The next morning, the sun was fine.
After breakfast, Gu Jinyao took Yunjin to the hospital.
Mrs. Yun accompanied me.
Upon arriving at the psychiatry department of Yuncheng Hospital, the doctor prescribed a checklist and conducted a series of detailed examinations on Yunjin, confirming that she had postpartum depression.
After analysis, the doctor said that the cause of Yunjin's disease was relatively complex and genetic causes could not be ruled out.
In addition, I have a history of smiling depression. Because I was pregnant, I didn’t take any medicine, so I didn’t receive thorough treatment.
She lacked parental care in her childhood and was mentally suppressed by her older sister. I started participating in various high-intensity training and high-pressure competitions at a young age, and was always under tremendous pressure.
When Yunjin gave birth to her baby, she underwent a retrograde caesarean section, which was caused by double stimulation, painful caesarean section wounds, worries about body shape and scars, severe lack of sleep, insufficient milk, hormonal imbalance in the body, the stress of being a first-time mother, conflicts between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, and the relationship between husband and wife. .
That photo was just the straw that broke the camel's back.
Women are most vulnerable before and after childbirth, and since Yun Jin gave birth to twins, she would bear twice as much no matter what.
No matter how strong or cheerful a woman is, she will not be able to hold on.
The doctor repeatedly told Gu Jinyao and Mrs. Yun that as family members of patients, they must pay attention to postpartum depression, tolerate and understand them, instead of blindly blaming and blaming them, which will cause secondary harm to patients with depression and easily inspire suicidal emotions.
They are sick, not pretentious, and not pretentious.
When patients with depression become ill, they cannot control their emotions.
There are many patients with depression in China, including postpartum depression, adolescent depression, geriatric depression, and various depressions caused by high work pressure, unsatisfactory life, discord between husband and wife, being bullied online, etc.
Because they were not taken seriously, did not receive good treatment, and were not understood by their families, the patient committed suicide and died, creating an irreparable situation.
Therefore, depression should not be underestimated.
Gu Jinyao nodded heavily and held Yun Jin's hand tightly, "I will pay more attention."
Mrs. Yun also said: "I have suffered from depression myself, and I feel the same way. I will take good care of my daughter's emotions."
After comprehensively weighing the pros and cons, the doctor prescribed medication for Yun Jin to treat postpartum depression, along with psychological counseling.
Come out of the hospital.
Gu Jinyao took Yunjin to the most famous psychological clinic in Yuncheng.
A week ago, Gu Jinyao had called in advance to make an appointment.
The doctor is a very kind-looking old expert with rich clinical experience, knowledgeable and very patient.
Gu Jinyao shook Yun Jin's hand and said, "If you have any worries, you can talk to the doctor. It doesn't matter what you say. They keep it confidential and won't tell anyone."
Yun Jin nodded, walked in, sat on the psychotherapy chair, and started treatment.
Gu Jinyao and Mrs. Yun went to the waiting room to wait.
Treatment duration is one hour.
Gu Jinyao went to the car to get his laptop and started to handle official business remotely.
Work calls come one after another.
Seeing that he was very busy, Mrs. Yun couldn't help but said, "I'll take care of Jinjin here. You can go back to Kyoto. Such a big auction house needs to be run, and you have just taken over all of your father's properties in Kyoto. There is no leader. How?"
Gu Jinyao stared at the computer screen and replied: "No, it can be adjusted. Yun Jin can't see me, so she doesn't feel safe, which is not conducive to the treatment of the disease."
Mrs. Yun lamented, "There is no filial son at the bedside of a long-term illness, let alone a husband and wife? This kind of disease cannot be cured in a day or two. If it were another man, let alone more than a year, I'm afraid he wouldn't be able to survive for a week. Many. When faced with a sick wife, a man always runs away. He would rather hide in the company and work overtime than come back to be with his wife. He relies on his wife to get through it silently. Kuo Hai has such a good temper that he collapsed when I was sick. It got to the point where I had to take medicine and see a doctor. Later, my sister stayed with me. She stayed with me through the most difficult stage and risked her life to save me. I owe her so much that I dote on Yuntian so much but ignore her. He killed Jinjin and made her sick."
Gu Jinyao's fingers holding the mouse moved slightly.
I have the urge to hit someone, but I don’t know who to hit.
Mrs. Yun stared at his slender fingers and felt inexplicably flustered. "Ah Yao, if you have any emotions, please tell me. It will be better if you tell me. Don't hold it in, or it will hurt. Kuo Hai specifically told me before he left that he wanted me to Pay more attention to you, lest you collapse too."
Gu Jinyao said calmly: "It's okay. I have been in the supernatural team for five years and I have a strong ability to withstand pressure."
Mrs. Yun's eyes showed admiration and guilt, "Ayao, you are the most responsible man I have ever seen. Jinjin is lucky to marry you."
Gu Jinyao's scalp felt slightly numb when he heard the word "responsibility".
"Don't mention 'responsibility' in front of Jinjin in the future. She can't hear the word now. She always thinks that I married her out of responsibility, not love."
Mrs. Yun smiled helplessly, "What are you trying to do with this child? Why can't you understand the truth? If you don't love her, who will be responsible for her? Responsibility is also a manifestation of love, and it is the deepest manifestation."
Gu Jinyao curled his lips helplessly.
He felt so too.
Unfortunately, Yun Jin doesn't think so.
An hour later, the treatment ended.
Gu Jinyao put away his computer and walked to the door of the clinic to pick up Yunjin.
The three of them got in the car and headed back.
Yun Jin remained silent, just tilting her head and looking out the window quietly, as quiet as a tree with all its flowers gone.
The originally beautiful big eyes had no sparkle at all.
Passing by a large amusement park.
The tall Ferris wheel stands there, very eye-catching.
Yun Jin's eyes were fixed on the Ferris wheel.
As the car drove past, Yun Jin looked back.
Gu Jinyao noticed it and asked warmly: "Want to ride the Ferris wheel?"
Yun Jin nodded.
Gu Jinyao picked up his cell phone and called the psychiatrist to ask whether the patient could ride the Ferris wheel?
The answer is yes, but be careful.
Gu Jinyao parked the car and took Yun Jin's hand to get out of the car.
Pay money for tickets.
Within a few minutes, the two of them were on the high Ferris wheel.
The Ferris wheel in Yuncheng is similar to that in Kyoto.
They are all transparent boxes with soft seats, round tables, and telescopes for viewing.
The difference is that I used to sit at night and watch the night view.
It's daytime now.
Because there are no stars, moon and neon lights in the sky, the scenery is not as bright as at night.
Gu Jinyao picked up the telescope and handed it to Yun Jin.
Yun Jin shook his head.
Gu Jinyao held her hand and pulled her into his arms, "Remember when we first fell in love, we rode the Ferris wheel together and you proposed to me inside?"
Yun Jin nodded, "I remember, but my memory has become very poor and I can't remember the details."
Gu Jinyao looked out the window, his eyes far away, "That night, you kissed me secretly and said you would be responsible for me. I asked how to be responsible? You said you wanted to marry me, and you said you would if your mother and I fell into the water. Save me, because your mother can swim. She said that the child will bear my surname when she is born, that the real estate certificate will be written in my name, and that the salary card will be handed over. Whatever I want, you will buy it for me."
Gu Jinyao couldn't help but smile, "I thought at that time, how can there be such a cute girl?"
Yun Jin twitched the corners of her lips, "Is it really cute? You don't think it's annoying to me that I'm so shameless in chasing after you?"
"Not at all. You were lively, smart, brave and fierce at that time. I silently gave you many nicknames in my heart."
Yun Jin made a smile and said in a perfunctory manner, "What are they?"
"Yun Meng Meng, Yun Huo Huo, Yun Xiao Fox, Yun Se Se, Xiao Huang Jin..."
Yun Jin lowered her eyelashes and stared at her knees, "Isn't it annoying how I look now?"
"No, you are just sick. This is temporary. When you get better, you will be as lively and lovely as before."
Yun Jin slowly turned his head and looked at Gu Jinyao, then slowly raised his hand to touch his angular face.
From the resolute chin to the cheeks, to the high bridge of the nose, to the hard brow bones.
She touched it carefully and cautiously.
Like touching the most precious antique in the world.
This has always been her favorite man.
Even if she is sick, she still loves her so much that she can’t help herself.
She obviously loved him, but now she was torturing him.
Yun Jin was heartbroken beyond words.
After touching her for a long time, Yun Jin moved her lips slightly, "Ah Yao, you have lost a lot of weight. I promised to keep you warm, but instead I dragged you into hell. Do you feel that you were deceived into marriage by me?"
"No, you got sick because you wanted to give birth to my child. I feel sorry for you but it's too late, so how can I blame you?"
Yun Jin's eyes were red, "If I had known I would be like this, I shouldn't have chased you in the first place. You have already had enough hardship in the first half of your life, and you have to be dragged down by me."
Gu Jinyao laughed, but his voice was choked, "What are you talking about? We are husband and wife. The so-called husband and wife are close relatives, so they have to help each other, support each other, share joys and sorrows, and no one is dragging the other down."
Yun Jin's nose felt sore and tears suddenly burst into tears.
She hugged him, buried her head in the crook of his neck, and burst into tears, "I'm sorry, Ayao, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
