On New Year's Day morning, Song Qian stopped helping Yingzi prepare breakfast.
She sat there all night last night, and she figured it out. If the child wants to hate him, then he can hate himself.
As long as she can successfully enter Tsinghua University and Peking University and have a good future in the future, it doesn't matter.
And she believes that when her daughter grows up in the future, she will understand what she has worked so hard for.
Therefore, she decided not to try in vain to coax her daughter back.
"Yingzi, mom won't coax you anymore. She won't eat with you, watch movies with you, or buy you gifts. Don't you like your dad? Just do these things with him." She took advantage of her daughter When he went to school, he stopped her and said.
"Mom will only take care of your studies from now on, and focus on all your homework to ensure that you can pass the Qingbei entrance examination in the future. I know you will hate me, but I don't care, as long as you have a future, mom will risk her life. Moreover, mom believes that you will understand mom sooner or later."
"..." Yingzi was so frightened that she got goosebumps when she heard what she said.
If my mother really did this, that would be really serious. If she only focuses on studying and doesn't care about anything else, she will really become a learning machine and a slave to exams.
God, how can I live this day? !
…
After Yingzi returned to school, she immediately borrowed Tao Zi's mobile phone and sent a WeChat message to Xiang Nan. After describing the matter in detail, she said, "Fang Hou'er, I think my mother has been perverted by being stimulated by me. What should I do?" What’s the best way to do it?”
"Calm down, calm down, believe me, things will turn around soon." When Xiang Nan saw it, he quickly replied, and he couldn't help but sigh at Song Qian's ruthlessness, and she became more and more courageous the more frustrated she became.
Ordinary parents, if their relationship with their children is so tense, will at least reflect on their actions and make corresponding changes.
But not only did Song Qian not change, she even got worse. I won’t shed tears until I see the coffin, and I won’t give up until I reach the Yellow River. I have to say, this character is really terrible!
"Will there really be a turn for the better? Otherwise, I might as well confess to my mother." Yingzi replied.
In fact, she loves her mother very much, and she really doesn't want to make the relationship with her so tense.
"No, I promise you, there will be a turnaround soon." Xiang Nan quickly replied, "Yingzi, the long march of thousands of miles is all that's left now.
If you confess now, not only will your previous efforts be in vain, but your parents will never get back together, and you will never be able to enter Jinling University next year. Think about it for yourself, is this true? "
"Okay, then I'll wait a few more days." Yingzi thought for a while and felt that what Xiang Nan said made sense, so she decided to wait another two days and try.
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In the evening, as soon as Yingzi came home, Song Qian brought the prepared exercises in front of her.
Because Yingzi fainted before, Song Qian stopped engaging in question-sea tactics. In the evening, I will teach Yingzi some knowledge points and strengthen her weaknesses. This also allowed Yingzi to enjoy a good relaxing time.
But now, Song Qian thinks it is better to use the topic sea strategy. Do more questions and practice more, and you will definitely get higher scores. Just like the oil seller said, "I don't have him, I just know my hands."
When Yingzi saw it, his face suddenly became bitter.
Mom really does what she says, she only focuses on studying and doesn't care about anything else. I will have hard times in the future.
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At twelve o'clock in the evening, after Lei'er went to bed, Xiang Nan quietly got up, got dressed in the dark, put on a mask, carried the tools he had prepared, and sneaked out of the house, all the way to the rooftop.
After arriving on the rooftop, he took out a twenty-meter-long safety rope. One end is fixed on the water pipe, and the other end is tied around his waist.
If Ding comes tonight, he will try his best to stop him from doing stupid things. This can be regarded as saving a life.
Xiang Nan couldn't bear to use Ding Yi's life to wake up Song Qian. In fact, as long as she realizes that depression may kill people, it is enough.
But if Ding Yi doesn't come tonight, Xiang Nan will be powerless.
After all, he is not a saint. It is impossible for him to wait for him on the roof every night in such a cold weather.
"Ding Yi, I hope you can come tonight. Otherwise, I won't be able to save you." Xiang Nan muttered while twitching his nose.
The winter in Yanjing is really cold. Especially now in the middle of the night, seven or eight degrees below zero. On the roof of the building again, a small breeze blew along his collar and poured into his body, making Xiang Nan even shiver.
He found a place with leeward wind, huddled up in a ball, took out his mobile phone, scrolled on Douyin, and waited in the cold.
…
It was almost three o'clock in the morning, and Xiang Nan couldn't bear the cold anymore. Even his mobile phone automatically shut down several times because of the low temperature.
At this moment, Xiang Nan suddenly heard a sound coming from downstairs, which shocked him.
He quickly stood up and stretched his legs.
At this moment, someone heard the iron door of the rooftop being pushed open, and a figure walked in slowly, and then he saw Xiang Nan face to face.
This startled him and he couldn't help but froze.
He really didn't expect that there would be someone on the rooftop at this moment.
"Ding Yi?!" Xiang Nan walked over and asked with a smile.
"How...how do you know my name?!" Ding Yi said in surprise.
Although he couldn't see Xiang Nan's face, he was sure that he didn't recognize him.
"You don't have to worry about it." Xiang Nan smiled, "I also know that you want to die and you want to jump from the roof."
"How do you know?" Ding Yi's eyes widened.
This suicide was his impromptu intention. No one told him, no one knew, but the person in front of him knew that this was a ghost.
"Of course I know. I also know that the reason why you have such thoughts is because your parents are too strict on you. They force you to take the Tsinghua University Department of Finance and don't let you go to your beloved University of Geosciences. .
So you suffered from severe depression and suffered from insomnia all night long, causing you to drop out of school right after school started. Moreover, you always run to this neighborhood because you want to find a piece of paper.
Your wish is written on that piece of paper. You want to go back to your childhood, the time when you were free, innocent and lovely. That's what you want to say to your parents, but don't dare to say it. Xiang Nan said with a slight smile.
"You really know everything!!" Ding Yi looked at Xiang Nan in surprise, with a look of disbelief on his face.
…
"Of course I know." Xiang Nan nodded, "Do you want to know what will happen after you jump?"
Ding Yi hesitated for a moment and nodded.
"After you jumped, you were blocked by branches, so you didn't die on the spot. You lay on the cold grass for three hours. You were discovered by people doing morning exercises at 6:30 in the morning and were sent to the hospital for emergency treatment.
Two days later in the afternoon, you succumbed to your injuries and died. Two years after your death, your mother died of breast cancer due to excessive depression.
Four years later, your father suffered a cerebral hemorrhage and became a vegetative state because he was not sent to the hospital in time. Two months later, he died of total organ failure. "Xiang Nan then said that the part about Ding Yi's parents was made up by him.
However, he believed that life must be difficult for this middle-aged couple who lost their son. They will live with self-blame and guilt for the rest of their lives, which is more painful than death.
"Stop talking, stop talking." Ding waved his hands repeatedly and resisted.
