When she became Shanjing, Nanzhi couldn't help but feel uncomfortable and frightened, and there was an indescribable feeling of familiarity in her heart.
You may even shed tears unconsciously.
When I see Zheng Juan, my heart will throb, that kind of vaguely familiar feeling, especially when Zheng Juan is hysterical.
She would be in a trance, looking at Zheng Juan's mouth, and she would fall into an inexplicable familiarity.
Even when I fell asleep at night, I could hear the sounds of quarrels and the sounds of things breaking.
Nanzhi asked the system: "Brother, do you think they will get divorced without me?"
"They both say they love each other, but they hurt each other."
Nanzhi murmured: "Mom said that if it weren't for me, they would have divorced. Now that I'm dead, have they divorced?"
Nanzhi was curious as to whether they were divorced.
They say it's for me, but if she dies, will they get divorced?
The system thought for a while and said, "I don't know if they are divorced, but usually people who say such things will not get divorced."
"Your parents may be addicted to pain. They are in great pain together, but they are integrated into each other and prove their existence with unforgettable pain."
"Hurting themselves, hurting the other person, their thoughts and brains, their ego's lack and fear, make them constantly think and emotionally stimulate to prove their existence."
Nanzhi wondered: "What kind of pain is addictive? Why is pain addictive?"
"The pain is so painful, how could you become addicted?"
System: "Because my brain is broken."
Nanzhi:? ? ? ?
Nanzhi said faintly: "Brother, are you saying that my parents are mentally broken?"
System: "I didn't say that, I just said that there is a possibility. If it is an abuse story, then you may be the child of the protagonist of the abuse story."
Nanzhi: "I don't want to be the child of the protagonist. The prince and the princess can live happily together, why can't the children of the prince and the princess?"
System: "Each of us has our own destiny. Just like you, have you ever thought about meeting me? This is a miracle."
Nanzhi knew that Brother System was trying to comfort her. The corners of her mouth were raised, but a little trembling, "Thank you, brother."
System: "You're welcome. You're just a child. Everything has nothing to do with you."
Nanzhi knew: "It has nothing to do with me. I didn't make them quarrel."
They had various reasons to hurt each other, and quarrels would break out even when their father came home late.
Maybe it was because of some things he had experienced, or maybe he firmly believed that Shen Zhi's parents were his parents time and time again.
When she really thought of her parents, Nanzhi felt very calm.
Maybe after meeting a lot of parents, Nanzhi didn't feel that big in her heart.
I was so disappointed that I cried.
My parents!
How could I think that Shen Zhi's parents were my parents?
The system said: "Perhaps, you are disappointed with your parents in your heart, so you think of Shen Zhi's parents as your parents and Shen Zhi as yourself."
The system asked with concern: "Are you feeling uncomfortable now? Do you feel uncomfortable thinking about your parents?"
Nanzhi thought for a while, then shook his head and said, "I don't know, I just feel like it's been a long, long time."
The system said: "It's like living in another world. Nazhi, if you die, there will be no relationship between you and them. You will be a brand new self."
Nanzhi suddenly asked a question: "Do parents really have great kindness to their children?"
The system thought for a while and said: "Confucius said that parents are very kind to their children, and the most basic morality for people is to be filial to their parents."
"But Lao Tzu said that children only have kindness towards their parents. Parents give birth to children out of their own interests and emotions. Children are always in a passive state, so children only have kindness towards their parents."
The system said: "Whether a child is kind to his parents or whether a child is kind to his parents is determined by social consciousness. Everyone is a beneficiary and a victim of this social consciousness."
Nanzhi seemed to understand. She thought for a while and said, "Brother, I don't understand. When I grow up, I will know."
The system glanced at the San Cun Ding child. It was not easy for this child to grow up.
But in this case, the system would not dare to say it. If it did, it would keep explaining and crying.
Now the system is full of crying sounds, echoing all the time. I am really afraid that the child will cry and cry endlessly.
The system said directly: "Yes, yes, you will know many things when you grow up. When you have more experience, you will also know that many things are not that important."
"Only you are the real you now. Baby Zhizhi right now is just talking to Brother System, and has no other things or pain."
"The pain of the past has passed. If you think about it repeatedly and ruminate on the pain, it will make you more and more miserable."
"Zhizhi, we have to live in the present. We don't want to think about the past or the future. The you now is the real you. The you in the past and the you in the future are not you. The you of the last second and the you of this second are not you. You are all different."
Nanzhi: "...Brother, brother, stop reading it, Zhizhi's mind is buzzing."
system:……
Don't know good people's hearts.
Nanzhi hugged the bear and ran on the vast grassland. Unconscious of fatigue, perhaps due to the state of his soul, and without physical limitations, Nanzhi ran, flew, and shuttled through the clouds.
Nanzhi was stunned. She shouted to the system in great surprise, "Brother, brother, I can fly, I can fly."
The system's words were concise and to the point: "Congratulations."
I don't want to talk now.
Nanzhi shuttled around like a bird, playing in the sky and on the ground, having a great time. The child who cried like a dog before seemed to have forgotten this matter.
Seeing the child having fun, the system feels that the child may not be in the mood or motivation to continue doing the task.
Anyway, the system has already prepared for the worst.
Nanzhi was a little tired from playing. When he returned to the system space, the system called Ji Nazhi.
Suddenly his full name was called, and Nanzhi's expression became serious involuntarily. Nanzhi asked: "Brother, what did you ask me to do?"
The system asked: "Taskmaster Ji Nazhi, do you want to continue doing the task?"
"Will you keep going?"
Nanzhi stood at attention, "Brother, brother, I want to continue."
The system originally thought that the child would no longer be doing the task.
The system asked: "Your parents."
Nanzhi said: "Brother, when I grow up and work, I can leave my parents."
System: "Okay."
Although it is self-deception, the child is right to think so.
There was a smile in the system's voice, "Okay, Ji Nazhi, we have a happy cooperation."
(End of chapter)
