seaside.
Ying Kexin stood at the beach. The weather was much cooler. The sea breeze blew over, and Ying Kexin's hair was blown to cover her eyes.
She tied her hair up a little, took a deep breath, and looked at the sparkling sea. Because of the sea breeze, it seemed like the sea was glowing.
This is a place to abandon all sad memories, so please take away all sadness.
Ying Kexin came here for happiness. It is the place where everything ends and a new destiny begins. Let's start again from here.
When I turned around, I saw a familiar face.
It's like an illusion.
But the man with a scarred face did appear in front of her and slowly walked towards her.
She didn't know about Shi Yan's car accident. She just saw a bigger band-aid on his face than before and thought she had made a mistake.
Before she could react at all, Shi Yan had already arrived in front of her and quickly hugged her.
"Ying Kexin, I miss you very much."
This was the first thing he said.
It's time for a feast.
Real touch.
It was his speaking voice.
Not an illusion.
The person in front of me is Shi Yan.
However, the next second, Ying Kexin pushed him away hard.
She had an unhappy look on her face.
"How on earth did you know this place?"
After finally escaping from Nanhu, why do you still want to find this place?
Shi Yan didn't answer the question, and without saying anything, he stepped forward and held Ying Kexin's face.
I don't know if it's because Ying Kexin has been standing here for a long time, but her face is cold.
Shi Yan's kiss fell.
He really wanted to Ying Kexin.
So this kiss was what he had dreamed of.
His kiss was very intense, as if he was letting out all the emotions he had not seen for such a long time.
Ying Kexin didn't struggle, but waited until Shi Yan's lips left before she said, "Please go."
"Let's go together, I'm here to pick you up."
Ying Kexin grabbed her hand and shook her head.
Finally, Ying Kexin brought Shi Yan to his rented place, which was a shared apartment. Downstairs was a woman in her thirties and forties with a child, who was also the landlord. On the second floor was Ying Kexin's room.
In the room, Shi Yan and Ying Kexin sat face to face.
"how long it has been?"
Shi Yan asked.
"Nothing to do with you."
That good-looking face still has that cold face.
The expressionless face is definitely Ying Kexin's.
She hasn't changed.
Shi Yan stared at Ying Kexin, whom he hadn't seen for a long time, and looked her up and down.
It doesn't seem to have changed, but I feel a little fatter.
It's good to be fat, but he felt too thin the way he looked before.
"How come it doesn't matter? I am the child's father."
"I will protect the child, the two of us will live together, and..."
"Stop being funny." Shi Yan interrupted what Ying Kexin was about to say. He knew what she would say. "Are you going to wander around carrying my child for the rest of your life?"
"Don't worry about it. I will take care of everything in the future."
"It's up to you. It's just an escape to the other side of the world. Pack your luggage and come back with me."
"It's easy to say, if I live there, my children will live the same life as me."
Ying Kexin's words made Shi Yan unable to refute.
An arranged life.
A life of being pointed at.
However, Shi Yan agreed to Ying Lun and brought Ying Kexin back in an upright manner.
Therefore, this kind of life must be changed.
Ying Kexin took a deep breath, stood up, and said, "I have nothing to say, Shi Yan, please go back. We won't have anything to do with him in the future."
Turning around to leave, Shi Yan grabbed his wrist.
"Don't do this, please, stop running away."
"Stop talking about it, because I have let go of the past and there is no relationship between us anymore."
Ying Kexin threw away Shi Yan's hand and yelled angrily.
The next second, he pushed Shi Yan's body and pushed him out of the room.
Shi Yan looked at the closed door and sighed.
have no choice.
It was the first time he felt so helpless.
Leaning against the wall, unable to say a word.
What should be done to make Ying Kexin open her heart to him and follow him back to Nanhu with confidence.
Ying Ke thought that after leaving Nanhu and everyone, he would move towards the life he wanted.
I thought this world was really colorful. I was hiding at the edge of the world. Why did he appear again?
Night comes.
There is a huge temperature difference between day and night.
The temperature at noon was only a few degrees, and at night it went down to subzero.
The weather in November is really cold.
Shi Yan stood alone downstairs, watching Ying Kexin's room turn on the lights, and tightened her clothes.
Shivering from the cold, I lit a cigarette, and the hand holding the cigarette was trembling.
He stared at the window of the room without blinking, hoping to see Ying Kexin's figure from here.
Before meeting Ying Kexin, I never cared about seasons, time, and feasts, and I didn't know anything, but now I feel everything.
The nights were cold, lonely, and terrible.
"Well... you will freeze to death if you sleep outside in this weather. Please come in."
Suddenly the landlord's aunt opened the door and invited him into the house.
"I……"
Shi Yan opened his trembling lips and looked up at the window of Ying Kexin's room, hesitating.
I was afraid that Ying Kexin would be angry, so I didn't know whether I should go in or not.
"Come in, it's okay."
"Thanks."
It was so cold that Shi Yan couldn't bear it.
Entering the room, you can clearly feel the warmth.
"There are no rooms left. Can I go to the living room?"
"OK."
He was lying on the sofa alone, looking at the ceiling.
She promised to give Ying Kexin happiness, but she was left to spend so many nights alone.
After meeting each other, if I get closer like this again, I feel like I will run away even further.
Shi Yan doesn't want to be abandoned and doesn't want to miss her.
I couldn't sleep, there were so many thoughts floating in my mind.
Finally, he sat up from the sofa and slowly went up to the second floor.
The lights were still on in the room, and the lights could be seen through the crack in the door.
"It's me, can I come in?" Shi Yan knocked on the door, but there was no response. "I was wrong, Ying Kexin."
After saying this, not long after, Ying Kexin was seen coming behind the door.
But she just stood there and didn't respond to Shi Yan.
"From the beginning, I regretted not understanding you and not cherishing you. I should have understood your eagerness to leave earlier. I thought that as long as we were together, it would be fine. As long as I was here, there would be no problems."
"..."
Ying Kexin said nothing.
"No matter what others say, except for you, everything else is meaningless. When I think of the happiness between the two of us, I feel that the world is beautiful. You know, right? I have been living in confusion since I was a child. , so I didn’t think about how painful and sad you would be.”
Still no response.
It was as if Shi Yan was talking to himself.
"The happiness you want can only be obtained by leaving to such an empty place. I am like a fool, I am too selfish."
How could Shi Yan say such words before meeting Ying Kexin.
He squatted down slowly, holding his hair with one hand and sighing in distress.
(End of chapter)
