Chapter 163 Do you...want to truly live?

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At 7:30 in the afternoon, Kenzo Masama knocked on the door, "Mr. Chi, are you finished?"

Chi Feichi came back from his research and looked at the time, "Okay, wait a moment!"

He has antibodies to his own toxin, which is another piece of good news.

This means that he will not be poisoned by himself and can still produce serum.

He couldn't guarantee that he wouldn't accidentally hurt someone he didn't want to hurt, or that his toxin would be used on other people.

However, the serum can be developed slowly, and meals cannot be delayed.

Chi Feichi threw a piece of dissected experimental waste into the small incinerator, confirmed that the gas and incineration residue were not harmful, threw all the unused waste in, cleaned it up, and mentally took stock of his next research plan.

The venom has been used up today. Starting from tomorrow, we will study the time it takes for the venom to return to its full state, the amount of venom produced every day, and the degree of damage to biological body tissues caused by different amounts of venom...

Coupled with the development of serum, the workload is full.

If it weren't for the conditions, he would also like to know what channels transport venom in his gums and how they are distributed...

No wonder some people think they are strange and worry about being arrested for dissection and research.

The research is really interesting.

After dinner, Chi Fei went back to his room and boarded the game.

Toru Amuro opened the private chat window.

Zero One and Two: Consultant, you didn't come to the pet hospital today. Mr. Dashan called and said that there is nothing to trouble the consultant recently. Does the consultant have any plans these days?

Scarecrow: I forgot to tell you that I have to take a few days off. You can take a vacation and don’t have to go to the hospital.

Toru Amuro: "..."

Oh, he's on vacation again...

Yuya Kazami is still not online tonight. Toru Amuro, Anko Koizumi, Ai Haibara, and Feimo are online every day, squatting in the field watching a group of people fighting, with two teams of bodyguards from two legions behind them.

Magical Pretty Girl: Hmm...why didn't they [ ] fight?

It’s not Hei: With such a large group of people staring at them, do they have the nerve to fight?

Good Little Kitten: You are worried that we will take advantage of you if both sides suffer.

Zero One Two: Then I tell them, we are not this kind of people. Smile. By the way, the consultant is here.

Scarecrow: Your attitude...

Good little kitten: What’s wrong?

Scarecrow: Very much like the evil force in this game.

Good little kitten:......

Zero One Two:......

Not Black: Evil forces... Then let’s go find someone to fight!

Good little kitten: No legion will cause trouble with us, right? Looking for a reason to hit someone? I can go and cite it.

Zero One and Two: Kitten, your... thoughts today are very dangerous.

Magical Pretty Girl: It’s not good to bully people for excuses. You can go to the arena and let’s conquer the arena rankings. How about that?

Scarecrow: Okay.

Zero One Two: Unify this game area.

Good Kitten: Let other players tremble under the oppression of evil forces?

Scarecrow: 'Shivering' can be used here.

Magical Pretty Girl: Shivering +1!

Not black: +2

Zero one two: +3

Chi Feichi was amused. After the contact last night, everyone seemed to let go tonight.

Especially Haihara Ai, she looks a bit like a little girl.

No wonder some people say that the Internet can release the true self...

A group of people did not waste time, first entered the arena to compete with each other, and became familiar with the rules and professional PVP skills.

Everyone is serious about playing games!

However, there are five people in total, one to one, and one person is always free.

Chi Feichi was about to go on the court to play against Haiyuan Ai when he noticed that the phone on the table lit up. He sent a message to the other four to play first and picked up the phone.

New email: [Do you know the person who was killed by a sniper gun today? 】

I looked at the address and it was the boss of a certain organization.

Chi Feichi thought for a while and replied: [What do you mean? 】

New email: [Helps you out, doesn’t it? 】

Chi Feichi: [You are investigating and monitoring me]

New email: [Yes, but do you want to know the meaning of life? Do you...want to truly live? 】

Chi Feichi stared at the new email for two seconds: "..."

Is this serious?

Subconsciously I want to look for the option 'No'...

Seeing that Chi Fei didn't reply for a long time, he waited patiently.

Masuyama Kenzo was in his room, listening to the movements on the other side of the bug.

The key tone of the mobile phone is very weak, but you can hear it clearly by turning up the monitoring sound.

He was very familiar with that melodic key tone. Chi Feichi was contacting that person!

However, it seemed that the communication stopped again.

Um? No, it started again...



Chi Feichi replied to the email: [……]

A string of ellipsis represents his attitude when he saw that sentence - he didn't dare to reply.

After a while, a new email: [The person who died today was the person who hurt you back then. You investigated them but gave up on your own because you knew there was no evidence? Or do you think it’s over?

In your mind, is it really over?

That person excluded his classmates, stole things, believed that those who were different should be isolated, and those who didn't like him should be destroyed. He also secretly sold illegal drugs, but he was still trusted and sought after by countless people, and he had been like this since he was a child.

Remember, when you stood in front of a hamster that was cut to death by a sharp knife, what were those people saying? They said that Mr. Hainei is a very gentle person and would not be able to do such a thing.

Faced with this situation, you can do nothing. This has been true for more than ten years, and it will be true more than ten years later.

You are trying hard to integrate with them, but why do they never accept you? Have you considered the answer? You are obviously so good, but why are you trying to become good? 】

Chi Feichi was silent. He probably guessed the opponent's plan.

Investigate him, understand him, confirm his situation, and then break through his weakest psychological point.

Yes, he has no shortage of money or power, and none of these can impress him, but the mental, or psychological, flaw is what he puts on the bright side.

A flaw that makes people think it can kill with one blow!

This matter is indeed a knot in my heart, the biggest knot in my heart. Even if he is not the original consciousness, under such inflammatory words, recalling the faces at that time, I feel for a moment that there is a feeling in my heart that cannot be vented. of resentment.

Judging from the experience of the original consciousness, this person is not very jealous and has nothing to be jealous of. The reasons for depression are nothing more than introversion, isolation, inner sensitivity, and like to think too much.

If the other party seizes on the psychological flaw and throws out a series of questions, if he changes his original consciousness, he may not be able to help but think too much and his thoughts will be confused.

It can be seen that the other party does not care whether his depression will relapse.

However, he is not the original consciousness after all. He is calmer and does not care whether those people recognize him or not.

The current situation is that the other party wants to get him to join the gang, and he also wants to join the gang. However, he cannot let the other party know that he wants to join the gang.

What is delivered to your door is not fragrant enough.

Moreover, if he expresses his interest in immortality, the other party will definitely not let him easily obtain relevant research information in order to hang him.

His plan from the beginning was to pretend to be a 'passive person', to make people think he is excellent and easy to control, but at the same time to show that I suspect you are not well-intentioned, I don't trust you, and it is difficult for me to handle you.

Even if he gets inside, he will hide what he really wants and look for opportunities to pretend to be inadvertently exposed to the scientific research part and get relevant information.

Judging from the current situation, the other party has obviously taken the bait.

The original consciousness never thought that anyone would investigate or exploit it, nor did it hide its own contradictions. Who would use their own pain and depression to set up traps to fish since they were five years old?

How could a child think that? How can we predict the future and plan ahead?

No one would have thought that this body had been replaced by a soul. Therefore, that person should be very confident now, believe that his judgment is correct, and believe that he can break through his psychological defense.

Hmm... Then, he probably won't need to reply anymore, and the other party will probably come to show some recognition right away.

Not long after waiting, only about a minute, a new email came:

[Because you were wrong from the beginning. You don’t need to blend in with them. You don’t know how much jealousy and jealousy there is in their isolation. They need something that makes you inferior to them to make up for the psychological imbalance, but you and them are not the same. People in the world, if you cannot blend in with them, you will only become farther and farther away from them]

This makes sense, but it's a bit of a change of concept.

The original conscious body is isolated and has problems with its interpersonal processing capabilities. For example, it cannot express itself, and another example is that it is too eager.

Friends are people who treat each other as equals. If you blindly accommodate and please carefully, not only will it be difficult to make real friends, but people with this kind of personality will also easily attract scum.

Chi Feichi replied: [What exactly do you want to say? 】

Well, you need to be forbearing and restrained, but avoid the original question and give the other party a hint - 'I'm not calm anymore. I still agree with your statement, but I don't want to admit it'.

Welcome or refuse...

New email: [As you guessed it, I am interested in the genetic diseases in your family and your own changes. Come and help me, and I can help you too. For the wretched of the earth, there is a flame that never the darkest night will end and the sun will rise, we will live again in freedom in the garden of the Lord.

You can think about it slowly and give me a reply in three days. 】

Chi Feichi glanced twice and put the phone back on the table.

That's a passage from "Les Misérables", which means -

The world is filled with countless miseries, but there must always be a flame in the middle. The night will end, the sun will rise, and we will be reborn in God's garden of freedom.

I didn't talk to him about money and power, nor about companionship or love, but after punching him in the face, these words were indeed very inflammatory.

The word 'rebirth' is so beautiful. The more trapped a person is in a cocoon, the more eager he is to break out of that thick cocoon.

If he hadn't been convinced of the goal, if he hadn't known about the organization's situation and future development, he would have been moved and eager to try...

"New life..."

Chi Fei sighed, turned around, and started playing games.

newborn? Sorry, he has been reborn.