The next afternoon.
Gu Huajin flew to Yuncheng as promised and came to Gu Jinyao's new home.
Carrying a large soft sheepskin bag on her shoulders, she walked quietly upstairs.
Open the master bedroom door.
Yun Jin was sitting in front of the crib, staring at the child's small face in a daze.
Her long hair was scattered around her ears, and her pale face had no trace of color.
The sun shone in through the glass window, leaving mottled and broken shadows on her thin face.
The silhouette was straight and straight.
Less than four months after giving birth, she was already as thin as a reed blowing in the wind by the river in late autumn.
Gu Huajin felt a sudden pain in his heart and said: "Brother and sister."
Hearing the sound, Yun Jin slowly raised her head and smiled palely at her, "Sister, you are here."
Gu Huajin was stunned.
Postpartum depression is terrible.
Yun Jin's originally beautiful big eyes were dull. Although she was smiling, she was smiling very reluctantly.
That smile is just an expression, not a mood.
Gu Huajin walked up to her and put his hand on her arm, "I'm suffering."
Yun Jin lowered her eyes, "I still can't hold on, I'm sick. I haven't been able to become a better version of myself, but it has caused A Yao and I to suffer together. I'm sorry."
Gu Huajin sat down, put his arms around her shoulders, pulled her into his arms and held her gently, "No need to say sorry, you are not wrong. Yao is your husband, the person closest to you. You have sacrificed so much for When he gives birth to a child, it is natural for him to share the joys and sorrows with you. No one owes anyone, and no one needs to say sorry."
Yun Jin said softly: "When I was chasing him, I was lively and cheerful. After getting pregnant, I got sick and my personality went to the other extreme. I always felt that I had deceived him."
"How can everything be smooth sailing in life? It is inevitable that accidents of this kind will occur. Disasters and diseases are unavoidable. When encountering difficulties, we should face them together. Who said that only sweetness can deepen a relationship? Difficulties can also do it. Blessings and disasters are always there. , Misfortunes and blessings depend on it. It is a bad thing and a good thing for you to get this disease. It is also a test for Ayao. If he accompanies you through this difficulty, it means you have married the right person. If he cannot withstand the test, , just kick him. When the time comes, the eldest sister will help you raise the child, and the eldest man will help you find a new one."
Yun Jin's eyes turned red and tears fell like rain.
After she fell ill, everyone, including her parents, stood by Gu Jinyao and tried to persuade her.
Only Gu Huajin, who was obviously Gu Jinyao's eldest sister, stood by her side and put herself in her shoes.
Yun Jin whispered: "Ah Yao has done a good job, but it's my fault. I'm too pretentious and pretentious."
Gu Huajin caressed her back with his palm, "I watched Ah Yao grow up, and I know his situation very well. You are not being pretentious, let alone being pretentious, but your demands for love are too pure. Love is inherently equal. , is selfish. As much as you love him, you hope he will love you as much. This is human nature. The Olympic fencing champion is outstanding in fencing, but emotionally, he is also an ordinary person, and he will also worry about gains and losses. Don't put too much pressure on yourself. , but it has the opposite effect.”
Everyone likes to be recognized, and one word opened Yun Jin's heart.
Seeing that her mood was temporarily stable, Gu Huajin opened the bag and took out several document bags.
Yun Jin glanced at it. In the past, she would have been curious.
But now, she is not interested in anything.
Gu Huajin picked up the top document bag and handed it to her, "The contents inside are a bit bloody, can you accept it?"
Yun Jin said, "What?"
"The photos I took when Ah Yao first came to our house will help you understand Ah Yao better."
Yun Jin was silent for a minute, "I'm mentally prepared."
Gu Huajin opened the document bag, took out a stack of photos, and handed it to her.
Yun Jin took it and looked through it one by one.
Gu Jinyao in the photo is about thirteen or fourteen years old.
When he was young, he had a beautiful nose, thick and long eyelashes, but there was a lingering sadness between his eyebrows.
When she turned to the fourth picture, Yun Jin was immediately frightened!
Instinctively, I turned the photo over and waited for a few seconds before I had the courage to continue looking at it.
In the photo, Gu Jinyao is sitting on the hospital bed, with blood blisters all over the exposed parts of his body!
Especially the legs, which were stained with blood and the skin was torn, which was shocking!
Yun Jin was heartbroken and closed her eyes in pain.
Gu Huajin said: "It's a bit cruel to you, but this is the real Ah Yao. In the years when he first came to our home, Ah Yao has been treating injuries. In his youth, he underwent endless skin grafting and various surgeries. My father was afraid that he would delay his studies, so he hired a tutor to teach him cultural classes. He also taught him antique knowledge and business skills by precept and example. Ayao was very perseverant and able to endure hardships. Even though he was covered in pain, he did not delay his studies. For several years Later, he was admitted to the best military academy in California."
Gu Huajin opened another document bag and handed it to Yun Jin, "This is a photo of Yao fighting the enemy when he was in the superpower team."
Photos are confidential.
Gu Huajin spent some tricks to get it.
Yun Jin took it and saw that in the photo, Gu Jinyao was dressed in military uniform, covered in blood, standing with his comrades in a mountain of corpses and a sea of blood.
The sky is full of smoke and blood is everywhere.
The scene was quite bloody.
Gu Jinyao's eyes were firm and calm.
He is a man of steel.
Gu Huajin took out another stack of photos, "This is a photo of my dad and my stepmother."
Yun Jin saw in the photo that the relationship between Liu Wang and Gu Zhengrong was distant and polite.
There is no intimacy like that between husband and wife, but more like a superior-subordinate relationship.
Gu Huajin put away the photos, "This is the whole background of Ah Yao. A person's character is determined by his genes, experience, growth environment and parents. Ah Yao, who grew up in this environment, is perseverant, tolerant and reserved. , it is impossible for you to make him lively and cheerful, bouncing around, and full of sweet words. Parents are the first teachers of children. When I was a child, my parents had a good relationship. I was influenced by what I heard and saw, and I would naturally love others. And my father and my stepmother’s The relationship is to treat each other with respect as a guest, so Ayao also treats you with respect as a guest."
Yun Jin nodded, "Yes, I always feel that A Yao's love for me is too polite and not natural enough. But you and Jin Shuai show their true love at first glance."
"That's because when I was a child, I was the favored second daughter in my family, and Shuai Shuai was his father's son. We both grew up surrounded by love. With love in our hearts, our true feelings will naturally reveal themselves."
Yun Jin was thoughtful.
Gu Huajin looked at her, "Your question is, why can Shuai Shuai let go of his old relationship, but A Yao can't? Am I right?"
Yun Jin was silent for a while, then smiled bitterly, "Am I useless? Such a small thing made me get into trouble."
"It's normal. There are too many emotions accumulated. When they explode, it's all because of small things."
Gu Huajin carefully observed her face and said tentatively: "The reason why Shuaishuai can let go of the past is because there are no unforgettable experiences between you. Ayao and Suhua grew up together, and their childhood feelings were the purest and most beautiful. The most profound thing is that the two of them experienced life and death together."
After a pause, Gu Huajin asked: "Is this level acceptable? If not, I will try another way."
"It's okay, just say it."
"Ayao went to military school and joined the superpower team to make himself stronger so that he could come back to investigate the case and take revenge, and also to be able to better protect Su Hua. In his past world, there was only Su Hua. Live only for Su Hua. If a person like that is not married to you, why would he marry you? He is not the kind of person who just gives in. If you don’t love someone enough, you will definitely not marry him. After all, Marriage is a lifelong matter."
Yun Jin pursed her lips and said nothing.
Gu Huajin continued: "As for me and Shuaishuai, you see that he and I were happy together a few days ago, but in fact, I was prepared to be broken up at any time. You think my love with Shuaishuai is very romantic, but I don’t know how much thought I have to spend in private. Shuaishuai is happy, but I am very tired. Ayao and Shuaishuai, one is a mature man and the other is a boy who will not grow up. Mature men’s emotions are restrained and calm. , he does more than he talks, and you enjoy happiness when you are with him. Boys, especially young men like Shuaishuai who were pampered and grew up, have me to worry about everything, but if I change to a woman of the same age as him, I will definitely We quarrel every day.”
Yun Jin said, "Jin Shuai actually loves you very much. He would cut his wrists for you and even risk his life."
Gu Huajin smiled lightly, "This is a sign of immaturity, and there is nothing to envy. If it were Ayao, the problem would be handled better. So Shuaishuai is only suitable for falling in love, and Ayao is suitable for marriage and lifelong trust." "
"Why didn't you consider a boyfriend with A Yao's personality? I don't mean to be arrogant, I'm just a little curious."
Gu Huajin raised his eyes and looked out the window, "There is only one Ayao in the world, you can only meet him but you cannot ask for him. You must be happy if you meet the best of him."
Yun Jin smiled, with tears in his smile.
He leaned forward and hugged Gu Huajin, "Thank you, eldest sister."
"Have you thought about it?"
"I'm not so depressed anymore. I'm like a ghost beating a wall, circling around in the wall, and finally I see a glimmer of light."
Gu Huajin raised his hand and poked her on the head gently, and said angrily: "You stinky girl, you are tormented by a trivial matter, and you are sick from all the trouble. You are worthless! If you have anything to do in the future, just go to the eldest sister, and the eldest sister will step in and support the three of you!"
Yun Jin curled her lips, "I'm lucky to have met the best eldest sister in my life."
Gu Huajin pinched her cheek, "This is the Yun Jin I know. She has a sweet mouth, loves to talk and laugh, how nice."
