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"At that time, it was not as open as it was later. There was no way out, and no one thought about going out to explore. I was not knowledgeable enough and couldn't see that far. In the eyes of many people, including myself, this is a good way out. , so Xili
Married in confusion. "I don't have children of my own. I had a miscarriage due to overwork at work, and then I couldn't get pregnant. In fact, looking back, I felt a little regretful, but it was only after I died that I felt it wasn't that important. Is it possible to have biological children of my own, in old age?"
Are you sure you won't encounter those things? "
"I can't say for sure about this."
"Even if I have children of my own, I may not understand that I should live for myself once in my life." "Actually, being married is not a good life. I am busy from morning to night. I can only say that I don't have to worry about getting married. Hungry, Old Man Jiang died within a few years. He loved to drink, and once he fell into a pool and drowned when he was drunk. It was so cold in the winter.
Who can find it in the middle of the night? After that, I guarded those tile houses and fields and raised the three children he left behind. "
"Actually, we have always had a good relationship. At least on the surface, they still say "fuck" to each other, and everyone is very sweet." "I'm tired, but as long as they acknowledge me as their mother, I'm still very happy inside. Satisfied, I have been busy all my life without complaint. Even after I gave them up, I was not idle, thinking that I could help them more. After taking care of the eldest child
The second child then takes care of the second child, and after taking care of the second child, he takes care of the third child. "
"Every one of them welcomed me, and everyone in the village was envious that I had managed to survive and be able to enjoy the blessings. Are they actually enjoying the blessings? Apart from the nice words, I never stopped whether I was in my hometown or at their home." "At first I thought it was because they were filial, and I didn't think much about it. Maybe they were used to it after a lifetime of hard work, and I didn't know what it was like to truly enjoy happiness. Maybe it was because I knew they were not my biological children and couldn't ask for that.
There are so many, so I just hope that they will recognize me, take care of me when I can’t move, and finally help collect the body. "It wasn't until something happened that I really understood that what they welcomed was not me as a person, nor filial piety and gratitude to me. What they welcomed was my role. As long as I go there, I can clean their house." Dry
Jingjing can also help them cook, wash clothes and take care of the children. "
"I won't always live with them. I spend most of my time in my hometown. They also like the chickens, ducks and geese I raise in my hometown, and the vegetables I grow."
"As for blessings, I have never enjoyed them."
"When I fell, I never thought that I would not be able to get up, and I never thought that from the very beginning when I had to have surgery, they would push me back and forth."
"I asked the doctor countless times whether I would be able to stand up after the operation. How could the doctor guarantee this kind of thing?"
"After that, they all complained, and they didn't directly say they wouldn't do the surgery, but they just did it for me to see."
"They just took advantage of my personality, so they didn't do any more surgery. After I returned, the three families discussed how to take care of me. Naturally, they didn't assign tasks lightly."
"The time has been arranged. Rather than taking care of me, it is more like making a place for me to stay and not caring about me at all. As long as they are not shouting face to face, they will pretend they can't hear me."
"After a few months, I couldn't stand this kind of life anymore, so I proposed to go back to my hometown."
"People in the village asked me why I wanted to go back, and they said I had to come back. The word spread that I am an old lady with a bad temper and difficult to take care of."
"I am also a person who cannot tell people's merits and is not good at words. The people in the village have preconceived ideas. No matter what I say, they will not believe it. They will also try to persuade me not to be so weird. It is not easy to be considerate to young people."
"After that, the three of them would ask people to buy things from time to time, and no one said anything bad about them."
"They have done this, what else can I do? There are so many biological children in the world who are not necessarily filial, and they are not my biological children. I can barely survive relying on a wheelchair, but not for a few years." etc. After the old lady finished speaking, Qian Yan asked, "Then what do you want me to go back and do for you?"
