She couldn't figure out what was going on now. He rushed out and grabbed Zhong Xingfeng's arm, "Tell me, what happened to me!"
Zhong Xingfeng received the call at this moment.
His expression suddenly became very strange, and he pushed Zhang Hanju into An Shuang's arms, "Watch her, she can't run around yet."
Reconnected to the other side, "Okay, wait, I'll be back soon."
An Shuang comforted her, "Can you calm down first and drink some water?"
She only believed An Shuang, "Tell me, why am I not myself anymore? Didn't you say that this is no longer a game world?"
An Shuang knew that once a lie was made, it would be covered up with countless lies, but she had no choice. "Actually, there is something wrong with your body. If I bring you back, you may not wake up immediately."
Zhang Hanju immediately thought of his case, "Where am I now?"
An Shuang looked around, "Hospital, aren't you here now?"
"I'm asking about the real me and whose body this body belongs to. She is not me."
After she really decided to deceive, it became easier. Lies gurgled out like running water. She didn't know why she didn't dare to tell Zhang Hanju the truth. If she knew that she was dead, she wouldn't dare to think about it.
"Sit down on the edge of the bed and take a rest. I'll tell you slowly." She led Zhang Hanju to the hospital bed and poured her a glass of water.
An Shuang would not lie to her, she only dared to believe her.
After she finished drinking a glass of water, she finished speaking. Zhang Hanju asked, "Then where is this girl's consciousness now?"
Of course, An Shuang would not tell her how the owner of this body was drowned on the line of life and death, and his consciousness was emptied. He was waiting for the arrival of a new owner. Zhong Xingfeng had been looking for it for a long time. This was the most chimeric one.
He really is a genius.
"She was originally in a vegetative state. Now Zhonggong has put her consciousness in other games to test game accounts. When you get better, she will come back when the mission is over."
An Shuang supported her and asked her to lie down and rest again.
Zhang Hanju's eyes didn't close, "Didn't you lie to me?"
"When have I ever lied to you?"
Even if I lied to you, it was for your own good, An Shuang thought.
"What will happen to the rest of the Sunrise Games?"
An Shuang replied, "You don't have to worry about the future. You are just a passerby to those NPCs. They will not remember your existence. As long as you erase a few lines of code, everything will return to its original state."
Even though Zhang Hanju had known that this would happen for a long time, she still felt a faint pain in her heart after hearing her say it again. She couldn't explain why. She thought that this was what would happen if she got too involved in the drama.
"Go to sleep, your body is very weak and you need a good rest."
"How long will I stay in the hospital?"
An Shuang thought for a moment and covered her with a quilt, "Soon, I'll wait until you get better."
"Shen... Zou Qiuyue's NPCs, will they continue to cycle in that kind of killing game?"
An Shuang stood up to go out, "This is the meaning of their creation."
How cruel that their Creator created them to turn their pain into human happiness.
Before, she had no intuitive experience in operating games, repairing cities with flowers, trees, and forests outside of the game, but when she entered the game, she seemed to have really become one of them.
She has experienced all those plots with them.
It would be false to say that she was not disappointed, but she tried to convince herself that these were just dreams, and the real world was her world, which was just a shadow of illusions.
But when she closed her eyes, the mysterious manor still appeared in front of her, the deep snow-white forest, the warm tree house, the small deer oil lamp, and... Shen Tianhuan's back. He carried her too many times, and she remembered the shape of his shoulder blades. Shape, remembering the warmth of his hands caressing her behind when she was vomiting. The smiles of those people, Zou Qiuyue showing her her owl tattoo with half of her body naked, Yang Jiajia being impatient but blocking the window to defeat the game user with one blow, Shao Ze, Xu Feiyang and Shen Tianhuan fighting together...
She closed her eyes, her mind not giving her a moment to breathe.
As soon as An Shuang left, she opened her eyes and sat by the bed in a daze.
She couldn't explain why, but she suddenly couldn't breathe and wanted to cry. She felt like a traitor and had betrayed them. It was inexplicable. She never belonged to that world. She was a human being of flesh and blood, and they, but is part of the system.
After walking a little further, An Shuang called over, "Hey, it's me, something happened to the company?"
Zhong Xingfeng did not answer her, "Just take good care of her, and you don't have to worry about the rest."
"I am also a member of the project team and am qualified to know the current situation."
Zhong Xingfeng hesitated, and an aggressive voice came from the other side, "You know, even if you don't tell, Ye Xuyang will not hide it from me. If I want to, he will tell me everything."
This is true, that idiot could easily be coaxed into turning around by her.
"Sunrise game crashed."
"What?"
"It can no longer be entered or opened."
She thought for a moment, "Is it related to our operation?"
"It's hard to say yet."
Both of them know how important Sunrise Games is to the group. Once there is a problem with this main project, other derivative games will inevitably be affected.
He said, "Don't tell her."
"Of course I won't."
An Shuang said, "It's you, you are the person in charge. The project has such a big problem in your hands. You have to take responsibility. It may not be easy to handle."
After staying in the hospital for a few days and fully recovering, An Shuang took her home.
As soon as he opened the door, Zhang Hanju exclaimed, "Here!"
They came back in the afternoon, and the setting sun outside was like a fire. The house could just see the river flowing on the opposite side, and beyond that was a continuous group of antique buildings.
"This house is a good rental." Zhang Hanju turned around and smiled brightly, sweeping away all the gloom.
An Shuang came to the window with her, stopped her shoulder and said, "What are you talking about? This house was bought."
"Huh? You didn't lie to me, did you? Can you afford this place?"
"Not just me, but you too," she said.
Zhang Hanju understood immediately, "Did you buy this house with me?"
"Yes, how about it? I told you that I will give you a surprise as soon as you come back."
"Oh, I thought you were coaxing me to play in the hospital."
An Shuang said, "Look at this sofa. Didn't you say you liked it very much before?"
Zhang Hanju sat up suddenly and said, "This is it. I really like it, but it's too expensive."
"Your money plus mine is enough."
"Then how will we live in the future?" Zhang Hanju was afraid that she would spend all the money.
An Shuang had long thought that she would be worried about this, so he came closer and said, "There are still more than 200,000 yuan left. Plus we will still be working in the future, this money is enough."
"Oh my God, I'm working inside and you're working outside. The two of us are indeed the best partners!" Zhang Hanju pulled her into the sofa, "Sit down, I grant you permission to sit on my sofa." .”
An Shuang also laughed, "Bullshit, this is my sofa."
"mine."
"That room is mine. You can sleep on the sofa at night."
Upon hearing this, Zhang Hanju hurriedly got up and looked at the room. As soon as she opened it, she saw the pink and blue decoration style, which was exactly the same as her childhood room, "This..."
An Shuang pushed her in, "Give it a try."
"Um?"
She pushed her onto the bed, and Zhang Hanju fell into the soft quilt, "It's so comfortable!"
An Shuang turned on the light above his head, closed the door, and drew the curtains in the room. Now when he turned on the light, Zhang Hanju lay on the bed and saw the starlight in the sky.
"It's a starlight lamp." She couldn't help laughing.
"How's it going? Does it look good?"
Zhang Hanju got up from the bed and went to control the layout of different stars. The various constellations were very beautiful and reminded her of the stars that could be seen in the deep forest. They were cut apart by the leaves and the sky, but little starlight still emerged from the cracks.
"Are you stunned?" An Shuang pushed her.
"What a beauty."
An Shuang saw her looking up and stared blankly, and said with a smile, "It seems that I bought it right."
She took her to watch every part of this small house, and the two of them laughed while watching.
When she was tired of laughing, An Shuang pulled her back to the bedside. At this time, the sunset turned purple and the sky was getting dark. It was like a promise was finally fulfilled, "From now on, this is your home, our own home, no one else." The powers that be drive us out of here.”
Zhang Hanju smiled, her eyelashes wet, she turned her head away, her nose was sore. On the day she left home, she vowed to buy a home of her own, and even if they no longer loved her, she would still love herself.
Now I finally did it, but this feeling is very complicated.
This was the reason why she went to the game test in the first place. She had been sending money to her family for many years, but she was empty. She ate three times a day and sometimes only one meal. After work at night, she saw so many lights in the city, but she She discovered that there was not a single light in her world.
Unexpectedly, An Shuang remembered it.
She knows what she wants and works hard for her.
Zhang Hanju cried uncontrollably, "This is not just my home, it's also yours."
An Shuang hugged her shoulders, "Didn't I promise you that I would protect you from now on?"
Zhang Hanju turned around and hugged her tightly, "I can't say, I am happy, but my heart is empty."
An Shuang was stunned, "What's missing?"
"I want Zhang Ziyang to come back."
She was helpless, even if she hugged her so deeply, she couldn't touch the depths of her soul. It was like guarding a fire, visible and warm, but she just couldn't see what else was in the fire.
"I will always be with you." An Shuang said to her.
"I know that apart from you, I have no other relatives. You are my best friend and the best person in the world to me."
She started her eating binge the next day, and the two raided a large supermarket next to her home.
Zhang Hanju ate from morning till night.
In the morning, she started eating Tiaotou cakes, fried dough sticks, tofu puffs, grilled sausages, and boiled corn. At noon, she ate squirrel mandarin fish, cold shredded chicken, scallops with garlic vermicelli, and braised prawns... In the evening, she continued non-stop, like You must make up for everything you have lost.
An Shuang told her to eat less, fearing she would suffer from indigestion, so he bought her digestive tablets in the afternoon.
There was an episode at noon. She was eating scallops when suddenly there was a loud noise above her head. An Shuang heard that something was broken upstairs. At that time, Zhang Hanju pressed An Shuang's head with one hand and led her to hide at the table. Below, he threw out the scallop meat in his hand, leaving the scallop shell behind, and held it tightly in his hand as a weapon. The grass and trees were all soldiers, and they watched the surroundings vigilantly.
After waiting for a while, she realized that there was no danger and An Shuang didn't laugh at her.
She laughed twice to herself, "I forgot, I thought someone was chasing us in the game."
An Shuang was so sad that she wanted to cry, so distressed that she almost shed tears, and hurriedly hid in the bathroom.
"What's wrong?" Zhang Hanju asked her.
She hurriedly replied, "The oil from your hands got on my neck."
Zhang Hanju said, "I'm sorry. Can I get you some clean clothes to change into?"
"No, anyway, let's go down for a walk later, come up and take a shower and then go to bed." She suppressed her tears.
After playing like this for more than a week, An Shuang worked overtime until very late at night. As soon as Zhang Hanju came to her room, he saw her closing the computer and asked, "What are you busy with?"
An Shuang said no, "There is something wrong with the company."
"By the way, you should have finished your vacation, right?"
An Shuang nodded, "I asked for two more days, and I can stay with you for two more days."
Zhang Hanju said, "It's okay. I'm just resting at home. By the way, I'll go to the hospital tomorrow to check on myself."
As he spoke, he lifted the computer and saw that it had a password. "Oh, you still set a password now."
She took it and said, "It's your birthday."
Tried once, "No."
An Shuang was a little anxious, "If it doesn't work, give it back to me."
Zhang Hanju stopped teasing her, "Here you go, here you go, what's the hurry, just go ahead and don't work overtime too late. Zhong Xingfeng, this old thief, is really scary. Even if employees are on vacation, they still have to arrange their work."
An Shuang took the computer and put it aside, "You just said, where will you go tomorrow?"
"It's up to me to go to the hospital."
An Shuang dissuaded, "It's better not to go. Don't you want to go shopping?"
"We spent the whole day shopping yesterday," Zhang Hanju said.
"Let's go shopping again. That bracelet yesterday was quite nice. You put it on to look brighter, and we'll go buy it tomorrow."
Zhang Hanju noticed her discomfort and didn't ask any questions. He stopped smiling and dozed off, "I'm so sleepy."
"Go to sleep, I'll go to sleep after I've been busy for a while."
Two days later, An Shuang returned to the company.
Without her at home, she was the only one in the house.
I watched the recently released movies and ate the recently released snacks, but there was nothing else I wanted to do.
Look at the time, it's half past six, she should get off work.
By the way, there is a very good beef soup restaurant near the company. I went to pick her up in the evening and eat beef soup by the way.
Zhang Hanju changed his shoes and locked the door.
She knew the location of the company very well. At 6:20, An Shuang hadn't gotten off work yet.
She couldn't enter the park, so she had to wait in the park next to the park, where the benches had been replaced with new ones.
At 6:40, An Shuang had not come out yet.
She received a message from An Shuang, "Wait for me for a while. I'll buy some groceries and go back to cook."
Zhang Hanju replied, "Okay, I -" Before he could finish typing, he saw a familiar person.
So I only sent the good ones to An Shuang.
There was a woman opposite holding a large bouquet of cornflowers, and Zhang Hanju recognized her.
"Qiu Yun."
The woman looked confused, "Who are you?"
This time Zhang Hanju remembered that she was a different person now, "Have you forgotten me? We met before when we went to the gym."
"Is there...?" Qiu Yun never doubted his memory.
"Yes. You also said that you only like roses. You don't like other flowers. It's best to give roses to the men who chase you."
Qiu Yun believed it. She seemed to have said this to someone, "Oh, it's you."
"Why didn't you buy roses instead of cornflowers?" Zhang Hanju asked her, pointing to the flowers.
Qiu Yun hesitated, as if she didn't want to say, "A friend of mine likes this kind of flower. Today is...her birthday."
Qiu Yun's friend and she actually like the same kind of flower. The flower language of cornflower is encounter and happiness, and the taste is not bad.
She wanted to say a few more words to Qiu Yun, but another acquaintance followed her, "I parked the car over there, not here, let's go."
Qiu Yun rolled her eyes, "You didn't tell me earlier."
He Houdan, when did he have such a good relationship with Qiu Yun?
He wanted to hold the flowers for her, "I'll do it."
Qiu Yun shook her head, "I want to give it to her personally."
"How come Zhang Hanju likes this kind of flower? The cemetery is full of yellow and white chrysanthemums. It's considered thoughtful of you to give her cornflowers."
A hand suddenly grabbed his arm and pulled him back, "What did you say?"
He Houdan thought he had met a madman, "Let go!"
Qiu Yun quickly explained, "She is a friend I made before. Why are you so fierce?"
He Houdan shook off Zhang Hanju, "Just say what you say, you are sick of dragging me!"
Zhang Hanju was extremely anxious, "Who are you going to see?"
Seeing that she kept asking, Qiu Yun said, "It's a friend of ours who unfortunately died before. Today is her birthday, and we want to visit her."
She didn't realize that her voice was trembling when she spoke, "That...that friend, what's her name?"
"Zhang Hanju."
He Houdan pushed her to walk faster, "I have to go to the North District when I come back with you, so don't waste time."
Zhang Hanju couldn't see anything clearly for a moment.
Her mind was buzzing.
It's a very strange feeling.
Worship yourself.
And she came empty-handed.
When He Houdan went up the mountain, he kept blaming her, "Why did you take her with you?"
"Forget it, come if she wants to come."
Zhang Hanju stood in front of his tombstone, speechless for a long time.
She originally thought that she was disabled and would become a vegetative state, able to hear the voices of people around her but unable to respond. Maybe if she tried harder, she could wake up from that body. As long as she was strong-willed enough, maybe she could really do it.
But now she understands.
It turned out that she had died a long time ago.
Who can raise the dead from the grave and make her live again.
Qiu Yun placed the flowers in front of the tomb, "Our friend was still very young, and she died as a hero."
"Hero?" Zhang Hanju asked.
"Yes, she saved the child. I heard that the child has recovered now."
"That's good." Zhang Hanju smiled.
They left here together, getting further and further away. Zhang Hanju couldn't help but look back at himself for the last time.
The real self has already begun to decay and grow maggots, lying in the boundless darkness.