Feeling the gap between the two sides, the pain in his legs, and the cold and ruthless words of the senior sister, they were all like sharp arrows shot into his heart.
This kind of pain and despair is no less than the pain of killing a family.
This powerlessness almost drove Weisu crazy.
When his family was exterminated, he was a child and was helpless. Now, he can feel this feeling in his senior sister.
He had a deep feeling that could not be ignored or escaped.
He lost his senior sister, and no matter what he did, he could not bring her back.
Senior sister doesn't care about him anymore, just like dead relatives and tribesmen will not come back to life.
"Why, why..." Wei Su gritted his teeth and cried blood: "Why, why you just refused to give me a chance, you are cruel and unwilling to give me a chance."
Weisu shouted at Nanzhi's back, "What unforgivable thing did I do to make you so decisive?"
Nanzhi paused for a moment and turned around, "I just don't want to be harassed by you. As for giving you a chance, I don't want to be friends with you. Is it so rebellious and unforgivable in your heart?"
What are you obsessed with?
Their paranoia may not be because of others, but because of others. Yunling is just the recipient of their thoughts and emotions.
Yunling became this unlucky guy just by chance.
You can torture yourself no matter how much you do, but you cannot torture others.
Wei Su's face was extremely pale. Facing Nanzhi's questioning, he murmured helplessly: "I, I just want to make amends. I just don't want to lose my senior sister."
Nanzhi: "You have to accept the reality of your loss. The reality is that you have lost me. Stop fussing. It's useless no matter what."
If you lose it, you lose it. What else do you want?
Nanzhi has experienced many worlds and knows that some things are not affected by human will. People can only do the things they are doing right now, and people can only do what they can do.
As for the rest, there is nothing we can do.
Nanzhi still thinks that she is a child who is loved by her parents. Unfortunately, the reality is that her parents love each other very much, but they are prone to falling in love and killing each other. In extreme cases, they will jump off the building with their children in their arms.
The established fact, if you don't accept it, you will only suffer. Nanzhi accepted it, accepted this fact, and no longer resisted that he was a child without parental love.
As monks, they should be able to accept uncontrollable things in life. After all, their general direction has been determined, which is to practice hard and become a strong person.
Life goals are much clearer than ordinary people. Ordinary people are much more confused. They don’t know what they want. They want money, fame and wealth, family happiness, and lots and lots of love. Maybe they want too many things, but they are extremely confused. .
But Nanzhi would not tell Weisu these words. Nanzhi realized this truth by himself, but telling others would mean standing up and talking without hurting his back. It was an empty truth.
Wei Su said unwillingly: "As long as senior sister gives me a chance, just a chance."
Weisu insisted that this matter would not be like this as long as Yunling opened her mouth. He didn't understand why she was so insistent, but she just refused to compromise.
Wouldn't it be nice for one more person to be kind to her, rely on each other, and help each other?
The young man's face was full of confusion and helplessness, "Why, senior sister, I really mean it."
Nanzhi: "What do you really have to do with me? What I need is for me to be in a smooth mood. You don't understand. I don't want to be friends with you. You want to deprive me of even this power. Why do you think so?" ?”
"Next time, I will kill you." Nanzhi's serious face made Weisu's heart sink into the bottomless sea, which was cold, dark and terrifying.
Wei Su and Di Feng still didn't understand why she refused to take a step back, even if she took a step back, everything would get better.
Weisu used his sword to support himself and stood up. He murmured, "I won't give up. I won't give up."
Maybe Nanzhi agreed, and once a matter is resolved, it won't make people worry about it, and it will ferment in the heart and grow into an obsession that is difficult to get rid of.
However, even if Nanzhi was unwilling, she still wanted to ask why.
Why should I go against my own mood to fulfill you.
Two injured people suddenly appeared on Xuanyue Peak. Di Feng remained unconscious for some unknown reason. Nanzhi goes to visit occasionally.
He was probably injured too much, so he fell into a deep sleep to repair his body.
Seeing this, Yuan Qing asked Nanzhi: "Are you distressed?"
There was a smile in his tone, and Nanzhi said angrily: "You can't stop watching the excitement in front of others." Shabu-shabu doesn't mean you are very strong and can be beaten easily.
You are the most annoying person.
Yuan Qing groaned, "I'm sorry, I should hold back. I just want to ask, if a man does this for you, aren't you touched at all?"
Nanzhi asked, "If a woman did this for you, would you be moved?"
Yuan Qing thought for a moment, and the smile on his face gradually disappeared and moved to Nanzhi's face. She smiled and said: "Right, you will think that woman is a madman, it is simply unreasonable."
"But why do you think we women should be moved when men do such things?"
Yuan Qing sighed, "It seems you have met a madman."
Nanzhi gave a thumbs up: "Yes, I have met a madman. If I don't fall in love with these madmen, they will keep pestering me and make me become what they imagine, and I have to act with them." A movie of love.”
What is a movie?
Something like an opera?
Falling together, is this the sinful love of the mortal world? It is so terrifying. To put it bluntly, it is the sea of desire. People inside can only rise and fall with the sea of desire, not in control of themselves.
Yuan Qing narrowed his eyes and asked: "Then what are you going to do, kill them?"
Nanzhi tilted his head back, "You don't dare to kill them, do I?"
"Well……"
Di Feng groaned on the bed and looked like she was about to wake up. Yuan Qing wanted to ask Nanzhi how to do it, but he saw her clenching her fist and knocking Di Feng unconscious.
Nanzhi twisted his fist and said to the expressionless Yuan Qing, "I think he is cuter when he is asleep."
Yuan Qing: "As long as you are happy.
Nanzhi sighed: "Senior brother, why hasn't Hai come back yet? Is it so difficult to find the Phoenix clan?"
Lu Mu, who Nanzhi was talking about, was following a person, rushing towards Xuanyue Peak with a somewhat ugly look on his face.
It's not the fault of Lu Mu's ugly face, it's really the Phoenix clan's unreasonableness. He informed them of the matter. As a result, these bird people said that there was something wrong with the human race's education methods, and that they had educated their descendants to the point of obsession.
Lu Mu was truly speechless.
I have never seen anything so unreasonable.
Phoenixes are rare, so since someone in the tribe has a problem, it’s natural to take a look.
(End of chapter)
