It’s so fucking difficult to turn colorful drawings into white paper and then paint on it again!
Therefore, it is almost painful and difficult to change a person.
Because the white paper has been covered by previous life experiences, and smearing on it will only make the white paper more mottled.
Painful and difficult!
In an instant, overwhelming loneliness surged into Lu Jin's heart.
Obviously he has a lover, children, and a happy family, but why is there a kind of loneliness lingering around her.
The child is not close to him, and the relationship between his wife and mother is not good. As the connection point between the two, he usually gets angry.
It was a blessing, but the problem was, he felt uncomfortable!
Is he not persistent enough in love?
No, he and Guan Xin had finally made it this far, how could they give up so easily.
Lu Jin went to talk to people in his circle about some business information that was worthy of investment.
Some people also teased Lu Jin about how he had time to attend such a party. Lu Jin was the heir to the Lu family. Unlike them, he relied on some investments to earn some pocket money.
Lu Jin didn't want to come either, mainly because he didn't have a job. It's not a big deal for a grown man to stay at home every day!
Especially when you stay at home every day and are with Guan Xin all the time, even if it is a beautiful flower, seeing and touching it every day is a bit boring.
The child is almost three years old. Counting the love period, Lu Jin and Guan Xin are about to reach the seven-year itch.
Lu Jin is escaping, escaping from recognizing the reality and realizing that his wife may not be as good as he thought.
However, Lu Jin paid too much and could not look back.
How could he be willing to just give up? What he loved was a woman like Guan Xin, who was pure, beautiful, wholehearted, and passionate for herself.
After Lu Jin attended the banquet, he went to find his daughter. Her daughter was playing very happily with a group of friends. Her smiling face was bright in the sun, and the carefree laughter of a child came from her mouth.
This made Lu Jin a little confused. He even recalled whether he had ever heard his daughter laugh like this.
Hesitation means uncertainty, uncertainty means certainty, or absence.
At least I didn't hear children laughing like this at home, let alone laughter, and they didn't even speak much.
Lu Jin suddenly wanted to know what this child usually does at home and does he have any friends?
In fact, Lu Jin knew in his heart that Guan Xin didn't like to attend banquets, let alone take her children out.
She also won't let her children find friends, especially children in this circle, because Guan Xin doesn't want to associate with them.
If children are to be allowed to interact, mothers must also be able to interact with each other.
Guan Xin has no friends in this circle, no one she can talk to.
There used to be Liu Fen, but now even Liu Fen doesn't pay much attention to her.
When everyone around them misunderstands them, the unanimous misunderstanding is the fault of others or their fault.
Do they adapt to changes in the outside world, or do they hug each other tighter and tighter, joining together for warmth to resist the outside world?
When Nanzhi saw Lu Jin, his little nose wrinkled subconsciously, and he said to his friend, "My dad is here!"
The friends immediately said: "Then you go and let's play."
Nanzhi walked towards Lu Jin. She moved hurriedly, like a clumsy little penguin, naive and waddling over.
At that moment, Lu Jin felt like crying, and a strange emotion surged into his heart, a little distressed, a little uncomfortable, but also loving.
This is his child!
"If you want to ride a big horse, daddy lets you ride a big horse." Lu Jin knelt down and asked Nanzhi.
Nanzhi shook his head, "I won't ride anymore, my clothes are dirty."
Lu Jin asked again: "Are you happy to be here with grandma?"
Nanzhi looked at Dad hesitantly, and finally nodded, "Happy, happy."
It's so comfortable at grandma's house.
Grandma is doing well. She can find doctors and teachers for her, and she can also find friends for her, making her happy.
Nanzhi asked: "Where is Mommy?"
If mom and dad don't separate, what is daddy doing here alone? He won't take her away again.
Nanzhi took a few steps back, with a hint of vigilance in his expression.
Lu Jin said, "I won't take you away. You can stay at your grandma's house."
Lu Jin had to admit that he and Guan Xin didn't know how to raise children at all. They always felt that children were like seeds that would naturally take root and sprout and become a towering tree.
Lu Jin couldn't help but think about how his mother's teachings were almost comprehensive when he was young. Perhaps it was because of his mother's control that he didn't want to find a woman like her.
Even if he cries, his mother will watch him cry calmly. After crying, she will comfort him and reason with him.
But in the hazy eyes of tears, what I saw was a woman's cold and calm face, without the softness and beauty of a woman.
Maybe he wanted to see his mother empathize with him and cry together.
If something happens to Guan Xin and she can't solve it, she will cry and feel uncomfortable together.
Guan Xin and her mother are completely different women. Her mother is strong and calm, while Guan Xin is weak and needs care.
However, she only had him in her eyes, and he was all in her heart. He was her world.
When one person is considered the whole world by another person and relied on wholeheartedly, the feeling of satisfaction and need is very fascinating and inflated.
Lu Jin can give Guan Xin many things. Everything Guan Xin has is given by him.
Besides him, who else can give care?
Even though Lu Jin didn't feel that he was condescending towards Guan Xin, in fact, there was a condescending gaze, a man's gaze on a woman.
Dote on your wife, pamper rather than respect her equally.
He sees her as fragile, in need of care, in need of care and compassion.
"Guan, Zhenzhen wants to live with grandma?" Lu Jin asked.
Nanzhi nodded, please go quickly, my friends are waiting.
Nanzhi: "Baba, goodbye."
Lu Jin:......
So heartbreaking!
system:……
You see, once you can talk, it becomes easier for you to talk nonsense.
Nanzhi hesitated for a moment and then added: "Be careful on the road."
Lu Jin:......
system:……
Not only is there no massage in your mind, it's even making it worse.
Nanzhi retorted in her heart: "I care about Dad."
System: "Of all the virtues, silence is the first choice. It allows you to see the shortcomings of others while hiding your own shortcomings."
Nanzhi immediately pursed her lips and blinked at Dad.
But two words radiated from every pore on her face, "Let's go."
Lu Jin saw the child anxiously urging him to leave and didn't stay much longer. After all, it was getting late and Guan Xin was going to have a tantrum again.
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