In a blink of an eye, more than twenty years have passed. When I first studied the history of Chinese legal system as a law undergraduate, and then watched the Japanese manga Dragon and Wolf Legend and the TV series Daming Palace Ci, I suddenly came up with the idea of writing a different time-travel story and practicing writing articles that completely changed history. I couldn't stop it. has come so far.
In 1998, he tested the water by serializing clips on the Xilu community BBS, and in 2001, when he failed to submit a fantasy sword, he went to Chief Yang's Mingyang Chinese website to post articles, just to earn points and subscribe to another county official's car accident, and traveled to Chongzhen in the late Ming Dynasty. The Prince's Destruction of the Qing Dynasty.
In 2003, the Qidian Chinese website of Bao Jianfeng and other big guys was established, and they also sent me an invitation; so I revised and revised "Fantasy of the Tang Dynasty" and it became one of the works with the original 4-digit ISBN of Qidian.
At that time, there were only three books about the Tang Dynasty, "The Flying Wind" with the Battle of Danros as the background, and the fictional prequel story "Song of the Wind" based on Zhang Yichao; "Fantasy of the Tang Dynasty" is about seeking perfection and trying to reverse the fate of many people during the Anshi Rebellion.
Then due to various reasons, I wrote it intermittently for eight or nine years before it was finally completed. However, after two years of dormancy and preparation, because my former editor-in-chief gave me a good offer, I went to Xinban Chuangshi to write "The Traveler Travels Through the Traveler".
It took another four years to write, until I got married, my child was born, and I went to kindergarten. Then, after half a year of deliberation and preparation, I wrote "The Remnants of the Tang Dynasty" for the historical essay competition, and the results were predictable. Then the 404 wave came. My works have also been submerged in the tide of the times.
I don’t know if it’s because I’ve been cursed. Over the years, every book I write has been blocked. Almost every time I get better and better, when I’m at my best, I’m suddenly blocked.
Three books that have been completed:
The first book "Fantasy of the Tang Dynasty" was complained about provoking ethnic and religious conflicts because I quoted Arabic poetry, wrote about the dark history of the rise of the Green Religion, and also mentioned the Thousand Mass Massacres in Central Asia.
The second book is "The Traveler Travels Through the Traveler", so I simply changed to an imaginary era and focused on writing about the harem and all kinds of sensual enjoyment. Then, I was given a 404 on the grounds of maintaining public order and good morals.
In the third book, "Tang Can", I wrote about the route of the Peasant Rebel Army. There were no elements at all. I just exposed the face of the so-called ancient landlord class and gentry clan, and then it was blocked without warning.
After it was revised and re-released, the work that had been ranked second in the creation history list for a long time could not be searched in any channel except for readers who had already collected it.
So, what else can I write? So I wrote "The Great Warlords of the Tang Dynasty" on another site, which is said to be the most traditional fiction, based on the line of emperors and generals of the Five Dynasties. However, I also committed suicide by myself; I can only continue writing it on the official account.
Therefore, I can only write a parallel fictional history, "Tang Qi Tan" with the theme of mystery and suspense in the prosperous age. It is also a work that I have been planning and wasting for three years, and I have always wanted to write, but I have never been able to make up my mind to write it.
Because I am afraid, afraid of poor grades, afraid of not keeping up with the times, and afraid that readers will no longer like this kind of subject matter. As a father of two children, when I persisted in finishing "Tang Can", it was also the most difficult period for me; I almost didn't want to think about how much I would get with only a few hundred yuan in royalties next month, and whether it would be enough.
I once wanted to use this as a platform to interact with readers and gain recognition and resonance, but my passion for writing with love has been burned out. Now all that's left is trepidation about the new work. In addition, the time at our disposal has become increasingly fragmented.
So I can only keep the most basic update once a day, and update more when I am in good condition. Then continue serializing on the official account as the only way out. Of course, if the results of this book are satisfactory, or if my monthly manuscript fee can exceed 1,000, then I can naturally focus more energy on this.
I am sincere and frightened, and I will speak from the bottom of my heart here.
Just ask for support.
(End of chapter)
