does he understand?"
Chi Feichi: "..."
Feichi actually listened so seriously.
Fei Mo slapped Ba Ba's mouth, "It's really annoying. From now on, I will only hate guys who believe in Jehovah."
Chi Feichi: "..."
Well, Feimo listened very seriously.
"...and he said to the woman, 'I will multiply your pains in pregnancy, and your pain in giving birth to children will be many. Your desire will be for your husband, and your husband will rule over you.'
And he said to Adam, 'Because you obeyed your wife and ate of the tree, of which I commanded you not to eat, cursed is the ground because of you. You will have to work hard all your life to get food from the ground. The earth will bring forth thorns and thistles for you, and you will eat the herbs of the field. By the sweat of your brow you will eat your bread until you return to the ground; for from it you were born. You are dust, and to dust you will return. '"
Joshua recited in a calm voice, and his unhurried speaking style had probably become a habit.
“Adam named his wife Eve because she was the mother of all living things.
The Lord God made garments of skins for Adam and his wife and clothed them.
The LORD God said: 'That man has become like us, knowing good and evil. Now, lest he reach out and take again from the tree of life, and eat, and live forever. '..."
"The snake said that eating will not necessarily lead to death, but people are indeed not dead. The snake said that after eating, they will know good and evil like gods, and people will also know good and evil after eating." Chi Feichi walked towards the wall and looked at the pile of things. , said calmly, "The snake didn't lie, so who lied? Who said before that if you eat it, you will die?"
Joshua closed his eyes and said, "Jehovah God."
"If the fruit of good and evil is really the fruit of sin, and God also knows good and evil, then is he also sinful?" Chi Feichi continued, his tone still calm, as if stating the facts, "He is afraid, people know Wisdom comes from strangers, and he begins to feel ashamed. He can no longer control and dominate such a person. He is afraid that people will eat fruits from other trees and gain the same power as him. From then on, the toys he enjoys will compete with him. He wanted to be the only one, so he exiled people away from the Garden of Eden...Joshua, people should know how to distinguish between good and evil, and think carefully, who is trying to help people? Who is deceiving and cursing people?"
Before you fool people, you should do your homework and look for breakthrough points.
"I..." Joshua lowered his head lower and his eyes were firm, "I am willing to dedicate my life's loyalty to you. This is why I came here. I was born 60 years ago. My parents are both devout Christians. They named me Joshua, which they told me means someone who receives God’s help, but also means a shy, smart, independent, faithful believer.”
"I was baptized at birth to wash away my sins. In this life, I believe in precepts and lead people to do good, so that they can worship and serve him. I have no other gods except him. I do not worship any other gods. I do not worship any other gods. Coveting what belongs to another… I was his disciple, and he has abandoned me.”
"People who I had reached out to, they denied everything I had done that day, they burst into my hospital room, they accused me of being a sinner, they smashed my things, they beat me."
"People whom I had shown love and tolerance for, they looked at me with ferocious looks and showed off their power."
"The homeless people to whom I had provided bread and water were also laughing and teasing me."
"My God, my Lord, I pray in my heart that they will look at his followers."
"God has never seen my situation, never remembered my efforts, and has never heard my voice."
"At that time, I still abided by his precepts. I was still tolerant and lenient. I went to church to repent, but God completely gave up on me. He nailed me to a nail."
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Chi Feichi listened quietly.
What really caused Joshua's faith to collapse was actually people, the same kind of people in a certain group.
Some people say that a person who has done a lot of evil will be praised if he does one good deed, but a person who has always done good will be despised if he only does one evil thing.
This phenomenon does exist, but in fact, if a person who has done many evil things does a good deed, people will doubt his motives and suspect that he is just acting on a whim. In their hearts, they will still not forgive him so generously or trust him. They just want to Encourage the person who will hurt them not to hurt them again; and when a good person does an evil thing, people also know that it is just a mistake and know his nature, but just because they know that he is good, people Dare not to hide your evil thoughts.
People have a herd mentality, and what is generally considered good and evil by the public will also be the standard for evaluating good and evil in the individual's subconscious mind.
If this standard is expressed as a score, good things are added and bad things are subtracted, then most people are on the passing line. The total score is 100 points, and most people are at 60 points.
Some people want to increase everyone's points. They are good people with the world in mind. Naturally, there are also people who are not so selfless and generous.
For people with 40 or 50 points, those people feel contempt in their hearts and feel that the other person is not worthy of being with them or compared with them, so they will naturally be more tolerant.
30 points is a limit.
For people with 10 or 20 points, those people will find it incredible. Either they are worried about being led astray and stay away from them, or they think that these people will lower the overall score. If they want to try to help them, or they think that these people with 10 or 20 points should be be wiped out.
As for the existence of an organization with an average negative score, those people would find it terrifying. They could not imagine that someone could get a negative score. They wanted to get rid of it quickly, but at the same time they were afraid of the mentality of getting a negative score.
Not to mention anything else, Gin alone can bring down the overall score of the organization by 80 points... Well, anyway, seeing a group of people with an overall negative score of nearly 100 points makes you feel a little scared, right?
Let’s go further.
These people don't care about people with a score of 70. They are jealous, but firmly believe that they are not incapable, but just unwilling or not able to do it.
For people with 80 or 90 points, these people find that they may not be able to do it, admire them, and occasionally get worse, and then get angry for their own decline. When the opportunity to make the other party drop points comes, In order to maintain the balance in their hearts, they will pull that person down, expand the stain to accuse, and try to bring down more points, so that he becomes like everyone else, so that they can comfort themselves: Look, 80 points, 90 points People are just like me!
As for people with 100 points, in order to cater to their own fantasy of perfection, they are reluctant to deduct one point and become imperfect, so they become saints.
Even for people who score 99 points, these people feel that it is a shortcoming and an uncomfortable shortcoming, and they want to exaggerate their contribution and try to make up for that point.
Of course, there are some people who try to raise everyone's average score, and there are also people who try to lower everyone's score. There are people who are compassionate, and there are people who are resentful no matter what the score is.
It’s more complicated than the human heart.
But generally speaking, in Joshua's specific group, Joshua was the one with a score of more than 80 points. When they found that they could pull him down, many people did it.
'After pulling him down, he is just like us. When I face him, I will no longer feel dirty. '
'What I can't do, he can't do either. Yes, he's not that good...'
'I have not been given up or punished by God. He has, which means that he is worse than me. That's great. The previous feeling that he was superior to me was just an illusion...'
'Everyone doesn't like him. If I show that I don't like him even more, everyone will agree and praise me...'
They didn't really think Joshua was unforgivable, they were just venting their evil thoughts, finding comfort for themselves, joining in the fun, and gaining attention.
"...I saw their faces clearly. They are as hypocritical and despicable as Jehovah," Joshua was still telling. "I feel that the suffering and anger I have endured are not worth it. I don't understand what I have done for so many years." For what, what I did, I began to hate everything about my past, those words, and even the name Joshua..."
