"Ying Kexin..."
"pain!"
Two words of weakness and pain came out of Ying Kexin's mouth.
The fruit plate fell from my hand. At that moment, my head went blank, and there was a buzzing sound in my ears, as if there was a needle pricking my heart.
what is that?
The feeling of losing the whole world.
By the time he reacted, he didn't know how much time had passed.
"Can't!"
After shouting, he quickly picked up Ying Kexin and took her to the hospital.
He watched Ying Kexin being pushed into the rescue room. At that moment, all the strength seemed to be taken away from his body, and he knelt on the ground.
Holding his hands tightly, many emotions rushed up in an instant.
It'll be okay.
Everything will be fine.
please……
He begged in his heart...
I don't know how much time passed, and there was no sense of time at all. He sat outside, motionless.
He promised to protect her, but he never gave her safety from the beginning.
Suddenly, the door to the emergency room was opened and the doctor walked out.
Standing up suddenly, I heard the doctor say: "The patient has been transferred to the recovery room."
"Is she okay?"
"The situation has stabilized."
"Child, where is the child?"
"The child is fine. It may be because the patient was under too much pressure, so he was bleeding. If it had been a little later, something would have happened to the child. Fortunately, he was delivered in time."
After hearing this, Shi Yan felt a little relieved.
He breathed a deep sigh of relief.
He slowly came to the ward and opened the door hesitantly.
Ying Kexin was lying on the hospital bed with a sling bottle hanging on her hand.
"Ying Kexin..."
Shi Yan approaches.
"go out."
Although I was looking out the window, I was talking to him.
"Ying Kexin..."
He still came to the hospital bed.
"It's all because of you here, because of you that I escaped from there, why? And..." Ying Kexin sat up angrily, her eyes bloodshot and filled with tears, which fell down the next second. "Now I have the only thing I want to protect. Why do you want to disturb my life? Why do you always disturb my life? Isn't it enough that I left?"
"sorry!"
Shi Yan looked at her heartbrokenly, swallowed, and didn't know what else to say besides apologizing.
"You don't understand anything. As a result, you can't understand anything. Go, don't let me see you again."
Shi Yan did not leave, but moved forward and held Ying Kexin in his arms.
"I told you to go, let go!"
Ying Kexin struggled, but couldn't break free.
Shi Yan's tall body could completely control her without much effort.
"sorry!"
Apologize again.
"Why do you do this to me? Will I feel happy only if I lose everything? I walked so far on purpose, and you have chased me here. Where else do you want me to go?"
"I heard that crying like this is not good for children."
"It's not because of you. It's really annoying, selfish and annoying..."
"Do you still have the feeling of hating me?" Shi Yan gently stroked Ying Kexin's hair with one hand. "Even if it's that, stay with me. I want to be with you. I can't live without you."
"let me go!"
"Even if I am anxious and dying, I still want to stay by your side. I never thought once that I would have such a day. I said that I abandoned everything and put my life on you. Maybe I The first and last child in this life, I will stay by your side and stand on your side. Don’t drive me away, okay?"
Ying Kexin didn't notice at all that Shi Yan was crying when he said this.
At this time, Shi Yan, like Ying Kexin, had tears on his face.
"Now I just want to live a happy life. I have no choice but to endure life by looking at other people's faces. It's really tiring. I have nothing else to ask for. I want an ordinary and happy life."
"I will help you. You and my children can be loved no matter where you go, and you can be happy no matter where you are. These are your first choices, so my first choice is you."
Ying Kexin shook her head when she heard this.
"We are different, Shi Yan, you don't need a woman like me. Stop pestering me, please, let me go."
"Ying Kexin..." Shi Yan stared into Ying Kexin's eyes, "What should I do so that you can believe that I am sincere?"
When he came closer and wanted to kiss Ying Kexin, she turned her head away first.
Shi Yan paused for a moment, and finally just placed a kiss on Ying Kexin's forehead.
"have a good rest."
After saying this, he reluctantly walked out of the ward.
Ying Kexin had a very uncomfortable sleep at night. After the bottle was administered, she fell asleep intermittently. After waking up, she fell asleep slowly and woke up again not long after.
It lasted three or four times, and I simply stopped sleeping.
The sun just happened to rise slowly, as if everything had passed when the sun came the next day.
Leave the hospital and go home.
From the moment he walked out of the hospital, Shi Yan followed him, neither leaving nor coming forward.
When he got home, the landlord asked him to come in, but he was afraid that Ying Kexin would be unhappy, so he stayed outside.
Because his arrival brought a lot of pressure to Ying Kexin, he really felt guilty.
But he can't leave.
He was afraid that as soon as he went back, Ying Kexin would really never be found again.
He stayed outside and kept looking in the direction of Ying Kexin's room.
The night gradually enveloped us. Not only was it dark, but more importantly, light snow began to fall in the sky.
In November, it actually started to snow.
"He's still standing outside. It's snowing outside. It's too cold. He will freeze to death. Let him come in."
The landlord persuaded Ying Kexin. She looked at the snowflakes falling outside the window and walked to the window.
Shi Yan stood there like a statue, motionless.
"Landlord, please let him in."
I finally relented.
The landlord put on a coat and went out. Ying Kexin was watching upstairs and didn't know what he said. Anyway, the landlord returned to the house and Shi Yan was still outside.
"What's up with him?"
Ying Kexin asked worriedly.
"He was afraid that you would be unhappy, so he insisted on staying outside."
"Are you crazy?" Ying Kexin shouted angrily. "If he wants to die, let him die."
She turned around and walked upstairs, one step at a time.
Finally, she sighed deeply.
"I owe him."
As soon as he finished speaking, he went back and opened the door. A gust of cold wind came in, making people tremble with coldness.
When Shi Yan saw Ying Kexin walking out, he wanted to move, but his whole body was frozen with cold and he couldn't move at all.
"Feast of the hour!"
When she came to Shi Yan, her face had turned blue and her lips were trembling. When she touched his face, the cold touch made her tears fall uncontrollably.
"Ying Kexin..." Shi Yan's teeth were chattering. "Come back with me, I will die without you."
(End of chapter)
