As those of you who are still watching can see, this is the story of anno, the last one to have his own independent chapter.
I once heard someone say that if a story is not good enough, it must be because it is not long enough, but I cannot write good stories, and I write bad stories as long as possible, which is what it is like now.
This book is like a marathon. Some people have far surpassed me, and some people are trying to catch up with me.
I know that I will definitely not win the final championship, but I know that all I can do is keep running, because this is the only thing I can do.
I still remember that when Qi An was finished last year, I once said something at the end of the volume of Qi An.
That is to see if I can become the first author among all fgo fan works to complete 2.0.
This sentence is still valid to this day, and I will continue to stick to it and stick to it.
I may say something that may offend everyone, but I feel that in such a memorable single chapter, it is better to tell the truth for some things.
I am very grateful to everyone who has been able to see me from the beginning to now, but now, I actually don’t care if there are other people around me to accompany me to continue running. Some things in a person’s life are It will become an obsession.
That is, no matter how many setbacks you experience, no matter what impact continuing this activity will have on your life, you will still want to continue to do it. This is what I am doing now.
Let me tell you, this book has actually made no money at all.
This month's income after tax is probably only a little over 2,000, and next month it may fall below 2,000. And I only have this stable income.
I am not saying this here to arouse everyone's sympathy or resonance, because this single chapter, written at the end of the volume, is purely my own complaint.
Life is like this, isn't it? There are some things that you can't talk to other people in reality. You can only dump the garbage on the Internet. After all, you still have to pick yourself up and face it. I'm still young, only twenty-two. Years old, nothing is too late.
Persistence, persistence is victory, probably.
Don’t be afraid of failure when you try. After all, failure and being ignored are the main theme of life. Some things must be adapted to. It’s not because suffering is sweet, but because suffering is always surrounding life. Even for myself, I have to overcome it, so that I can wait for the day when I can break away from Ananu and Enkidu (laughs).
well, let's get back to business.
The ending of the Gun Security chapter was actually decided very late. The discussion about Gun Security and me and the operation manager Limon actually only formally discussed it when Gun Security was about to start writing. The previous discussions were all piecemeal. .
But there is one thing that I only realized when I was halfway through writing Gun An, and that is Gun An’s age.
I really didn't expect Gun An to be even younger than Kuang An... I thought he must be at least Ocean's age.
Oh, by the way, let me digress. At that time, I actually wanted to write about Ocean's death earlier. Ocean should have been only sixteen years old at that time. Then Lemon tried his best to persuade me, so I decided to write the age at which Ocean died. Changed to eighteen years old.
However, age does not mean much to Gun An. From the setting point of view, Gun An is mud. If converted by the age of the clay tablet, the moment when Rahmu and Lahamu start to produce red mud. Since then, Ananu and Enkidu have already existed. In that case, the ages of Ananu and Enkidu should actually be in units of "ten thousand".
In the ending, both Ananu and Enkidu died early, and the banishment of the gods was carried out by Gil, who inherited the Key to the Sky and the Lock of the Sky from Ananu and Enkidu. Based on my opinion as the author, Judging from the perspective, it is actually a "reasonable" ending.
I'm actually not very good at writing comedies, or in other words, happy endings. Of course, this doesn't mean that I'm good at writing tragedies and fragmented endings, but the happy endings I write are definitely not as good as fragmented endings.
After all, I feel like just writing daily plots is just a flood of words. I guess you all have experienced this, and I myself am aware of this and want to change it.
Lemon reminded me of something during my chat.
That's because I don't know how to "pass it over in one stroke" now.
Thinking about it for yourself, it seems like this is really the case.
Some plots that should be fast-forwarded are inexplicably not fast-forwarded here by Gun An.
I was criticized a lot for my swordsmanship chapters, and I was afraid of "passing them over", but now it has become something that I have to pick up. Sometimes I can't help but lament the impermanence of fate.
In life, sometimes you don’t need other people’s advice, but if you can have a friend by your side who points out your mistakes, you will and must cherish it.
Although I have said it many times, I still want to say it here.
Thank you, Lemon.
I am so lucky to know you because of this book.
That’s about all I want to say.
I was really immature during Anno's time, and I wasn't very good at writing books at all. I didn't even remember to investigate a lot of information until after I started the book. As a result, there were many mistakes in the Saber chapter that I shouldn't have made at all, including It’s not limited to the Holy Grail journey, Sister Wang’s surname and identity, etc. There are also a lot of undescribed details that are countless. As my first work, he is unqualified, but after all, it is mine. First work.
And one thing that is annoying is that the subsequent chapters related to Annuo seem to be very...
I won’t say much about Fuyuki. It’s even uglier than the Kenan chapter. The following 1.6 only tells about the characters that Kenan didn’t write in the Kenan chapter without innovation. As for the so-called "Kianan personal chapter" Shui Ma Zhi Xiang Geng is so heavyweight that I can’t even figure out why I still made the mistake of getting the wrong protagonist after writing a book for two years. It can be said to be a milestone failure for me.
The subsequent Lawrence period... I can only say that I evolved at that stage, but not completely.
I began to take the initiative to research information and write characters seriously. During that period, one of the characters in this book that I personally felt was the most satisfying to me was born, that is, Aunt Anna.
Anna's deep and complete portrayal made me feel like she didn't even look like a character who should appear in the Shu'an chapter.
So, Lawrence, what's the price?
The price is that almost all the characters, including Harley, the heroine, have empty personalities. Now think about it, the most impressive character in the Shuan chapter actually stabbed Lawrence with a knife and almost achieved a solo kill. anno this achievement of Creedy.
There was still too little shaping of Harley, and I had too little professional knowledge at that time. The process of Lawrence and Harley getting to know each other was mainly during the time they worked together, but I didn’t understand Lawrence’s expertise at all, which led to I simply can’t write about the daily life of two people getting along at work, so that they went from meeting each other to getting married... From our perspective, it was too fast, a little abnormally fast.
Then came the Zuocun period.
I have to admit that Zuo Cun is one of the best chapters I have written. If there is any article that can be higher in quality than Zuo Cun, it is only Kuang An.
That was my only "evolutionary" leap, and then my level got stuck, and I haven't made any progress until now.
From the current point of view, the upper limit of my short stories is Nora, and the upper limit of my long stories is Zuomura.
Whether it is the emotional line, the main line, or the integration of daily plots between chapters, or the creation of the sense of oppression and suffocation in the background of the times, this is the best I can do at the moment, let alone the There is a ceiling for my current description of fighting scenes, which is Samura’s Shinsengumi wheel battle.
There is one thing that is quite regrettable, and that is the problem of Zuo Cun's own combat effectiveness. Among the seven people, he is the second to last stable and can only stabilize Lawrence. However, there is nothing that can be done. After all, Zuo Cun is the latest one. Anno.
Ocean's problem is obvious.
His chapters are too cookie-cutter. Although the seeds of the main plot were planted from the very beginning, the time when the main plot was completely clear was too late. During this period, Ocean's group of people had been fighting and building. I really did it. I don’t know what I was thinking at that time. I was so busy writing about fighting World of Warcraft that I forgot about the main plot...
In terms of quality, the subsequent Nora is the only one that I personally feel can be equal to or even equal to the Zuomura chapter in terms of quality and completeness. In terms of word count, it is a short story, but it is precisely because it is a short story that the Kuangan chapter is the best. It has reached a level that no other chapter has reached, and the Kuang'an chapter can be said to be... my "White Moonlight".
At least it allows me to set a goal for myself, that is, write a chapter that goes beyond the Kuang'an chapter!
Well, at least not yet...
Riding...
What should I say?
Qi An is probably the most ambitious article I have written before. Of course, you also know the final result...
The complete death of this book can be said to be because of Qi An...
The shortcomings of Qi'an are also obvious, that is, Qi'an is too long. It is so long that the reading experience is just a mess. When read together, it is actually good.
Thinking about it now, it was really hard for everyone who was still following the reading at that time. The reading experience was really... not to mention the occasional chapters like 894 and 898 that were disgusting... ....My mental state during that time really needs to be considered. I am really grateful that there are still people who can hold on...
But all in all, at least I finished writing the Qi'an chapter, and I sat through to the end facing a difficult challenge.
Finally, the gun installation that was just completed is done.
No matter how sad the ending is, the process will definitely bring a smile to the face. Gun An's interpretation of this sentence is quite good.
I don't know how to express my feelings about Gun An, but I feel like I feel happy and relaxed after a disaster.
I can’t comment on what kind of story Gun An is, but again, I finished writing it, and I didn’t mess it up from beginning to end. This was enough to relax me. I know I’m not capable enough, but I Seeking progress, I have done the best within my abilities, and I have a clear conscience.
The Gun'an chapter is over, and the first chapter of this book will soon be over.
In addition to a sense of relaxation and ease, more importantly, there is probably a sense of powerlessness about the future.
How to change 1.7? To be honest, even now, I don’t have any good ideas. I have put forward a lot of thoughts, but all of them have been rejected. I am not willing to be mediocre, but I have always been mediocre. There is still time to come. The temple cannot be changed at all. Of course, this may also have something to do with my ability, which is really powerless.
To be honest, this book has been written so far. 1.1, 1.2, 1.5, and 1.6 basically follow the original plot. Among them, 1.6 is slightly better. After all, it has completed its mission. 1.3 changed the protagonist and has a good look and feel. 1.4 is It has the highest degree of originality and is also a unique point with the best look and feel.
ah......
These two days are the chapters of "?". I will use these two days to figure out how to write 1.7 as soon as possible.
Soon, the truth will be revealed.
Thank you for coming to read my book.
