Ying Kexin brought Shi Yan back to the living room.
He held a cup of hot water, the air conditioner was turned on higher, and it was still snowing outside. After a long while, his face finally improved a lot.
Ying Kexin wrapped her clothes tightly and leaned against the wall, staring at Shi Yan like this.
When have you ever been so embarrassed?
It was very different from the first encounter.
"Let's go back."
"Come with me."
Ying Kexin sighed and said, "You are the eldest young master of the Shi family, why bother? It's not worth it to make yourself so embarrassed for a woman."
"Um."
Shi Yan nodded.
Ying Kexin's eyes narrowed. Although she knew she would get such an answer, she still felt uncomfortable.
He turned around to leave, but heard Shi Yan say.
"I have never done this for a woman, but I have no regrets. Whether I met you, fell in love with you, or gave up everything for you, I have no regrets. I just regret, why, I didn't understand you before ?Why don’t I cherish you properly?”
After listening to Shi Yan's words, Ying Kexin turned around slowly.
"It doesn't matter even if you don't want to go back. I left Nanhu and gave up everything except you." Shi Yan stood up slowly and walked towards Ying Kexin. "If you don't want to go back, then stay here. You can go wherever you want. But don't drive me away. I really can't lose you again."
While talking, Shi Yan came to Ying Kexin.
He raised his warm hand, slowly placed it on Ying Kexin's cheek, caressed her a few times, and held her in his arms.
"Ying Kexin, I like you."
"Your family will not allow us to be together."
This time, Ying Kexin didn't struggle.
"I gave it all up."
"Is it worth it for me?"
"worth."
"That's the Shi family."
"A place without you is hell. There is no happiness and no meaning." Shi Yan hugged Ying Kexin tighter. "Please, don't leave me again, okay?"
This is not the first time I have asked for Ying Kexin.
But other than that, Shi Yan really didn't know what else to do or what to say to save Xing Kexin.
"Um."
Ying Kexin nodded.
"real?"
Shi Yan's face showed joy, but it felt like it was an illusion, very unreal.
"Um."
She looked calm and just responded.
Shi Yan happily picked up Ying Kexin and carried her around in the not-so-spacious living room.
I can't express what kind of mood I feel, I just know that I am very happy, very happy.
The landlord secretly poked his head out of the room and smiled from ear to ear when he saw the two people getting back together.
Shi Yan's whole body warmed up.
Ying Kexin was sitting in the living room eating an apple, while Shi Yan was peeling an apple next to her.
"I seem to be quite talented at peeling apples."
"I'm going to go to bed."
Ying Kexin stood up and walked upstairs.
Shi Yan stood below and watched her go upstairs.
The moment she opened the door, Ying Kexin stopped and looked back at him.
"Won't you come in?"
she asked.
Didn’t you say you have to be responsible? This is what he did. What a fool. He actually believed what he said.
"I'm not going anywhere. How long have you been discharged from hospital? There's no room, so I'll just stay in the living room for a while."
"Would you never leave again?"
"If I don't leave, I will stay with you forever. Ying Kexin, are you losing your temper because you are pregnant?"
"No, it's so cold. Don't sleep in the living room. Go upstairs."
"Good night."
Shi Yan seemed to be a little hesitant.
"You come in too."
Ying Kexin invites you again.
"You were the one who spoke first."
After Shi Yan said this, he couldn't wait to walk upstairs with a smile on his lips. Although it was a light smile, his heart had already blossomed with joy.
It would not be an exaggeration to express it as ecstatic.
Ying Kexin was lying on the bed, and Shi Yan was sitting next to her.
"Are you going to sit like this all the time?"
"Go to sleep, I will always be there."
The voice sounded very gentle.
"Did you come to me because of the child?"
"No." Shi Yan said firmly: "It has nothing to do with the child. If I didn't have the child, I would come to you. What I love is you, and it has nothing to do with the child."
"why do you like me?"
"I don't know. When I realize it, I won't be able to live without you." Shi Yan lowered his head and thought about it carefully. "It doesn't seem to be anything special, but you are indeed special. I like relationships without entanglement. Those people are all after my money, and they just want money anyway. You are different. You are obviously unhappy in your heart, but your face expressionless."
"What if we meet someone special again?"
"You are the only one."
Ying Kexin is the most special one.
Ying Kexin slowly opened the quilt.
"come in."
"Sure?"
"come in."
Shi Yan suddenly got under the quilt and hugged Ying Kexin tightly.
"Cold?"
Shi Yan's voice came from above Ying Kexin's head.
"No."
Ying Kexin said and crawled into Shi Yan's arms.
Now I know that I wanted to stay even for a moment. I came here to find a quiet place. The place I have been looking forward to is the embrace of Shi Yan.
Living under the same sky and breathing together in the same space with people who share the same mind is the simplest life for some people.
Ordinary days, but for some people, that moment is something people desperately want to protect, so their only wish and happiness is to stay by each other's side for the rest of their lives.
"I love you."
After saying this, Shi Yan kissed Ying Kexin's head.
When Shi Yan woke up, Ying Kexin was no longer around, just like when he woke up after they did it.
He stood up suddenly in fright, and the next moment he saw Ying Kexin sitting on the balcony.
As if knowing that he was awake, he slowly turned back and looked at Shi Yan.
"Shi Yan, get up and look over there."
It's the sun that's rising.
After a snowfall, the sun shines on the earth more dazzlingly than usual.
The windows on the balcony were closed, no wind blew in, and the sun was even shining, making it warm.
It was so cold yesterday when it rained, but it was much warmer this morning.
Shi Yan picked up the coat beside the bed, came to Ying Kexin, and put his coat on her body.
"Good morning, what do you want to eat today?"
This kind of life, when you wake up in the morning and the person you like is in the room, asking what to eat for breakfast, is like the ordinary life you dream of.
There is no compulsion, everything is your own free will.
"I want to eat fried dough sticks."
“It’s not easy to buy here.”
"But I want to eat."
"Wait, I'll buy it. I'll definitely buy it back."
Ying Kexin looked at Shi Yan going out and smiled.
He didn't seem to notice that he didn't even have his coat.
Suddenly, the mobile phone in his pocket rang. He just picked it up and looked at it. It was a call from Shi Yan's mother.
