Warm breeze blew through the lawn beside the river.
The baby in his arms was murmuring, but Xue Yun's hands were shaking involuntarily.
The writings in front of him were like countless sharp knives, cutting into his heart bit by bit.
"I still remember that when I first met you, it was in the qualification certification hall of the Night Watch Alliance Association. At that time, I was in a bad mood because I was forced to marry by my family..."
"Originally, I thought I would be the most qualified among the newcomers. Unexpectedly, you broke my record and were very indifferent to me. 』
"At that time, I was thinking that I must show you something in the future. Unexpectedly, we ended up getting together and becoming husband and wife..."
Memories of the past flashed by one after another.
From the mission about the water crisis in Kangding Town, to the big fuss in the casino in Fengdu.
The frivolity of youth is always accompanied by laughter, curses, and gratification.
Everything seemed like it happened yesterday. It was obviously very far away, but yet so familiar.
"Grandpa once told me that to be your woman, you must get used to enduring loneliness. 』
"He also said that your life is destined not to be ordinary. You will face many storms and waves. A stable life will become a luxury for you and me. 』
"It turns out that he was right..."
"For so many years, I have been waiting, not only waiting for your return, but also waiting for you to give me a result. Especially when I found that the gap between us was getting bigger and bigger, I didn't know Is this wait worth it? 』
My heart was startled.
Thinking back on the interactions with An Ruxuan over the years.
Only then did Xue Yun realize that he was escaping every time. For the sake of dignity and so-called freedom, he almost kept avoiding the girl's hot gaze.
Just like when he rejected Bei Gong Mu at home, it was just to finally fulfill his ridiculous narrow-mindedness.
"But I don't regret it..."
"Because, although the man I love may be immature sometimes, he is an upright hero. For the hundreds of millions of people in the Great Xia Empire, as your wife, I will make a little sacrifice, even if it means staying alone in an empty house." What's the harm in waiting? 』
Tears overflowed uncontrollably and fell onto Juanxiu's handwriting.
Xue Yun curled up into a ball, feeling extremely heartbroken and feeling inexplicable regret.
"So, don't be too sad for me. It's my own choice to save our child. It has nothing to do with others. Don't blame those who care about you." 』
"I'm sorry, as a mother, I really can't bear to see my child leave like this before he has a chance to see the world. Please forgive me for my selfishness and willfulness..."
It was as if he felt Xue Yun's heartbreak.
The baby girl who had been quiet in her arms suddenly started crying, and Xue Yun's eyes had already been blurred by tears.
At this moment.
Golden light fell from the sky, and Hu Kui followed the aura along the road and rushed here.
Almost immediately I saw a man huddled in a ball under a tree stump on the river bank.
"Don't go there."
Just as he was about to step forward, a cold voice came from behind him.
He was slightly startled.
Hu Kui quickly looked back and saw that Sun Xiaolong had already appeared behind him, watching all this expressionlessly.
"Kiyumi was worried that something would happen to you, so she asked me to come with you."
Sighed softly.
Sun Xiaolong shook his head and muttered: "His current state is a typical sequelae of psychological trauma. People usually fall into this self-protection mechanism only after encountering unacceptable setbacks... "
He put his hands in his trouser pockets and observed the environment by the river.
Sun Xiaolong said helplessly: "I remember, this seems to be the place where Boss Xue and Ruxuan used to go fishing to relax. He was subconsciously healing himself..."
Shrugging his shoulders.
Sun Xiaolong continued: "At this juncture, he can only figure it out on his own. We can't help him. Walking over hastily will only make him more sad, and may even collapse."
With professional advice.
Even though Hu Kui was anxious, he didn't dare to move any closer. He took out the cigarette from his arms, lit it and took a long drag. He gritted his teeth and said in a deep voice: "Then what should I do? You can't just look at me like this." Xue will always be sad, right?"
"I really can only watch..."
Looking at the trembling figure beside the tree stump.
Sun Xiaolong said bluntly: "Company is the most affectionate confession. Haven't you heard of this?"
Hear the words.
Hu Kui was completely speechless. After blowing out a wisp of smoke, he had no choice but to stay where he was and wait.
If you think about it carefully, it is actually just as Sun Xiaolong said.
After encountering such a big life change, any extra comfort seems weak and pale.
As a brother, the only thing Hu Kui can do is probably accompany him.
the other side.
Xue Yun, who was immersed in sadness, had no idea that the two people behind him were coming.
Looking at the red face of his daughter in his arms, Xue Yun subconsciously wiped away her tears. After shaking the swaddling clothes, the baby fell asleep obediently.
Taking a deep breath, Xue Yun continued to read the letter.
The lines of handwriting were obviously distorted, but even so, those affectionate words still seemed to be whispering in the ears.
"Our daughter, Lao Sun said, she has a strong talent. Although I don't know what it means, I believe that she must be like you and a person who can change the world. However, I only hope that she can survive." Live an ordinary life..."
"So, I want to name her - Ning Wei, quiet and far-reaching, insignificant, which is not a kind of happiness. 』
"Ning Wei, Xue Ningwei..."
The name was repeated.
Xue Yun looked down at his daughter in his arms, feeling the little one's heartbeat, and his deep pain instantly turned into doting.
"Xue Yun, even if I am no longer alive, our little Ningwei will still be with you. You must bring her up well. Please also tell her that her mother loves her very much, but she is very sorry and cannot accompany you." He grew up with her. 』
"Finally, I want to tell you that I have never regretted it. Being with you is the happiest thing in my life. If there is an afterlife, I still want to be your wife..."
"I wish you and Ning Wei health and happiness, and a worry-free life...I will always love you An Ruxuan, sincerely..."
On the letter, the handwriting at the signature has become distorted and blurred.
It is conceivable that when An Ruxuan wrote the last line of handwriting, she was probably already in a state of confusion.
"Ruxuan, I'm sorry..."
He held the letter in his hand.
Xue Yun hugged her daughter tightly and burst into tears. After all, she couldn't hold it back and raised her head and howled loudly.
Along the riverside, countless withered yellow leaves fell down with the wind, just like the melancholy of late autumn, instantly falling into the world.
"Okay, you can pass."
Raising his hand and snapping his fingers, Sun Xiaolong let out a long sigh of relief and walked forward.
"Well......"
Hu Kui raised his eyebrows and said quickly: "Didn't you just say you didn't want to go there?!"
"It's okay now."
His hands were behind his back.
Sun Xiaolong said matter-of-factly: "Just cry loudly. Only by letting out the suppressed emotions can you finally reconcile with yourself. What he needs now is comfort and relief. It's our turn to play."
Hear the words.
Hu Kui drooped his eyelids, picked up a cigarette and followed quickly.
Under the towering trees.
The three men sat side by side, and no one knew what they said. However, after the three men left, there were already countless cigarette butts on the ground...
