Book lovers should all know that from the beginning of "The Master of the Ming Dynasty" to now, there have been 261 days without taking a day off. No matter what difficulties, Xihu has overcome them. Today, I will make an exception and take a day off, and also talk about the recent situation.
Staying up late for a long time and overloading work have caused my physical, mental and writing status to become worse and worse recently. I have symptoms of heart discomfort and high anxiety. I went to the hospital some time ago and the doctor’s advice was to stop staying up late and at the same time He took his medicine on time and was prescribed metoprolol tartrate tablets for heart control and lorazepam tablets for anxiety.
Xihu is a relatively stubborn person, and the book "Master of the Ming Dynasty" has been written by 80,000 people and has been written to the later stage of more than two million words. Seeing that he can successfully complete the book with another few hundred thousand words, let Xihu stop I really couldn't bear it down, so I went against the doctor's advice. As I mentioned in a chapter before, I tried to adjust myself by taking medicine as much as possible.
But since I had to work during the day, I didn’t have time to write unless I stayed up late, so I had to stay up late while taking medicine. I took Lorazepam tablets. My anxiety was somewhat relieved, but my brain became increasingly numb. I originally wanted to insist on taking medicine to adjust, but the result was counterproductive and I fell into a vicious cycle. My physical, mental and writing status declined again. After the Annan chapter, I started to write more and more messy. I was not satisfied with it. Book friends should scold me. Well, that's my problem.
Compared with many serious diseases, the condition is not fatal to be honest, but if this vicious cycle continues, it will definitely be incurable and the condition will get worse. For the sake of life, I can only write a little bit every day and tell the rest of the story. Hundreds of thousands of words have been written properly.
I'm sorry that I failed to live up to the expectations of my book friends. I really can't hold on physically and mentally.
