Kirei Kotomine.
His father is Kotomine Rimasa, and in 1967, Kotomine Kirei was born into this world.
Samura Anno noticed that Kotomine Kirei was not a normal person.
It can even be said that he is not a human being.
This is a fact that has been established from the moment of birth.
He cannot see good things as happiness.
He takes pleasure in ugly things.
This is an inherently evil freak, an evil ghost disguised as a human being, a weird individual that is completely contrary to human nature.
It's normal for this kind of thing to happen, Zuo Cun knows it.
The base of human beings is huge. Under such a huge base, it is not surprising that any kind of individual will appear.
Of course, if Kirei Kotomine is just such a simple anti-social personality, then maybe that's all.
This monster with antisocial personality lives in a world full of serious restrictions. He seems to have noticed something, and he has realized that he is different.
He took the initiative to put away his fangs and tried to tame his animal nature and let himself become a "normal person".
But perhaps, it was precisely because he realized his differences and his distorted nature that was different from ordinary people that he felt confused.
He began to ask the gods to answer his questions.
Like his father, he became a devout believer.
But God's answer has not come. Kotomine Kirei needs to find the answer by himself - this is the so-called God's will.
Kotomine Kirei is also a talented person.
It can even be said that his talent is greater than 99% of the people in this world.
In 1981, Kirei Kotomine skipped two years from St. Inajius Theological Seminary in Manresa and graduated as a leading student.
Excellent results did not make him feel happy.
Praise from his father and principal didn't make him happy either.
He always has that expressionless look on his face, as if that expression can handle anything.
"It's really creepy, Kotomine Kirei."
Samura looked at Kotomine Kirei's back with a hint of fear in his eyes.
He has seen countless people in his life, and he knows what kind of people are the most feared, and he knows even better what kind of people are the most disgusted.
Kotomine Kirei's nature is contrary to that of ordinary people. He is destined to be a terrifying thing that is contrary to the human species, but he hides his fangs and tames his animal nature.
but--
The biggest truth Zuo Cun has learned in his life is that human nature never changes.
Even if you try to hide it, tame it, or try to change it, you still can't do it.
Nature is the greatest and most deep-rooted evil in human beings.
It is a bondage that completely fixes and locks a person's life, a bondage that cannot be broken away from.
Hiding is not an option and taming is doomed.
Kotomine Kirei's behavior is destined to create hidden dangers for himself and the people around him.
Once one day he realizes that his truth cannot be changed, his nature, his animality, and the differences between him and humans will completely explode.
At that time, enjoying his own happiness was the most important thing for Kotomine Kirei.
In terms of Mine Kirei's happiness, what is it?
Zuomura Anno didn't know, he was not a clairvoyant EX, he couldn't see.
The only thing he could be sure of was that Kotomine Kirei's so-called happiness definitely represented the misfortune of others.
Especially the misfortune of those close to him.
A hint of murderous intent flashed in Zuo Cun's eyes.
He will not be bound by the Command Seal. Although Kotomine Kirei is not weak, it is still unrealistic to fight against a servant like him. He can kill Kotomine Kirei.
Still, keep looking.
Zuocun shook his head and continued to focus on the scene in front of him.
Kotomine Kirei is looking for a change.
He is looking for other ways to achieve happiness besides his own nature.
He wants to change the abnormality and experience the feeling of warmth and happiness like a normal person.
He went to become a young priest to guide others to hear the will of God.
He went to learn magic, trying to intoxicate himself through learning.
He also learned martial arts from his father, and wanted to try whether boxing and kicking skills could make him feel happy.
He also became the agent of the Holy Church, but even though he became a first-class agent and helped the church handle countless dirty work, he still could not experience the so-called "happiness".
【happiness】.
For ordinary people, it is difficult and far away, let alone for Kotomine Kirei.
Kotomine Kirei once again made a new attempt.
This attempt is called [marriage].
Claudia Ordesia, this terminally ill beautiful woman with white hair and golden eyes, became the wife of Kotomine Kirei.
Zuo Cun watched this scene and clenched his fists.
Claudia is a magical woman. Like Samura Anno, she recognized what kind of person Kotomine Kirei was the first time she saw him.
In response, she just smiled.
To her, this was nothing. She was already terminally ill and could experience marriage and the feeling of being loved at the end of her life. So what if the person who loved her was a monster?
She loves Kotomine Kirei unreservedly, loves her husband, understands his distortions, and comforts the soul that has been seeking happiness.
but--
This is useless.
Kotomine Kirei couldn't feel happy because of such behavior.
What can make him happy is his wife's misfortune.
The next year, Claudia gave birth to a daughter named Karen Ordesia for Kotomine Kirei. Claudia, who was severely injured after giving birth to her daughter, also came to the end of her life.
"I can't love you, Claudia."
There was pain in Kotomine Kirei's voice.
But it's not the pain that comes from his wife's impending death, but the pain that comes from his inability to truly fall in love with his wife.
He took out the dagger and planned to end his weird life in front of his wife's bed.
But Claudia smiled.
She took the dagger from Kotomine Kirei's hand and pointed it at herself.
"No, Kirei."
"I know you love me."
"Look, you're crying."
Claudia commits suicide.
This was the last gift she left to her loved ones in her life, and she wanted to use this method to awaken Kotomine Kirei's [happiness].
Kotomine Kirei cried silently, but under the cover of his dull eyes, an idea came to his mind uncontrollably.
If Claudia was really going to die, he hoped he would kill her.
But Claudia is dead.
He lowered his head and cried in shock.
Finally, he left the ward, leaving Claudia's body lying in a pool of blood.
Anno Zuomura opened his eyes.
Kirei Kotomine.
this man
(End of chapter)
