Seeing Luo Jinyu finish all the noodles in the bowl, she quickly took the bowl and left the room.
Luo Jinyu couldn't understand her, and didn't understand why she was so anxious to take the bowl away.
After Shu Zhihan took the bowl away, she immediately cleaned it, as if there really was something ulterior in it.
When she returned to the room again, she saw Luo Jinyu lying on the bed with her eyes closed.
She tiptoed over and called softly: "Husband? Husband?"
But Luo Jinyu didn't make any movement on the bed, as if he had fallen asleep.
Shu Zhihan confirmed again and again, and then a faint smile appeared on her face.
She gently opened Luo Jinyu's collar and looked at the black lines on his neck, which seemed to have gone down a bit.
As a result, Shu Zhihan's heart ached again.
Thinking about it, Luo Jinyu must have endured the erosion of toxins, and probably didn't want to worry about himself.
Thinking about what happened just now, she squeezed some of her own blood into the noodles.
At that time, she couldn't help but wonder, why was her blood green before, but now it was lavender?
Is it because of this that it is not so effective and cannot detoxify his body?
Thinking of this, Shu Zhihan felt a little annoyed and didn't know what else she could do to save him.
But what she didn't know was that Luo Jinyu was not actually asleep at this time, but pretending to be asleep to see what she wanted to do.
Shu Zhihan didn't know what she thought of or what happened, so she stood up and left the room.
After confirming that she had left, Luo Jinyu slowly opened his eyes, sat up from the bed, and looked in the direction she left.
There were waves of hesitation and struggle in his heart.
Shu Zhihan's face filled with warmth and care appeared in his mind, which made him feel pain in his heart.
He knew that he couldn't involve her, couldn't let her life become bumpy because of him, and couldn't let her sacrifice her life to save him again and again.
Luo Jinyu's eyes showed deep helplessness and fatigue.
He stood up slowly and quietly, opened the door and walked out.
He was like a lonely fox, quietly sneaking into the silent night, looking for the corner that belonged only to him.
When Shu Zhihan returned to the room again, she saw the door open. She suddenly felt bad in her heart and hurried in. Sure enough, she saw the bed was empty.
She panicked and hurriedly ran outside to look for him, but no matter how she looked, she couldn't see Luo Jinyu.
Shu Zhihan shouted loudly, her voice like a sad song in the wind, penetrating Luo Jinyu's cold shell and piercing his heart.
He hid in a corner where he was not discovered, suppressing the pain in his heart, and looked at Shu Zhihan, the woman he loved deeply, with calm eyes.
"I'm sorry, I can't hurt you anymore. I can't let you hurt yourself again and again for me. For the rest of your life, you should be happy and take care of yourself." Luo Jinyu's voice was low and hoarse, he said to himself Said.
Every word was filled with endless pain and determination. Without saying a word, it was like a dagger digging into my heart.
Shu Zhihan still shouted in the wind: "Luo Jinyu, come out here. Where did you go?"
Luo Jinyu felt extremely distressed as he listened to her screams.
He hid himself in a corner and faced the cold and lonely world alone.
He told himself that he could not look back or see her again, otherwise he was afraid that he would not be able to help staying and that he would lose control.
Luo Jinyu felt that his heart was bleeding, his pain was screaming, and his soul was crying.
But he couldn't look back, he couldn't let Shu Zhihan pay too much for him.
He could only choose to leave, leave the woman he loved deeply, and leave the pain in his heart.
In the darkness, he whispered: "If one day I get well, I will definitely come back to you."
Then, he prepared to leave.
However, at this moment, Meng Haowen and Meng Haowu rushed out.
They saw Shu Zhihan sitting on the ground and hurried over to ask.
"Ma'am, what happened?"
"Dameng, go find your general quickly. He's gone. He's gone. I don't know where he went."
The moment Shu Zhihan saw him, she hurriedly grabbed his arm and shook him vigorously, as if she had seen a life-saving straw.
Hearing this, Meng Haowen was also confused for a while.
Meng Haowu hurriedly stood up and rushed to the room. He did not see Luo Jinyu's figure, so he hurried over and told Meng Haowen.
"Madam, don't worry yet. The general is not in good health. Even if he leaves, he won't be able to go far. So, you go back to the house first. It's windy outside, so you don't want to get cold.
The two of us went out to search together and brought the general back to see you as soon as we found it. What do you think? "
"I'll go with you."
Shu Zhihan stood up and spoke eagerly.
"Madam, it will be faster if we go alone. Besides, if the general just went out for a walk and came back soon, wouldn't he have to worry again if he didn't see you when he came back?
So, madam, just wait in the room. "
Shu Zhihan listened to what he said, and it seemed that it made sense, so she nodded.
Meng Haowen winked at Meng Haowu, and then the two brothers went out to search together.
As soon as Meng Haowen walked out, he felt something was wrong, so he asked Meng Haowu to search in the opposite direction.
He came to a place where there was no one and could not be easily found, and he shouted softly, "General, are you here?"
After a while, Luo Jinyu was seen walking out from behind a big tree.
He ran over quickly and asked nervously: "General, what's wrong with you? Why did you leave so suddenly? You know that the lady is looking for you anxiously."
"I know, it was precisely because I didn't want her to worry so much that I had to leave."
Meng Haowen didn't understand what he meant.
Seeing his confused look, Luo Jinyu couldn't help but said, "You know Madam's true identity, right?"
Meng Haowen hesitated for a moment, then nodded, "Yes, that's why I thought of bringing you back to find Madam."
How could Luo Jinyu not understand these things?
"I know, and it's precisely because of this that I can't let her continue to hurt herself for me."
Meng Haowen nodded in understanding, and then asked: "General, what are you going to do?
If Madam really wants to find you, she must have a way. Think about it, you can't leave without going back to the border town.
Moreover, what about your body now? You are alone outside. What should you do if something happens? "
Meng Haowen was very worried. If even Shu Zhihan was helpless about this matter, then it must have been so difficult that no one could do it.
Luo Jinyu looked at him and said, "I have already thought about these things. You go back first. If I have anything to do, I will find a way to contact you. Also, be sure to take good care of her and don't let her know about me." whereabouts.
If something really happens to me, you must remember to take her back to the border town, protect her well, keep her safe throughout her life, and tell the brothers in the entire camp that they must respect her. "
"General, don't say such things. You will be fine. There will definitely be other ways."
Meng Haowen felt a burst of pain when he heard what he said. He couldn't listen to such words.
Luo Jinyu took a step forward, patted his shoulder gently and said, "Don't be like this. If I really survive by chance, I will definitely come back to find him."
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"General, where are you going now?"
"We don't know yet. With the current situation, it is unrealistic to investigate. So, I should continue to stay here for a while and see what happens."
Meng Haowen thought about it carefully, and then couldn't help but ask: "General, can you tell me the truth, what is your body like now?"
"The toxins in my body are becoming more and more out of control, and their occurrence is becoming more and more frequent.
She thought I didn't know, but I found out anyway and she put her blood in the noodles I ate.
I can't be so selfish. "
Meng Haowen couldn't help but ask again: "General, will you feel a little relieved after eating it?"
"At the beginning, I suppressed it a little bit, but it still happened again and again."
Luo Jinyu reluctantly left Shu Zhihan because he was increasingly unable to control the toxins in his body.
"General, where do you live and what do you do with your food?"
"Don't worry about these things. I'm such a big man, is it possible that these things can still trouble me?"
Meng Haowen still looked worried, "General, how about this? I'll stay with you. Even if something happens, I'll have someone to take care of you. What do you think?"
"No, just go back and take good care of my wife for me."
All Luo Jinyu wants at this time is that Shu Zhihan can be well.
He wanted to be able to take care of her by himself, but in this situation, he seemed to be unable to do anything.
Thinking that he had promised to take care of her and protect her for the rest of his life, but now he had to break his promise.
He pushed Meng Haowen gently, "Okay, go back quickly and don't reveal your secret again."
Although Meng Haowen felt reluctant to give up, he nodded and said: "Okay, General, I will go back first. If you have anything, please remember to tell me."
"Okay, I understand, let's go."
Meng Haowen turned back three times and left.
Luo Jinyu looked at the direction he was leaving, as if it was not Meng Haowen who was seeing him off, but Shu Zhihan, and her heart was pulled together.
