Zhang Fan looked at the weak look on the woman's face and sighed in his heart. Their life was really too difficult.
After chatting with the women for a while, Zhang Fan walked out of the house, picked up the big broom in the courtyard and began to sweep up the snow silently.
Zhang Fan needs to do something for them. Since Lu Deshui is no longer here, he will take good care of their lives from today on.
Zhang Fan swept the snow very quickly. In less than fifteen minutes, he cleared the snow in the courtyard. Although the snow was still falling, at least it was no longer an obstacle.
After clearing the snow, Zhang Fan summoned Lu Deshui and asked him to go in and see his wife and son so as not to leave any regrets.
Lu Deshui wanted to refuse, but after Zhang Fan's persuasion, he still made up his mind to visit his wife and children. Seeing Lu Deshui walk into the house, Zhang Fan shook his head helplessly and went out alone.
He was going to buy some food for Lu Deshui's wife and children. He just looked at the kitchen and found that the rice and white flour were basically moldy and hairy. If he continued to eat it, it might affect his health.
After walking out of the door, Lu Deshui was left alone to get along with his wife and children. This is the last wish in Lu Deshui's heart, and it is also a demonic obstacle.
If this last wish is not fulfilled, this demonic obstacle will not be eliminated. It will only be planted in the bottom of my heart, ingrained and getting deeper and deeper until it is unable to extricate itself.
No outsider could help him, he could only let him walk through it alone. If, this time, you shrink back, are afraid, dare not face the past, dare not look directly at your wife and children, then you will always feel regretful.
The whole person is trapped in a prison in his heart, unable to break out. This was Lu Deshui's choice, and it was also the vitality Zhang Fan brought to him.
How to make a decision depends on how Lu Deshui acts. Zhang Fan can help him once, he can help him twice, he can help him three times, he can also help him many times, but even if he can't see directly or get out of the prison once, in fact, one chance is no different from countless chances. .
What he needs to do now is how to face it and then take that crucial step. Zhang Fan walked out of the door, stepping on the thick snow, and walked towards the distance step by step with difficulty.
He remembered that when he came here, he saw a supermarket located not far from Lu Deshui's house.
He is going there now, buying some food, and then settling in Lu Deshui's home.
After Zhang Fan left, Lu Deshui walked into the house and stood outside the door of the master bedroom, but did not enter it. At this moment, his eyes were flashing with sadness and regret, and he was looking at his seriously ill wife and his son nestling beside her in the house. There were tears in the corners of his eyes, and his body was shaking uncontrollably.
He hated, hated his own incompetence, hated that he was such a bastard during his lifetime, and for the sake of gambling, he ignored the life and death of his family. His family would not be able to live in peace until his death.
If time could go back again, he really wanted to slap himself hard, a big mouth, and make him come to his senses.
If it weren't for herself, their mother and son would definitely be able to live a good life. She said she liked jade bracelets, she said she wanted to watch the sunrise and sunset with him, and she said she wanted to spend every happy day with herself.
However, all these beautiful wishes in her heart were crushed by her own hands a long time ago.
Perhaps at that time, the relationship between them as husband and wife was shattered along with her wish.
Lu Deshui hated himself very much, but there was nothing he could do about it. He was now a terrifying ghost that no living person could look at or see.
Although he can reveal his body and let living people see it, once he does so, he will definitely frighten his wife and children, and may even scare him to death.
Lu Deshui was silent for a long time. Finally, he could no longer suppress the sadness in his heart. He staggered into the master bedroom, came to his wife and children, and knelt down with a thud.
This is what he owes. Even if he kneels down, he may not be forgiven by his wife and children. But apart from doing this, Lu Deshui could not find any other way to atone for his sins.
... After an unknown amount of time, Zhang Fan came back from outside with a large bag of white noodles in his left hand and a large bag of rice in his right hand.
As soon as he entered the yard, he saw Lu Deshui sitting on the steps of the yard in a daze with red eyes. The snowflakes from the sky fell on him, passing through directly as if they were nothing, and fell to the ground.
Seeing Zhang Fan coming back, Lu Deshui raised his head numbly and said thank you with a trembling voice.
In response to this, Zhang Fan shook his head and did not say anything. Instead, he carried the rice and flour in his hands into the house, and then began to bend down and pack them away.
After some time passed, the whole house took on a new look and was cleaned up spotlessly. Zhang Fan wiped the sweat from his forehead and sat down on the chair.
Now that everything is done, when the snow subsides, he will go out to buy some home appliances and arrange them properly before he is done.
It's not that Zhang Fan has never thought about helping Lu Deshui's wife and children buy a house, but he doesn't have much money at the moment and can't realize it yet, so he tries his best to do what he can.
After Zhang Fan cleaned up the house, Lu Zhengdao walked out of the master bedroom and was stunned when he saw the cleaned house. However, he quickly walked past and came to a black wooden box, rummaging through it to find some thing.
It was a bulging package wrapped in brown paper. Lu Zhengdao slowly unfolded the bag, revealing the items inside.
I saw that it was actually a pile of herbs. After seeing the herbal medicine, Zhang Fan thought of the smell of traditional Chinese medicine he had smelled when he first entered the house, and suddenly realized something.
Zhang Fan's face changed and he asked hurriedly: "What are these herbal medicines used to treat?" He was afraid that Lu Deshui's wife was suffering from some incurable disease, because only some incurable diseases would require such a large amount of herbal medicines. Take care of your body.
It would be really bad if Lu Deshui's wife was seriously ill. Seeing Zhang Fan's surprised expression, Lu Zhengdao tilted his head and glanced at him and said
"It's just some medicines used to treat anemia. The medicines in the hospital are very expensive and we can't afford them. They are all given by the grandmother next door! She is an old doctor. Without her...my mother's illness would be... ...." At this point, Lu Zhengdao's words suddenly stopped and he fell into silence, as if he thought of something sad.
Since his birth, his father has passed away. He has been following his mother, relying on each other, and living hard to this day.
Although he is very young, he understands many things. Lu Zhengdao is a very sensible child. Whenever he has time, he will help his mother with some housework. He often even goes out to set up some street stalls and sells groceries to make ends meet.
In the days without his father, he is the little man in the family. Although he is still young, he must work hard to support his mother.
In fact, everyone in Fulai Town knew about their family's situation, and almost all of them took good care of their family.
After Zhang Fan heard this, he glanced at Lu Deshui sitting on the steps of the courtyard with a complicated expression. It seems that he was really a bastard during his lifetime, and he actually caused his family to suffer such great injustice.
Zhang Fan withdrew his gaze and was about to say something, but the next moment, he heard a bang and a loud noise from the courtyard door, as if someone had kicked it open from outside.
Immediately afterwards, a burst of noisy and cursing sounds rang out.
"Hey! Come out! Today is the deadline. If you don't pay back your debt, don't blame our ruthless men for burning your doghouse with fire!!" This cursing voice said , mixed with dirty words, which is very unpleasant to listen to and makes people feel particularly harsh after hearing it.
