In the empty yard, only Luhe stood there blankly.
Her feet seemed to be fixed, unable to move.
She couldn't help but think about what Xia Yang said just now, what did it mean, and why did he seem to know everything so well.
In her heart, she really didn't like Shu Zhihan that much. Everything was due to the decisions made by her parents.
The two of them are twins, but they are incompatible with each other.
But why is he the one left behind?
She really couldn't understand this.
If purple blood is noble, then both of them are the same.
Every time Lu He thought about this, his heart felt like it was being stabbed by a small dagger. The pain was indescribable.
She shook her head gently and told herself not to think about it anymore, that was already the case.
At least, compared to Shu Zhihan, whom she had just met, Xia Yang was more worthy of her trust. After all, the two of them had grown up together.
Thinking about this, Lu He seemed to understand it instantly, and no longer struggled. Although he felt a little sorry for Shu Zhihan's misfortune, he was also a little annoyed that he had hurt her without knowing it.
However, things have already happened. Originally, their plan was to make Shu Zhihan unhappy and teach her a lesson.
In the past, they tried their best to reveal her life experience, but they did not expect that Luo Jinyu would resolve the matter so easily.
Then she made Luo Jinyu lose his memory and pretended to be Luo Jinyu. Who would have thought that even if he lost his previous memory, he would still only be attracted to Shu Zhihan. This was unexpected.
Even if Xia Yang personally took action, there was still no result.
Xia Yang once thought about taking her away, but Shu Zhihan still wanted to return to Luo Jinyu.
The two people seemed to be unable to break up no matter what, and finally, they were together again.
However, the loss of the child was really unexpected.
However, Lu He always thought so, and she still didn't quite understand Xia Yang's true thoughts.
Lu He looked at the scenery in the yard and tried his best to calm down.
She knew that she needed to remain silent about Shu Zhihan's guilt, but she also understood that this would not be easy.
She closed her eyes and forced herself to forget the heavy feeling of guilt, as if it had never existed.
She told herself that everything would pass.
However, no matter how hard she tried, Shu Zhihan's frail image would always appear in her mind.
Lu He took a deep breath and tried to suppress this feeling with calm reason.
She knew that only through self-control and calm thinking could she truly free herself from this guilt.
Xia Yang walked out of the room with a trace of exhaustion on his face. He looked towards the yard and found that Lu He was still standing there, like a quiet statue.
He raised his hand and gently rubbed the center of his brow, which was his habitual action when he was nervous or tired.
He looked at Lu He, the expression on her face had completely betrayed her heart.
Xia Yang sighed deeply, his heart full of helplessness.
He shook his head helplessly, put down his hand, and looked at Lu He quietly.
Xia Yang approached Lu He, his eyes revealing a deep concern. He asked softly: "Lu He, why are you still standing here? Do you want to go with me to apologize to Shu Zhihan?"
Lu He lowered his head, not daring to look directly into Xia Yang's eyes.
The turbulent emotions in her heart made her unable to calm down, but she knew that what Xia Yang said was right, and she needed to understand her own thoughts.
Xia Yang gently patted Lu He on the shoulder, giving her a warm encouragement.
He said: "Luhe, you have to know, although, I
We are all blood-related brothers and sisters, but you must remember that the only two of us in my heart are you and me, do you understand? "
Lu He raised her head and looked into Xia Yang's eyes, a firm determination flashing in her eyes.
She took a deep breath and said, "Okay, brother.
I understand what you mean. It may be that I have been with them for a long time, which made my heart a little confused. I will not forget why I appeared in this place. "
Xia Yang smiled and nodded, reaching out to touch her head, "Well, this is my good sister, okay, now that I'm here, we are together, just leave everything to me.
Now, don't think about anything. Okay, just do whatever you want. I understand. Okay, go back and rest for a while. As for her, if you want to go, then go. "
Lu He nodded, then said goodbye to Xia Yang, turned around and walked out of the yard.
Lu He cautiously came to Shu Zhihan's room again. She put her hand on the door frame and hesitated whether to go in.
This door seems to separate two worlds.
The contradiction in her heart swallowed her up like a whirlpool.
Go in? Not going in? Her heart was like a pulled thread, constantly churning.
She raised her head and looked at the door, her eyes full of complicated emotions.
Nervousness, anxiety, fear...all emotions are clearly seen in these eyes.
Her breathing hitched a little, and she decided to push the door open and face her fears.
However, the moment she was about to push the door open, her heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and a strong sense of anticipation surged into her heart. Yes, she was afraid, afraid of facing everything that would come next.
However, despite thinking so, Lu He still entered the room.
Lu He walked into the room, which was filled with a faint fragrance. Her eyes fell on Mi Yue who was sitting on the edge of the bed.
Miyue looked very alert, staring at her closely, as if judging her purpose.
Miyue sat upright, with her arms folded in front of her chest, with a serious look on her face. She asked directly in a clear voice: "What are you doing here?" There was a coldness in her tone.
Lu He stopped and looked at Mi Yue, "I want to come and see Zhi Han."
Miyue frowned slightly, as if she didn't believe it.
"You came here anyway, aren't you afraid that the general is here? Or, aren't you afraid that the general will kill you?"
When he heard this, the trace of guilt in Lu He's heart had disappeared.
A deep resentment surged in Lu He's heart. She didn't understand why everyone always turned towards Shu Zhihan.
That secret anger quietly grew in her heart, like a poisonous thorn, piercing deeply into her heart.
Her face turned pale, and there was a cold light in her eyes, as if a fire was burning in her heart and might burst out at any time.
She tried hard to control her emotions and didn't want her dissatisfaction and anger to be revealed, but the painful emotions had penetrated deep into her bones and she could not calm down.
She felt her heart beating violently, and every beat seemed to be calling to her, calling her to vent her anger.
She bit her lip tightly, as if to control her emotions and prevent herself from losing control.
However, although she did not show her anger on her face, her body language could not hide her inner emotions.
Her shoulders shook slightly, as if she was suppressing her emotions, and her hands were clenched into fists, as if to declare her dissatisfaction and anger to the world.
Lu He took a deep breath and tried to calm down her emotions, but the resentment and anger were like a shadow, deeply covering her heart, making it impossible for her to get rid of it.
Lu He did not stay in Shu Zhihan's room anymore. She felt an indescribable excitement. She walked out of the room filled with a sad atmosphere, her heart full of expectations.
she feels
Her body is full of power, and she wants to release this power, want to jump, and want to sing.
When she walked into the yard, she saw a beautiful scene.
The sun is shining, the trees are in bloom, and the birds are singing happily among the branches.
She took a deep breath.
Lu He was in such a happy mood that she completely forgot the pain and trouble she had experienced in Shu Zhihan's room.
At that moment, Lu He felt that he had unintentionally hurt Shu Zhihan and was in a good mood.
She was immersed in her own happiness, ignoring Shu Zhihan's pain. She was thinking about her own things, with a smile on her lips, as if everything was under her control.
However, this feeling did not last long.
When she saw Shu Zhihan's painful expression, her smile gradually disappeared and was replaced by a deep confusion.
She began to question her actions and whether she had really done something wrong.
Her mood became complicated.
She felt guilty because she had unintentionally hurt someone else.
At the same time, she was confused because she didn't know how to repair the damage.
In the process, Lu He's mood became more complicated.
She felt pain, guilt, confusion and helplessness.
Lu He shook his head vigorously to keep himself calm and stop thinking so much.
It was at this time that she was thinking that now that Xia Yang was here, she could just listen to him and leave everything to him.
After thinking about it, she walked towards her yard.
Along the way, I saw those maids looking at me with strange eyes, as if I was such a funny person.
With those doubtful expressions on his face, Lu He returned to his yard.
She didn't look at anyone else along the way, and lowered her head all the way to her yard.
After returning, she shut herself in the room and took a deep breath, as if this was the only way she could find relief.
Her personal maid was shut out of the door by her, shouting and shouting as hard as she could, but she never opened the door, as if only in this way could she have her own world.