Gu Aoting panicked, "Son, what's wrong with you? Are you crying? I hear something is wrong with your voice."
Gu Jinyao suppressed his emotions, and after a few seconds, he replied in a slightly normal voice: "It's okay."
"Where are you now? I'm going to find you!"
"It's okay, you are very busy at work."
"I'm off work. I've finished my work a long time ago. I'll be at Riyue Bay in ten minutes. Are you there?"
"Well, it's in the underground parking lot."
"Okay, just wait, I'll go find you now!"
ten minutes later.
Gu Aoting came, opened the door and got into Gu Jinyao's car.
Seeing a pile of cigarette butts in the ashtray, Gu Aoting couldn't help but feel distressed, "Why do you smoke so many cigarettes? It's not good for your lungs."
Gu Jinyao smiled silently, "Maybe I shouldn't get married. People like me don't deserve happiness."
Gu Aoting paused, "Did you have a fight with Yun Jin?"
"It's not noisy."
"But you look very tired and helpless. If you have anything to do, you can tell dad. Don't keep it in your heart, or you will get sick. Don't worry, dad is very strict and will never tell a third person. "
Gu Jinyao put out the cigarette and looked up out of the car window, "On the day of the child's 100-day banquet, Xiao Yifeng held Xiao Xianyun. Su Hua took a photo for them and sent it to us. I saw the photo, I felt a little emotional in my heart. After I finished my business, I stared at the photos for a while in the study, thinking about the past, and thinking about when Su Hua and I were kids, and Yun Jin saw him..."
Gu Aoting was silent.
After a while.
Gu Aoting then spoke: "Do you still love Su Hua?"
Gu Jinyao took a deep breath, "I think I have let it go, but I occasionally feel emotional. Sometimes people's emotions are difficult to control by reason. After all, Su Hua and I have experienced too much. Yun Jin should be sick or in love too much." I am the only one who worries about gains and losses. She always feels that I am responsible for her, and I admit that I am responsible. But I have tried very hard to love her, for fear that I am not good enough. Really, I will do everything I can. I don’t know what else to do to satisfy her. I have lived in a loveless family since I was a child. My grandma is a widow, she has no father, and my mother has no sense of responsibility. I feel that being responsible for someone is the best kind of love. . The way my stepfather gets along with my mother is also polite, so I treat Yunjin the same way. Maybe Yunjin and I are not suitable, she is extremely insecure, and I, I don’t know how to love. "
Gu Aoting put his arms around his shoulders and hugged him, "Son, I can understand how difficult it is for you."
Gu Jinyao leaned in his arms, his body stiffened slightly, and asked softly: "Dad, what should I do?"
Gu Aoting pondered for a long time and said, "Let's take Yun Jin to a different living environment, stay away from Su Hua, and clean out everything related to Su Hua in the house."
"good."
"Go home first. If anything happens in the future, you must tell me. I am your father. If you don't come to me when you have something to do, who will you go to?"
Gu Jinyao felt a deep warmth in his heart.
Like a person trapped in darkness, a bright light suddenly shines through, splitting the dense darkness.
He stretched out his arms, hugged Gu Aoting tightly, and said forcefully: "Sometimes I envy Bei Xian. If I grew up beside you, I would love you calmly, and Yun Jin would not feel the love I gave him. too fake."
"There is nothing to envy, and I am not a qualified father. Beixian suffered from bipolar disorder when he was a child, and he also fell ill a few years ago. Aye was also thrown into the mountains. In this life, people are here to overcome tribulations. There is no This kind of calamity will also encounter that kind of calamity. What we can do is to face the difficulties, survive the calamity, and keep moving forward. Tomorrow will be better."
"Thanks."
After parting ways with Gu Aoting, Gu Jinyao returned home.
Go to the upstairs bedroom.
Yun Jin didn't sleep. She sat in front of the crib and stared at Gu Xianyun and little Gu Xiao in a daze.
Gu Jinyao turned around to change her clothes and brush her teeth, fearing that the smell of cigarette smoke would be too strong and suffocate her.
After cleaning himself up, Gu Jinyao walked to sit next to her and asked softly: "Which country do you like?"
Yun Jin then raised her absent eyes and looked at him, "Why do you ask this suddenly?"
"It might be better if we leave Kyoto and live in another country."
Yun Jin was silent for a while and nodded.
Gu Jinyao asked: "Shall we go back to California?"
Yun Jin frowned slightly, "Your mother..."
"Then don't go back to California. How about Singapore? It's warm as spring all year round. Switzerland and New Zealand are also fine."
Yun Jin thought for a while, "What about the auction house? Who will take care of the new property you took over?"
Gu Jinyao said: "You and your children are the most important. Auction houses are usually busiest during spring and autumn auctions, so I fly over to stay for a while. Other industries have department managers in charge, reporting weekly and holding video conferences."
"Change the city. Just find a quieter city in China. It will be too tiring for you to travel back and forth abroad. When I get better, we will come back."
"Okay, I'll call someone to make arrangements."
After a moment of silence, Gu Jinyao added, "I'll return Su Hua's photo to Beixian tomorrow. It's not good to throw it away, and it's unlucky to burn it."
Yun Jin nodded.
Gu Jinyao stretched out his arms and hugged her.
Yun Jin rested her head on his chest and smelled the smell of smoke in his hair.
She slowly closed her eyes, feeling extremely distressed.
I miss my lively and cheerful self very much, even if I am smiling and depressed.
Swallow the bitter water by yourself, at least it won't hurt Gu Jinyao.
Early the next morning.
Gu Jinyao took out Su Hua's photo from the dusty cabinet and put it in the envelope.
He drove to the hospital and found Gu Beixian.
Gu Jinyao handed the envelope to him, "It contains photos of Su Hua when she was a child. I will leave them to you for safekeeping in the future."
Gu Beixian took it, opened the envelope and took out the photo.
The small one-frame photo has turned yellow due to age.
In the photo, Suhua has a pretty little face, big eyes with watery eyes, and long, fluffy eyelashes as dense as willows by the river.
Although she is only seven or eight years old, she is already extremely beautiful.
She has a gentle and elegant temperament at a young age.
No wonder Gu Jinyao couldn't forget it. Even he, who stayed by Su Hua's side all day long, couldn't help but light up when he saw this photo.
Gu Beixian said: "Su Hua has become a great beauty at such a young age. As long as my daughter inherits one-third of her beauty, she will be able to captivate the country."
Gu Jinyao glanced at him and didn't answer.
He kept this photo with him not because Su Hua was beautiful.
Gu Beixian carefully put the photo into his wallet, raised his hand and slapped Gu Jinyao's shoulder, "Why did you suddenly think about giving the photo to me?"
Gu Jinyao lowered his eyelashes slightly, "I'm going to take Yun Jin to live in another city."
"still coming back?"
"Let's wait until she recovers completely."
Gu Beixian nodded, "That's okay. How can any woman be so generous that she doesn't mind at all? I'm a man and I can't let it go. I've been wary of you overtly and covertly for several years. Yun Jin didn't say anything in her mouth, but in her heart I am definitely still jealous of Su Hua, especially since Su Hua is so outstanding."
Gu Jinyao raised his eyes, "So your generosity is just an appearance?"
"Not anymore. Suhua gives me a sense of security."
"I didn't give Yunjin a sense of security. I will review it."
"Okay, when you leave, give me a call and I'll see you off."
Gu Jinyao hummed.
After separation, Gu Beixian returned to the ward.
Su Hua was holding little Xingyan and talking softly to her.
Of course she was talking and Xiao Xingyan was listening.
The sun shines through the white gauze and falls on her fair face, as if it has been coated with a layer of golden light.
Her whole person looked gentle and peaceful, even the hair around her ears was shining.
Gu Beixian looked at her quietly for a few seconds, walked behind her, sat down, and hugged her gently.
Su Hua smiled and looked back at him, "What's wrong? You suddenly become numb?"
Gu Beixian took off his chin and rubbed her hair gently, "I'm afraid you may suffer from postpartum depression, so I'll hug you more in the future. Lao Gu said that hugs can give people a sense of security."
Su Hua smiled, "Wu Suosuo passed away, and you strictly abide by male ethics. Now there is no point that makes me depressed. Besides, I have experienced too much since I was a child. I have experienced strong winds and waves, life and death, so I won't Don't worry, I'm going to have an emotional breakdown just because of a small ditch."
Thinking of Gu Jinyao, Gu Beixian sighed with emotion: "Fortunately, I married you. If I had married Yun Jin, I might have been tortured to the point of relapsing."
"In the first three years of our marriage, we tortured each other. How can couples be born with each other? They all have to get along, and only after they get along can the relationship become stable. There is no luck or misfortune. Let's just say that we can get to the point of getting married. Fate, keep it and cherish it.”
"I hope Ayao and Yun Jin can get along well as soon as possible and don't delay Xiao Yifeng and Gu Xianyun's relationship. It's not easy to have a long-distance relationship at a young age."
Su Hua paused and said, "Ayao and the others are leaving?"
"Yes, we will come back after Yun Jin recovers."
Su Hua was silent, "That's fine."
One morning a week later.
Gu Jinyao's family is leaving.
The sun was sunny that day, but the temperature was very low. A strong wind blew through the streets, making it bone-chilling.
Gu Beixian took Xiao Yifeng to see them off.
Because there were a lot of people leaving together and a lot of things to bring, we prepared several cars.
After saying goodbye to Yun Jin, Gu Jinyao asked her to get in the car first, fearing that she would catch a cold.
Gu Jinyao held Xiao Yifeng in his arms for a long time, reluctant to let go.
Xiao Yifeng comforted him in turn, "Father-in-law, you take your mother-in-law to recuperate. Our family is waiting for you to come back."
Gu Jinyao nodded heavily, "If you have anything to do, call your father-in-law, eat well, and listen to your words."
Xiao Yifeng said in a sweet voice: "You too, eat well and listen to your mother-in-law."
Gu Jinyao smiled and put down Xiao Yifeng.
He walked up to Gu Beixian and hugged him, "Take care!"
Gu Beixian patted his back, "Are you tired?"
Gu Jinyao turned back and looked at Yun Jin who was already sitting in the RV, "Tired, but I can't like her when she is healthy and despise her when she is sick. No matter whether she is optimistic and cheerful, or pessimistic and depressed, she is my wife. In At the wedding, we swore that we would never leave each other no matter life, old age, sickness or death, and I will keep my promise."
After saying that, he let go of Gu Beixian, turned around, and strode towards Yun Jin's direction.
Gu Beixian watched his tall figure disappear into the car.
Many people have made vows at weddings, but how many of them have actually kept it?
There are only a few, and most people can only share joys and sorrows.
