Shu Zhihan noticed Meng Haowen's face. Although he didn't smile often on weekdays, today his face was gloomy, as if it were covered with clouds, making people feel an invisible pressure.
His eyes were sunken, as if carrying endless worries, his lips were tightly pursed, as if he was trying to suppress something, and his hands were clenched into fists, as if he was struggling to make a decision.
Shu Zhihan looked at him quietly, with a bad premonition in her heart.
She knew that Meng Haowen was not the kind of person who showed his emotions easily. If he was so obviously troubled and anxious at the moment, then something important must have happened.
Shu Zhihan thought about it and asked softly: "Haowen, is there something you want to tell me?"
Meng Haowen suddenly raised his head and looked at Shu Zhihan, a hint of surprise suddenly flashed in his eyes.
But he quickly covered up this hint of surprise, lowered his head again, and said in a low voice: "It's nothing."
Shu Zhihan caught his micro-expression, and the uneasiness in her heart became even stronger.
She shook her head slightly and said: "It's okay, I'm just a little curious. If something really happened, you should tell me now.
It's not good for you to hold it in like this, right? "
"I just……"
Meng Haowen looked at Shu Zhihan, and for a moment, he didn't know what he should say.
Shu Zhihan was keenly aware of his strangeness and looked elsewhere, quietly waiting for his answer.
Time passed by minute by minute, and neither of them spoke.
Shu Zhihan just looked at him quietly, feeling increasingly uneasy in her heart.
After a while, Meng Haowen took a deep breath, and then finally made up his mind, looked at Shu Zhihan, and said word by word: "Actually...hey, madam, the doctor said earlier that you are pregnant."
What?
She is pregnant?
The news exploded in Shu Zhihan's mind. She felt a little unbelievable and a little unbelievable.
When Shu Zhihan learned that she was pregnant, her heart was filled with confusion and uneasiness.
Her eyes were wide, her mouth was open, and she could barely breathe.
Her heartbeat accelerated, as if it was about to jump out of her chest.
Her hands tightly grasped the corners of her clothes, trembling, as if this could support her body that was about to collapse.
She tried to calm down, but her heart was like an ocean raging in the wind, unable to calm down.
She looked at her hands, imagining the new life in her belly, a look of anticipation and fear on her face.
Shu Zhihan's thoughts were in chaos, constantly thinking about the future of this child and whether she could be a good mother.
He also thought that Luo Jinyu's whereabouts were unknown, not to mention that he didn't know him yet. So, would he recognize this child?
Her heart was full of contradictions and struggles, as if a knife was stabbing her heart repeatedly.
At this critical moment, Shu Zhihan felt extremely lonely and helpless.
Meng Haowu saw the deep sorrow on Shu Zhihan's face, and couldn't help but feel a faint worry in his heart.
He saw Shu Zhihan's bright and deep eyes, like two bright stars embedded in the melancholy sky.
Her eyebrows were furrowed, like the outline of distant mountains blurred in thick fog, revealing a deep pain and worry.
Meng Haowu knew that this kind of sadness would not be without reason.
There must be something serious that is bothering her, and it must have something to do with the general.
He saw Shu Zhihan's lips tightly closed, as if she was trying her best to suppress the pain in her heart, which made Meng Haowu feel even more uneasy.
"Madam, you..."
"I'm going to find him."
Shu Zhihan gritted her teeth, determination flashing in her eyes.
She knew she had to find him, no matter how difficult the road ahead was.
She wants to find her husband and the father of her child.
"Okay, ma'am, I'll go get ready."
Meng Haowen saw the determination in Shu Zhihan's eyes and knew that she would not change her mind.
So, he nodded and said.
"Dameng, thank you."
Shu Zhihan said softly, her voice slightly hoarse.
"Madam, you don't need to tell me thank you. This is what I should do. I also want to find the general. If there is nothing else, then I will go and prepare."
"Okay, go ahead."
Shu Zhihan watched him leave the bedroom quickly, her eyes becoming hollow again.
She couldn't imagine how Luo Jinyu was doing now.
There is another woman beside him at this moment, will they...
Shu Zhihan shook her head vigorously, not daring to imagine it at all.
She couldn't imagine him with another woman, couldn't imagine the intimacy and laughter they might have had, couldn't imagine the intimacy they might have shared.
When she thought of this, her heart felt like it was being squeezed so tightly that she could hardly breathe.
Her thoughts were like a mess. The more she thought about it, she became more and more nervous and unable to calm down.
However, she knew that such suspicion and uneasiness would only drag her into the abyss.
She had to trust him and their feelings.
Even if Luo Jinyu can't remember him now, he should still trust him.
She took a deep breath, trying to calm her racing heart.
No matter what, she must face it bravely and accept the facts that may arise.
Shu Zhihan told herself that even if he did something sorry for her this time, she couldn't blame him. After all, in his heart, that woman was his wife.
She gently caressed her belly, where a new life was growing.
Her hands were like stroking a delicate flower, gentle and caring.
Her eyes were full of surprise and joy, which were the unique emotions of a mother who was about to become a mother.
Shu Zhihan closed her eyes and imagined the little life in her belly.
That tiny, unformed baby has the same eyes, the same nose, and the same mouth as hers.
She saw him dancing in her belly, playing naughty, sometimes stretching his limbs, sometimes kicking his legs.
Her face was filled with the brilliance of motherly love, the deep love that she could only feel when she was about to become a mother.
Then, she imagined the scene after the baby was born, seeing him toddling, seeing him babbling, seeing him smiling, seeing him crying, seeing him sleeping peacefully in her arms, seeing him He grew up happily with her.
Her heart was filled with deep love, which was the deep expectation that she had when she was about to become a mother.
Finally, she put her hand on her belly and pressed it gently. There was indeed a hint of loneliness in her eyes.
Shu Zhihan couldn't help but think about how Luo Jinyu would feel if she knew she was pregnant.
If he knew it now, would he think of himself because of it?
Thinking of this, Shu Zhihan became more determined to find his heart as soon as possible.
After a while, Meng Haowen walked in from outside and said, "Madam, everything is ready and you can leave at any time.
However, where should we look for the general now? Madam, do you have any ideas? "
Shu Zhihan raised her head and looked at him, trying hard to think about her previous relationship with that woman.
Then she shook her head, "I don't know either, actually I just followed their mark, but lost it.
However, before, I followed their marks, but then there were no traces at all, as if they disappeared out of thin air. "
Meng Haowen felt a little strange when he heard this.
"Madam, let's follow the mark left by Meng Haowu first. Maybe he already has the general's whereabouts."
When Shu Zhihan heard what he said, she nodded, "Yeah, okay."
Meng Haowen stepped forward to help her up and slowly walked towards the carriage outside.
After Shu Zhihan got on the carriage, she saw the bedding and other items that had been prepared inside.
She reached out and touched it. The quilt was quite thick but very soft. It should be very warm. It was probably to keep her warm on cold nights or in the wild.
She didn't expect that a grown man like Meng Haowen could be so attentive.
"Madam, the conditions here are not very good, and there are not many things. But these beddings are not bad. I am afraid that you will get bumpy on the road. With these, you can feel more comfortable while sitting."
Shu Zhihan smiled slightly and said, "Well, I'm done."
After watching her sit firmly, Meng Haowen jumped on it and drove away in the carriage.
He saw the marks left by Meng Haowu in a hidden place along the road, so he followed them all the way.
As the night grew darker, Meng Haowen drove a carriage on an unfamiliar mountain road, his heart filled with anxiety and expectation.
The moonlight fell and illuminated the markings on the road, which were left by Meng Haowu.
The trees on both sides of the mountain road towered into the clouds, their leaves rustling in the night wind.
Meng Haowen's ears were filled with the unique chirping of insects at night, but his heart could not calm down. He stared ahead, his eyes shining with determination to find the general.
The night is getting darker and the mountain road is getting rougher.
Meng Haowen came to a three-way intersection, and in the center of the intersection stood an ancient indicator stone.
Touching the mark on the indicator stone, it was the mark left by Meng Haowu, and it was his direction sign.
Meng Haowen followed the marked guidance and set foot on one of the mountain roads.
After an unknown amount of time, Meng Haowen came to the edge of a deep valley.
A fast river flows at the bottom of the valley, and the water glows silver in the moonlight.
Meng Haowen turned to look inside the carriage and found that Shu Zhihan had fallen asleep, so he stopped the carriage.
He went down alone and looked at the scene in front of him. He couldn't help but feel a little confused. He didn't understand what was going on and why Meng Haowu came to this place.
The most important thing is that this mark was clearly left by him.
Looking in front of me, it is clear that there is no road anymore. Could it be that we have to cross this river?
But the flow of water is so urgent, can Meng Haowu really survive?
All doubts popped up in my mind.
