Let me explain it shamelessly:
There have been a lot of things going on at home recently. Someone caught a cold, which scared the rest of the family and made them very nervous. This natural disaster made people panic, and Long Ling's family was no exception.
Long Ling has been writing books for ten years. He has written tens of millions of words intermittently. He has problems with the joints of his fingers. They are so swollen in wind and rain that they cannot bend. They are usually fine, but they are not comfortable when it is cold... It has been cold recently, so I have to go out. I went to buy some things and the swelling started again.
My health has never been good, I am sub-healthy, I don’t like to exercise very much, I like to eat and drink, and my blood sugar is not normal... Well, these have nothing to do with writing, I just want to kill myself...
When I reach middle age, there are always a lot of trivial things at home. My children don’t like studying just like I did when I was a child. There are more conflicts at home, which often affects my state.
At the end of the year, things started to change. Readers and adults who have read a few of Long Ling's books know that there are more people celebrating birthdays in Long Ling's family recently, including my wife, children, myself, father and elders. , the mother’s death anniversary is in December, which further disrupts the renewal of Long Ling.
I just got angry with my child again, as if I was going to piss myself to death. The school was closed and I was taking online classes at home. The teacher was talking about how he was playing games down there - it was just a black and white machine that could break Tetris, and people could play it with gusto.
In the end, everyone was fine. I threw the game console and my head hurt so much that I felt like dying.
I am not writing so much to gain any sympathy, because at this age, I am just like this, and most people live like this, so there is nothing to complain about.
I just want to tell you something about Long Ling.
Those who scolded Longling for unstable updates... are telling the truth. What you said is correct.
I can only make up for the debt tomorrow, the fifth update. As long as I have nothing to do tomorrow, I will make up for at least two chapters of the debt.
That's it.
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