Chi Feichi was in a complicated mood.
Human beings are sometimes very cute, but sometimes they are also very cruel.
Feili moved his head again and approached the beach chair. He stared at Chi Feichi and grinned, "It was the most correct decision to pull you down. When I first saw you, I thought you were good-looking. You are the best I have ever seen." The most beautiful human being, the more you look at me, the better you look...so you can’t hit me~"
"Well, don't tease me, and I won't hit you." Chi Feichi's expression remained unchanged.
He is now immune to the orca girl's teasing.
Of course, it might have something to do with the bloody mouth next to Minato.
"I won't tease you, don't worry, I will protect you," Feili's voice was very soft, but strangely serious and firm, "I won't let other animals bully you, and I won't let other humans bully you. Whoever bullies me will Who do you want to hit with your tail..."
Chi Feichi: "..."
For the first time, a creature told him: I will protect you.
Still a female creature.
The mood is extremely complicated.
"What about me? What about me?" Feichi asked.
Feili turned his head and looked at Feichi, "Okay, let me protect you by the way."
Feichi, who was protected by the way: "..."
The mood is extremely complicated.
"Actually, I'm really powerful," Feili looked at Chi Feichi again and said seriously, "I am a whale who wants to become the king. One day I will go back and tell the whales in our group that although I am small, But I'm strong."
Chi Feichi turned evil and said seriously, "If I become the king, then you will also become the king's whale."
Fei Li was confused for a moment, then he understood the meaning of Chi Fei Chi's words and corrected him, "No, no, it's the whale that becomes the king, not the whale that becomes the king. In short, I want to become the king of whales. You are the Whale King’s man…”
Feichi: "..."
It's a little dizzy.
Chi Feichi: "..."
He seemed to have been taken advantage of by Feili again.
…
on the beach.
The Young Detective Team met Mao Lilan and Suzuki Sonoko.
"Isn't this Conan?" Mao Lilan turned around and saw Conan's group of people, and was a little surprised, "And Xiao Ai and everyone, it turns out that the bathing beach that Dr. A Li said to bring you here is here."
"Really," Suzuki Sonoko glanced at Conan, "Every time I take this kid out, I always encounter a case. I didn't take him with me this time, but I didn't expect that I still encountered a case."
"What does it matter? It's much better for us to play together than just the two of us," Mao Lilan said to Suzuki Sonoko with a smile, then turned back and bent down to look at a group of children, "right?"
Suzuki Sonoko complained before, but she was not ambiguous at all when playing water ball with a group of children. She immediately laughed and played with the three children.
After playing for a while, Hui Yuan Ai suddenly didn't want to play any more. He looked at the group of people, hesitated for a moment, and still didn't say hello, so he hesitated and walked to the beach.
At this time, you should say hello, right?
In an organization, as long as it is valuable, it doesn’t matter what your attitude is, but this is outside, you should show a kind attitude and show...
"Xiao Ai?" Mao Lilan noticed Hui Yuan Ai leaving and followed her curiously, bending down and asking, "Why don't you play with everyone?"
Hui Yuan Ai looked up at Mao Lilan, "It's nothing... I want to take a rest."
"Are you feeling unwell?" Mao Lilan asked with concern.
Hui Yuan Ai was silent for a moment and walked under the umbrella, "No."
Mao Lilan was stunned for a moment and warned, "If you feel uncomfortable, you must tell us in time!"
Hui Yuan Ai returned to the sun umbrella and looked at Mao Lilan, who was talking to the children in a low voice. She sat down on the beach chair and lay down, looking at the sun umbrella above her head.
It feels good to be liked.
But she wasn't sure if she would really be liked.
Last time she was in the Tou Shen Forest, Chi Feichi took her to do those things.
It might just be a coincidence that the seagull landed on her today.
Without Chi Feichi, she would not be a princess.
She can't be as gentle to children as Mao Lilan, nor can she be as cheerful as Suzuki Sonoko.
Even Chi Feichi, who likes to be cold-faced, knows how to get along with others better than she does.
Her performance must have been terrible just now. Chi Feichi worked so hard to make her a princess and make her liked, but she messed it up all by herself.
Obviously all I need to do is be braver and show a little kindness...
Sure enough, she still can't do it...
A seagull parked on a parasol waited for its companion to come back, then flew away again.
On the yacht at sea, the seagull flew away again after explaining the situation.
Feili had already gone to the sea to swim, and by the way, he was playing with Feichi on his back.
Chi Feichi sat on the beach chair, dialed Fukuyama Zhiming's phone number, and briefly explained the situation to Fukuyama Zhiming.
For treatment, you still have to seek help from professionals.
Shiming Fukuyama, who was in the United States, felt a little explosive after listening to Chi Feichi's account.
He wanted to ask Chi Feichi if he had studied psychology systematically? Do you have a medical license?
You are still a patient, why should you join in the fun? ah?
What a mess!
But precisely because Chi Feichi was a patient and his patient, he couldn't say those words, otherwise it would be too shocking.
After a moment of silence, Fukuyama Shiaki said in a gentle tone, "It's a good thing that you want to help others, but you still need the help of professionals, don't you think?"
"So I called you." Chi Feichi said.
Fukuyama Zhiming covered his heart. He meant to go to the hospital.
If he was in Tokyo, he could go and see what was going on, but since he was not in Tokyo, he didn't have an accurate judgment on his condition. What's the use of just analyzing it here?
He would go to the hospital for a check-up and get accurate results. He would also be happy to remotely direct Chi Fei Chi to help others. Maybe Chi Fei Chi would be cured as well.
But now...
"Dr. Fukuyama..."
Chi Feichi thought about the feelings of the original consciousness, "At that time, I hated people saying to me: 'It's okay, you are just stressed, just relax and it will be fine', 'You will be fine, look, there are people Isn’t depression cured?’… I would suddenly become irritable, and I couldn’t listen at all. I also felt like I was drowning, but the people on the shore were cheering me on. They felt as light as a feather, but I couldn’t breathe. When they are angry, some people may still be thinking in their hearts that they are all diseases of wealth and idleness.”
"No, the cause of depression may also be genetic influence. There are always some people who are more likely to suffer from depression than others. This has nothing to do with poverty or wealth..." Fukuyama Shiaki firmly denied it, but fell silent.
Many patients with depression also realize that they are not good, but when their low and negative emotions explode, they are completely out of control, as if they are slowly sinking into the water.
He could imagine the feeling of drowning, but he had never experienced it and could not fully understand the feeling.
Moreover, 75% to 80% of patients with depression will relapse.
Precisely because this is a disease that should be treated with rigor, he feels that he should not make hasty judgments.
"I felt a little numb in the end, and I was going down bit by bit day by day," Chi Feichi said. "I was treated in the hospital and took medicine, but I didn't care at all why I took the medicine..."
Fukuyama Zhiming listened silently. Chi Feichi had never told him this before.
"Some medicines make me sleepier and I just want to sit or lie down quietly. Some medicines are effective. When I am cared for, I suddenly feel a little joy in my heart, as if the darkness has been lit up," Chi Fei Chi withdrew his thoughts from the memories and feelings of his original conscious body and could no longer immerse himself in them. For a moment just now, he felt a little stuffy in his heart, "But I feel that the little girl I mentioned is not numb yet." degree……"
Fukuyama Zhiming thought carefully, "I want to confirm the situation. Do you know that there is a disease called 'hollow disease'?"
"I know," Chi Feichi said, "It usually occurs in outstanding people. They feel that life is meaningless and their hearts are empty. They only live for a certain standard given by others, but have no value and meaning of their own."
"It seems that you have also read a lot of books. I am studying communication in the United States, and I have been studying this disease during this time," Fukuyama Shiaki said. "Patients with this disease often appear to be excellent and perfect to others. , they know how to take care of others, but others feel that they have never understood them, and in fact, they themselves may not be able to understand themselves."
"There are no perfect people in the world. It seems that there are, just because the shadows have been hidden with great efforts, and the reason why they hide is not for a certain purpose of their own, but because of a certain purpose or pressure given by others," Chi Fei Chi said, "Especially parents who are in the name of love. When these people feel that the pressure is too great and there is no shadow to cover their imperfections, they will go to extremes. Even if they survive the pressure, one day the pressure will no longer exist. They will also be at a loss and feel desolate inside, wondering if they still exist and why they exist.”
Fukuyama Zhiming went on to say, "Kangxin disease has certain characteristics of depression, such as low mood and loss of interest. Even if the interest is maintained for other reasons, there is a lack of fun and pleasure brought by the interest. Some hospitals will treat this This disease was misdiagnosed as depression, but depression drugs are completely useless for this disease. In fact, when you first entered the hospital, I suspected that the diagnosis of your depression was not accurate enough, so I asked for a second more detailed examination. We conducted an examination and called to understand your family situation and past experiences to confirm that you were not suffering from hollow heart disease. Finally, we issued a diagnosis report. The question now is, since you know this disease, can you confirm that the child Isn’t the girl hollow?”
"I can confirm it." Chi Feichi said calmly, "Although hollow heart disease mostly occurs in people who have just grown up, and depression does not distinguish between age groups, and that little girl has almost just grown up..."
"Wait, that girl just came of age?" Fukuyama Zhiming was a little confused.
Chi Feichi kept calling him a little girl. He thought he was a 12 or 13-year-old child who had just entered puberty, but it turned out that he had just reached adulthood...
"When you say adulthood, do you mean the 20th year of Japan's coming-of-age ceremony, or..." Shiaki Fukuyama asked.
Chi Feichi: "18."
Fukuyama Shiaki: "How old are you?"
Could it be that Chi Feichi had some kind of problem due to a time perception disorder?
Chi Feichi: "20."
Fukuyama Zhiming felt relieved, "It seems like you shouldn't call her a little girl, right?"
"She is just a little girl in my eyes." Chi Feichi said.
Fukuyama Zhiming choked, "Okay, okay, you continue."
"But hollow heart disease is mostly caused by psychological stress, and patients don't know the meaning and value of their own survival," Chi Feichi said, "That's not the case for her, I'm sure."
Haihara Ai is indeed very good. When he was in the organization, he was researching medicines for the organization day after day.
But at that time, Huihara Ai also had her own small goals. She had a drug that she really wanted to study. After the changes in the white mouse, she would share it with her sister like a little girl.
Although the atmosphere in the organization is depressing and all are mentally ill... cough, Haihara Ai's mental condition only became worse after she left the organization.
"Can't you elaborate?" Fukuyama Zhiming asked.
"No, it involves a lot of secrets." Chi Feichi decisively refused.
"Okay," Fukuyama Shiaki laughed dumbly, "Have you learned to keep the people you help secret? Very good, then, let's confirm whether there is any problem with your judgment on the cause of the disease. I just graduated and worked at Qingshan Fourth Hospital. When I was a child, I once misjudged the cause of the disease. I thought that the person was depressed because of a broken relationship, but in fact, the real cause was the disharmony in the other person’s family and her mother’s unfortunate marriage. I made a mistake in my judgment at that time and almost broke into a car. It's a big disaster, you need to confirm again."
