Lin Yuqing certainly knew that Henry Zhang had super hearing, and also knew that he must be paying attention to herself and Tang Yu.
Therefore, she just wanted some exciting words to stimulate Henry Zhang.
Henry Zhang was right about one thing. A country is easy to change, but a nature is hard to change. Lin Yuqing’s character element definitely contains elements of evil, and the proportion is quite high. Otherwise, she would not have killed and protected her so ruthlessly for three years. man.
But the expression of character is actually a very complicated matter. Different experiences will cultivate different characters, ideas, and three views.
In the last life, Lin Yuqing disliked Henry Zhang from the beginning to the end. It was because of the helplessness in the end of the world that she followed Henry Zhang and showed her love for Henry Zhang. It was completely false and untrue. Sometimes she even felt that she was trapped in She was trapped in a cage, which was half the apocalypse and half Henry Zhang. She had no freedom at all. For most women in this world, living with a man they don't love is actually very painful.
She has no way to deal with the apocalypse, but there is still a way to deal with Henry Zhang.
In the face of extreme pressure, for her own benefit, she betrayed and chose to kill Henry Zhang with her own hands in order to surrender, and it was also a kind of relief.
But in this life, Lin Yuqing's experience was completely different.
Henry Zhang played a trick on her in the early days of the apocalypse, then ignored her, and then rescued her so that she could survive with food and drink. Before this time, Henry Zhang had basically no contact with her.
There is no cage like the previous life on her body. She is free. She originally had resentment towards Henry Zhang, but was changed by the teacher and turned this hatred into a kind of love.
She was right next to Henry Zhang, watching him grow from an ordinary boy to a giant tree; watching him thrive in the apocalypse, not afraid of any crisis at all; watching his appearance fine-tune, becoming more and more... He is handsome, has a mature temperament, and becomes more and more interesting, so he eventually sinks and cannot extricate himself.
To Lin Yuqing in the previous life, Henry Zhang was just a passerby who had to rely on because of the end of the world, a sidekick. She had been thinking about escaping from him and giving up on him from the beginning to the end.
In this life, Henry Zhang allowed her to look up to him, becoming a mountain that she could not climb over, a towering beacon, a person who often appeared in her dreams, and a being that she longed for.
Rao's thoughts are so complex.
It's like playing a game, it's just data. After working hard for seven or seven nights, lying in the Zuma Hall, and getting a verdict, that is the glorious moment of life. That kind of joy cannot be dissipated with time. The first batch of people in the 1980s The legendary player is now a father, and his children can even go to Internet cafes to play legends. Ten or twenty years have passed since then, but when the music starts the game, I still can’t forget the dedication of those seven and seven nights, and Joy after getting the verdict.
It would be different if it was activated. What's the point of killing a monster and destroying all the Judgment equipment? What other pleasure is there? You will probably uninstall the game after playing it for one or two years, and then forget about it for ten years. Even after a month, you will completely forget about the game and never think about it again.
So if you ask for something but don't get it, then it is extremely precious.
Maybe Lin Yuqing wouldn't understand these things before.
She is a cowardly and inferior person, fierce in appearance, eager for quick success and quick gains, she looks good but has a vulgar soul!
However, people are not born like this. They have experienced different things and various people, and they become like this under the influence of the environment.
Li Qingping's educational philosophy is to discover the truest and most hidden innocence in the other person's soul.
She often never changes anyone, she just activates another self in her heart.
Of course Lin Yuqing has an identity, everyone has it. Even if he does evil, even if he does all kinds of evil, he still has weak points and kind corners in his heart, but his worldview makes him unwilling to be that kind of person.
Li Qingping tried her best to change Lin Yuqing's inner thoughts, making her want to become a kind person, a simple and interesting person, a person who is not eager for quick success, and a person with an elegant soul. Lin Yuqing took the initiative to cooperate, and slowly It has changed a lot and become what it is today.
She was trying hard to change herself, but all the evil and badness in her heart still existed.
It is just suppressed by her beliefs and wishes and will not be released easily.
But occasionally these things will still come out, and the performance may not be obvious, such as now.
Lin Yuqing has been bullied, despised, treated differently, and retaliated against. She is also under great pressure and needs to talk and be released.
She found an opportunity for release, which was to complain about Henry Zhang in front of Tang Yu, and then let Henry Zhang hear it.
She didn't know what the point of doing this was, but only by doing this could she feel comfortable and relieved.
So when Tang Yu was surprised that Xiao Yang was a pervert, she put on a weak look and said:
"What kind of perversion is this? Sister, you don't know. We play a lot of games at home. I knew him before the end of the world. I was his girlfriend at that time."
"Ah, you have indeed been his girlfriend."
"Well, yes, I had a bad temper at that time and often bullied him. He would take revenge on me in the end. He would make me kneel on the ground and ride on him as a horse, eat his leftover scraps, and tie me up and put me there if nothing happened. He was exposed to the sun, beat me with the soles of his shoes, asked me to call him daddy, and once asked me to hook up with other men for food. In short, to him, he has no personality and is just a despicable dog. There is nothing I can do about him. , after all, he is a man, and we must rely on him to survive in the apocalypse, so I have to do whatever he asks me to do."
Tang Yu was stunned.
"This is not a pervert. He looks like a dog, but he did so many evil things unexpectedly. It's really hard on you."
Henry Zhang was speechless.
Who can say such a good girl? It's Lin Yuqing as expected. She just wants to stimulate herself. "Okay, okay, okay, you're great. Just wait for me."
"Bitter? I felt bitter at first, but think about when I was his girlfriend... When he was pursuing me, I also made him angry, so what he does to me now, I deserve it all. He is my fate. No matter how good or bad fate is, it will continue. If we reconcile one day, I think maybe he will not treat me like this. Before that, I am willing to be a moth. Put out the fire, be by his side, feel his anger and heat, and welcome all his tortures and tests. This is like climbing a mountain. The climbing process is originally painful, but if you don't do this, you will never reach the top of the mountain. I will never be able to see the mountains at a glance, so I am not suffering. I have accepted my fate, so I can enjoy the suffering and enjoy it. Sister, you don’t understand. Henry Zhang is extremely gentle in nature. The two of us Now you are doing something that is wrong in your life. Isn’t it interesting for you?”
"What's wrong with life? What do you mean?"
"He was originally a good man, but in the end of the world, he worked very hard to turn himself into a devil. I used to be selfish, but after the end of the world, I kept trying to be useful. Is this a misplacement of your life? Isn't it interesting?"
