Luo Jinyu was not sure whether Shu Zhihan's unhappiness was related to Princess Wenjing.
He carefully observed Shu Zhihan's reaction and tried to understand her emotions and thoughts.
He walked slowly towards Shu Zhihan and asked softly, "Are you angry?"
Hearing this, Shu Zhihan's eyes immediately flickered, and then said: "No, how could it be, how could I be angry, right? Besides, I have nothing to be angry about, right? No, absolutely not."
She kept saying no words, which made Luo Jinyu more sure that there was something on her mind.
He reached out and took Shu Zhihan's hand, "Promise me you won't take anything to heart. If you have any questions, you can ask me directly."
"Yeah, I understand."
Shu Zhihan nodded, but she was thinking in her heart, "Do you think I don't want to? If I could have asked, wouldn't I have asked earlier."
Although I thought so, I still didn't dare to say those words.
But she still couldn't be happy, and she didn't dare to look directly at him.
The name "Ziqing" kept echoing in Shu Zhihan's mind, and there were bursts of sadness in her heart.
She asked herself over and over again why he didn't tell her this name.
More importantly, why does Princess Wenjing know this, and what is the relationship between them?
As she thought about it, her mood became worse and worse, and Luo Jinyu caught all the expressions on her face. ..
Luo Jinyu's heart sank when he saw Shu Zhihan's face. He was even more sure of his suspicion that she was definitely hiding something from him.
He observed her expression, trying to read some clues from her eyes.
But Shu Zhihan tried her best to suppress her emotions, her eyes were full of firmness and determination, and her lips were tightly closed, as if telling Luo Jinyu that she would not reveal anything.
Luo Jinyu felt a little worried. He looked at her quietly, waiting for her to be ready to tell him everything. He hoped that she could trust him and be willing to tell him what was on her mind.
"Madam, what happened to you?"
Shu Zhihan saw that his concern for her didn't seem to be fake, and the embankment in her heart collapsed.
"You had to force yourself to say this, so don't regret it."
Hearing what she said with such a serious look on her face, Luo Jinyu subconsciously wanted to laugh, thinking that she looked cute now.
He pursed his lips slightly and nodded, his eyes full of endearment as he said, "Well, tell me."
Shu Zhihan stood up, faced him, and said seriously: "Luo Jinyu, tell me, what's going on with Ziqing?"
She finally asked this question, and it felt like a stone fell to the ground in her heart.
Luo Jinyu really didn't expect that her dilemma would be here. She felt unhappy because of this name.
Seeing that he did not answer her immediately, but showed a smile on his lips, Shu Zhihan couldn't help but feel a little angry.
"I can tell you, you can choose not to answer, but you must not lie."
Luo Jinyu lowered his head and then said, "I won't lie to you. As for the name Ziqing, it's a long story."
Shu Zhihan sat on the edge of the bed and blinked at him, "It doesn't matter, I have one night."
Luo Jinyu took a deep breath, a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes.
"Ziqing, that is my name. As long as I can remember, my parents have called me Ziqing, which is full of their expectations and blessings for me."
His eyes became blurry, as if he had traveled through time and space and returned to that happy childhood.
"However, since they passed away, I have never been called by this name.
That name seemed to be blown away by the wind as they left.
I told myself that it was no longer me, I was no longer the person called Ziqing. "
Luo Jinyu's voice became hollow,
It was as if all the emotions had been blown away by the wind. He shook his head slightly, as if trying to get rid of the trouble caused by that sad name.
Listening to what he said, Shu Zhihan pursed her lips and then said, "Then... what's going on between you and Princess Wenjing? Why did she call you Ziqing?"
Sure enough, this is what she cares about most.
Luo Jinyu thought so in his heart.
Luo Jinyu now knows that what Shu Zhihan cares about most is the relationship between himself and Princess Wenjing.
He needed to reassure Shu Zhihan, but for a moment he didn't know what to do.
He slowly sat next to Shu Zhihan, hugged her and put her head on his shoulder.
"Madam, there really is no relationship between me and her, not before, not now, and never in the future.
As for the fact that she called me Ziqing, that's because we have known each other since childhood. I don't deny that if my parents were still alive, maybe there would be some relationship between us, or we would be forced to have some relationship.
At that time, the Holy Spirit did jokingly say that he would marry the two of us, but we were still young at that time and wanted to wait until we were older.
However, what I didn't expect was that God's fate was not as good as mine. My parents passed away one after another, and I came here. Then, the Holy Spirit never mentioned this matter again. "
After Shu Zhihan heard the news, she felt an inexplicable irritability and uneasiness in her heart.
She once thought she knew Luo Jinyu well enough, but now it seems that she doesn't really understand him. Luo Jinyu and Princess Wenjing were almost married by the Holy Emperor. This fact pierced her heart like a thorn.
Her heart was heavy and depressed, as if there was a ball of cotton stuck in her chest, making her breathless.
She began to doubt herself, doubt Luo Jinyu, and even doubt their love.
She thought, if Luo Jinyu had really been engaged to Princess Wenjing, what was the relationship between him and her?
She was confused and at a loss.
She felt like a lonely boat abandoned in the vast sea, unable to find her direction. She once thought she had found a harbor she could rely on, but now it seemed that it was just a mirage, an illusion.
Shu Zhihan felt a sense of loss and helplessness that she had never experienced before.
She didn't know what to do, how to face this fact. She only knew that her heart was very painful.
She wanted to find someone to talk to, but she didn't know who to talk to.
Luo Jinyu's heart suddenly sank. He glanced at Shu Zhihan's worried face, and a burst of complicated emotions surged in his heart.
A bitter smile appeared on Luo Jinyu's lips, and he shook his head gently, as if to dispel his stupidity.
He gently held Shu Zhihan's hand. Her palm was a little cold. He looked at her tenderly and said softly: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't tell you this."
Shu Zhihan frowned slightly and looked into Luo Jinyu's eyes. She could feel his inner struggle and helplessness.
She gently held his hand and said with a smile: "It's nothing. Besides, even if you don't tell me these things now, if they have happened before, they will definitely be known, so concealing them will only be temporary." , definitely not forever.”
Luo Jinyu took a deep breath. He knew that Shu Zhihan's understanding and tolerance had strengthened his belief.
But now it was obvious looking at her that she was unhappy.
Luo Jinyu hugged her gently, wrapping her completely in his arms.
His heartbeat intertwined with hers, as if telling the emotions between them.
Luo Jinyu lowered his head, his eyes were so affectionate, as if he wanted to pour all the love into Shu Zhihan's eyes.
He whispered: "Madam, what I want to tell you is that you are the only one in my heart.
You are the sunshine in my life and the only one in my heart. I am willing to use all my time and energy to care for you and protect you, because I love you.
"
Shu Zhihan was infected by his enthusiasm, and her heart was filled with happiness and warmth.
However, Princess Wenjing's matter was like a heavy stone weighing on her heart.
Whenever she tried to think about it, the thorn seemed to be alive, quietly rising from the bottom of her heart, making it impossible for her to forget.
However, every time she tried to uncover those stories, she would feel the thorn stabbing her deeply in her heart.
She tried to pull out the thorn, but found that it was deeply rooted in her heart, as if it had become one with her.
"You know, I have never had any romantic feelings for Princess Wenjing." Luo Jinyu looked at Shu Zhihan firmly, her tone unquestionable.
Shu Zhihan blinked, obviously a little surprised.
She didn't expect Luo Jinyu to reveal his feelings to her so directly.
Luo Jinyu took a deep breath. He understood Shu Zhihan's doubts, "I understand what you are thinking. I just want you to remember that the only love in my heart is you. Do you understand?"
Shu Zhihan's eyes widened, a hint of surprise and emotion flashed in her eyes. She lowered her head and said in a weak voice, "Are you really willing to let me be your only one?"
Luo Jinyu nodded. He looked into Shu Zhihan's eyes and said affectionately: "I only love you in this life. No matter what happens, you will only be in my heart."
These words made Shu Zhihan feel completely at ease. She smiled and leaned on Luo Jinyu's chest, her heart filled with happiness and sweetness.
At that moment, Shu Zhihan chose to trust me. I was convinced that Luo Jinyu really loved me, so I didn't want to wander around anymore.
In any case, they are already husband and wife, so they have the obligation to defend this marriage.
No matter who the other party is, not even the princess.
At that moment, Shu Zhihan had made up her mind.
Shu Zhihan put all her courage together and hugged Luo Jinyu tightly. The sound of her heartbeat was especially clear in the silent night. She said silently to herself: "This is what I want. I have to be firm in my thoughts and I will not give up."
Her hands were holding Luo Jinyu's clothes tightly, and her eyes were staring into his, her eyes full of determination.
