After all the hard work, Hua Yixian finally succeeded in pushing Hua Langtu away and sat up from the ground. He was able to breathe, coughed a few times, looked at Shui Miaomiao's face, and said in a low voice, "I, I don't know, but When I caused the catastrophe, I did say that I was willing to sacrifice."
Shui Miaomiao curled her lips, was she simply sacrificing her talent? It was obvious that her life was on the line, if not for her luck and Yueshan's help.
"So." Hua Yixian lowered his head lower and lower, "I probably can't control them."
"Not necessarily." Lan Jixuan said something unclear, thinking that Hua Yixian had stopped the Silver Wind Wolf just now, but it would take some time to find out the connection.
"Let's not talk about it for now. Brother Hua cannot face the wolves before his body recovers, but Hua Lang Tu can. Don't let the wolves surround you all the time. They have a strong smell of blood and will affect the cultivation of the injured... ··”
The wolves followed Hua Langtu and left, and everything inside and outside the room became quiet.
Lan Jixuan was about to help Hua Yixian stand up when Shui Miaomiao glanced over, and Lan Jixuan immediately withdrew his hand.
Leng Ningchi held back her laughter and stood up, "I'll go downstairs."
"Can I add a fried egg?" Shui Miaomiao didn't expect Leng Ningchi to add chili pepper.
"I'm going to help light the fire."
Leng Ningchi and Lan Jixuan left the room one after the other.
Shui Miaomiao dragged a chair over, with the back of the chair forward, and sat down with his weight on the back of the chair, looking down at Hua Yixian lying on the ground.
Hua Yixian raised her arms to cover her eyes guiltily in order to deceive herself.
But Shui Miaomiao's eyes were as hot as rays, and he looked Hua Yixian up and down. Did he want to turn over? Hua Yixian swallowed.
Hua Yixian has really lost a lot of weight, and her Adam's apple has become so obvious.
Under Shui Miaomiao's gaze, Hua Yixian's whole body was stiff and did not dare to move. The Adam's apple that squirmed up and down became the cat's funny stick that attracted attention.
Shui Miaomiao stretched out her hand, let it fall naturally, and then shook it. She really wanted to press it up, but unfortunately it was a long way away. She leaned forward and hooked her fingers.
Hua Yixian seemed to notice some movement and even held her breath.
Shui Miaomiao laughed out loud, her eyes fell on Hua Yixian's white hair scattered on the ground, and she withdrew her hand, not teasing anymore, it was boring.
"How long are you going to lie on the ground? You haven't had a good rest from yesterday to today."
"Have a rest."
"I said get some rest."
Shui Miaomiao was waiting. After being silent for a long time, Hua Yixian put down her hand and finally dared to look directly at Shui Miaomiao. What caught her eyes was Shui Miaomiao's undisguised concern and worry.
If so, just turn around and say, "No, I didn't have a good rest."
It was better to say he was in a state of semi-consciousness than sleep. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw the faces of his sisters. When he relaxed, his whole body ached, as if he was still receiving the baptism of thunder and lightning.
It is absolutely impossible for him to do it again. It feels like life is worse than death, as if death is the only release. So they say that those who don't know are fearless. After experiencing it, they will lose the courage to do it again.
Fainting was the best option, but Hua Yixian didn't want to. He held on until he became numb, then became excited, and then...
'Tick tock! '
The tears fell silently, but when they landed on Hua Yixian's face, they were like thunder on a sunny day. She was shocked and sat up from the ground, "Why are you crying?"
The outstretched hand was turned away by Shui Miaomiao, rubbing his eyes, "I didn't. I saw something dirty just now, so my eyes hurt."
Gu Gai said, "Am I a dirty thing?" Hua Yixian joked.
Shui Miaomiao replied seriously, "You are not, so I almost couldn't see you."
The hand that wanted to wipe away Shui Miaomiao's tears stiffened and was put down in despair. Hua Yixian said with a guilty conscience, "I'm not still here. You can look at Miaomiao however you want."
Shui Miaomiao didn't say anything, and the more her tears grew, she simply covered her eyes, "You haven't thought about failure, have you?"
"I" Hua Yixian never thought about failure, and he never thought about success.
"You don't!" Shui Miaomiao shouted on Hua Yixian's behalf, "You don't care about us, let alone yourself!"
Not wanting to say anything, Shui Miaomiao stood up and wanted to leave. She was afraid that she couldn't help but beat Hua Yixian.
Hua Yixian immediately grabbed Shui Miaomiao's hand and could feel Shui Miaomiao's uncontrollable trembling fear. Hua Yixian's heart and lungs were thrown into a mess.
"Miaomiao." Hua Yixian didn't expect Shui Miaomiao to be so sad. It stands to reason that the Hua family is raising demons, which is unacceptable in nature and is the public enemy of mankind.
Lan Jixuan helped because he knew that the Hua family was not really involved, but Lan Jixuan couldn't provide evidence, so why did Shui Miaomiao trust him so unreservedly.
"I was wrong." Hua Yixian didn't know what to say. He sat on the ground and held Shui Miaomiao's hand tightly with both hands to prevent Shui Miaomiao from leaving. "I know I was wrong."
Shui Miaomiao looked at Hua Yixian, tears falling down, each one reflecting Hua Yixian.
Hua Yixian took Shui Miaomiao's hand and touched her face, rubbing it gently, "Miaomiao, don't be afraid, I'm still here."
Yes, it's still there, but a little bit different.
If Tsutsugi can't be found, if it's useless, if there's no solution at all.
With a trembling voice and fear, Shui Miaomiao held Hua Yixian's hand in both hands, "Why should you give up your life? So easily?"
"It's not easy."
Listening to what Hua Yixian said after a long silence, Shui Miaomiao felt a little dizzy and fell backward. Hua Yixian grabbed her waist and pulled her into his arms.
Shui Miaomiao struggled to get out her right hand, and raised her hand to slap Hua Yixian.
It's not easy, what? Could it be that they decided to give up their lives after careful consideration? What else is there to talk about? They tried so hard to save something!
"Listen to me first, I don't want to lie to you." Hua Yixian grabbed Shui Miaomiao's right hand, and then blocked the left hand that was blowing the wind. Finally, he held the whole person in his arms and controlled Shui Miaomiao's movements.
"That was at that time, but at that time, I lost one sister after another. I didn't know how to continue living. Maybe going back together was the only choice I could make."
Shui Miaomiao felt the sad cry in Hua Yixian's words and stopped struggling.
"But during the thunder tribulation, it was my sisters who shouldered the burden for me. At that time, I suddenly understood that this was still not my own choice. In all possibilities, if we didn't go back together, I would definitely watch. After all my sisters left, it was my turn. This was still my sisters’ choice, even if I had already given up.”
"When I finally felt the thunder and lightning, that feeling, sudden death became nothing to mention." Hua Yixian shuddered, and Shui Miaomiao hugged Hua Yixian back, stroking his back.
"But my sisters still haven't given up. They all know the pain of lightning piercing the body. Why can't they choose to give up?"
Why.
Shui Miaomiao didn't know either, she only knew why she gave up because she was a coward, so she was angry at Hua Yixian's choice, but who was she qualified to criticize.
"It's okay." I don't know why Shui Miaomiao suddenly trembled. Hua Yixian tightened his arms and comforted softly, "I will never give up, even if I am the only one left, I will never give up, sister. They have been persisting, even if they sacrifice their lives, it is because of persistence, not giving up..."
