Lu Ning chose to leave when Lin Kui and Lin Zhi were all killed, which was expected by Gu Beixian.
She is a tolerant, sensible, and rational person.
The profession of the female warrior of the Superpower Team also determines that she puts the overall situation first in everything she does.
It's a pity that her relationship with Qin Ye was sacrificed.
Gu Beixian looked at Qin Ye, "Go and chase her back."
Qin Ye smiled lightly and said, "Actually, I know that Lu Ning has been preparing to leave. Now that I think about it, it was me who was too willful and selfish to take her to elope. In the more than a year since we eloped, she seemed She pretends to be nice, but in fact she is worried. Her situation is also embarrassing and torturous, with her father on one side and me on the other. In other words, you, if it were anyone else, you would definitely have some scruples about her, or even look at her coldly. According to Due to Lao Gu's temper a few years ago, I had already paid her to leave. All along, I only considered my own feelings and rarely cared about her embarrassment."
Gu Beixian said: "There is no such thing as willfulness or selfishness when it comes to feelings. Neither you nor Lu Ning are at fault. It is Lu Wei who is at fault. He should not wake up."
Qin Ye's thick eyelashes slightly lowered, "That's her dad. If he's really dead, she will be sad."
Gu Beixian felt that Qin Ye had changed, becoming more mature and rational.
Unfortunately, emotional matters should not be too rational.
It's too rational, and it's basically an irreversible rhythm.
Gu Beixian was silent and put his arms around his shoulders, "Let's go, Ayao and I will go drinking with you. We won't come home until we get drunk tonight."
Qin Ye gently took off his hand and said, "No need, you and Ayao go home. I'm waiting for you just to confirm whether Lin Kui and Lin Zhi are really dead. Lin Zhi has faked his death too many times and always feels like this The first death was too quick, a bit unreal."
"It's really dead. Lao Gu, A Yao and I saw it with our own eyes. To ensure an accident, the police will conduct another appraisal on Lin Zhi's body."
Qin Ye tugged at the corner of his lips very lightly, "Maybe they suffered too much, or maybe these two old men died too late, and they didn't have the pleasure of revenge."
"No, just a sigh and infinite emotion. Go and stay at my house, don't be alone."
Qin Ye shrugged, "No, you can go home."
There was concern in Gu Beixian's eyes, "Who can rest assured if you are like this?"
Qin Ye pretended to be relaxed and said, "It's okay. I used to be always on tenterhooks for fear that Lu Ning would leave. Every day was like cutting flesh with a dull knife. Now it's cut with one knife. Although it hurts, it hurts cleanly."
An adult.
No matter how sad he is, he pretends to be okay on the surface.
After saying that, Qin Ye turned around and walked towards the gate.
Gu Beixian and Gu Jinyao followed soon after.
Qin Ye entered the door, locked it, and smiled at the two of them through the carved railing, "Go back, I'm such an adult. I've traveled south and north, and been born and died hundreds of times. What's wrong with losing a love? Su?" Hua and Yun Jin are both pregnant, you two should go back and take care of them."
Gu Beixian and Gu Jinyao said in unison: "Call if you have something to do. If you are sad, come to us for a drink. Don't resist alone."
"good."
After separation.
Qin Ye walked into the room.
People who usually love bathing so much did not take a bath today and went straight into the bedroom.
He didn't even take off his clothes, so he lay on the bed fully clothed.
Qin Ye picked up the letter Lu Ning left behind before leaving.
The letter was packed in a brown paper envelope, very solemnly.
On such a large piece of paper, only a few words were written.
Aye:
I'm leaving, take care.
Lu Ning.
Every word penetrates the back of the paper.
His determination is evident.
Qin Ye covered his face with the letter paper.
It turns out that the most uncomfortable thing about the separation between adults is not pain, embarrassment, or unwillingness, but helplessness.
The word "helpless" seems ordinary, but every time it is written, it is despair.
Qin Ye began to feel pain again.
It was dull and painful at first, and after a while, it felt like a knife.
Pain surrounded him like a tide.
After a long time.
He stretched out his arms, took out the diary from the bedside table, and started to look through it.
From the day he and Lu Ning eloped to Lucheng the winter before last, he started keeping a diary every day.
Even if nothing happens that day, write about the weather.
Because for the rest of my life, I have to live by these memories.
Qin Ye stood up, picked up a pen, and wrote down today's date.
Further down, I don’t know what to write.
There are thousands of words in my heart, but I don't want to write a single word.
It turns out that when a person is extremely sad, his heart becomes gray, his mind becomes cold, and he doesn’t want to write or speak.
Qin Ye slowly closed his eyes.
The whites of his eyes were filled with tiny bloodshot eyes.
Putting the diary aside, Qin Ye opened his eyes, touched the pillow where Lu Ning had slept, and held it in his arms.
The pillow smelled of her hair.
There is also a hair left from her.
He took off his hair and put it in his diary.
He buried his face on Lu Ning's pillow and missed her one by one.
It was almost dawn before Qin Ye fell asleep.
When he fell asleep, he habitually hugged Lu Ning.
After hugging him for a while, he remembered that Lu Ning had already left.
It's a departure, not a business trip.
Qin's ambition was full of despair, and the army was in chaos.
Look at the watch, it's already half past eight.
Qin Ye lifted the quilt and went downstairs to make breakfast.
It's what I'm used to doing.
Breakfast was made in double portions, one was placed in front of him, and the other was placed opposite Lu Ning.
Qin Ye smiled at the opposite person, "Xiaolu, today I made your favorite pineapple pancake for breakfast. The skin is very crispy and thin. I also cooked your favorite eight-treasure porridge, and prepared your favorite blueberries and cashews. Eat it quickly. "
After saying that, he lowered his head and started to drink porridge.
The sweet porridge tastes bitter in your mouth.
The fragrant cake is tasteless when eaten.
Qin Ye hurriedly finished the breakfast in front of him and began to clear the table.
Bring Lu Ning's portion into the kitchen intact.
Standing in front of the wash basin, Qin Ye couldn't help but think of the two of them washing and cooking together in this kitchen.
Lu Ning rolled up his sleeves and fed him fruit.
It was a very ordinary detail, but it made him so painful that he couldn't breathe.
It's like a rope is strangling my neck.
Qin Ye turned his head and took a few deep breaths.
The person who usually cleans up the kitchen neatly went to the living room without putting the bowls in the dishwasher.
Looking at the huge sofa.
What Qin Ye was thinking about was the scene when he was holding Lu Ning on the sofa and watching TV.
Qin Ye suddenly felt like he had nowhere to escape.
Wherever he goes, Lu Ning's shadow is everywhere.
This shadow suffocated him and made him uncomfortable.
The heart is like a thorn.
They say that over time, the relationship between a couple will fade.
But it's been four years since they broke up, and the breakup still hurts like a knife.
When Gu Aoting opened the door and came in, he saw Qin Ye sitting on the sofa, holding a huge wedding photo in his hand, staring at Lu Ning's face in trance.
The person who is usually so vigilant didn't even notice that he came in.
Gu Aoting stood aside and watched quietly for a while.
I sighed secretly in my heart.
As expected of his son.
The way he misses his wife is exactly the same as him.
Gu Aoting clenched his hand into a fist, put it to his lips and coughed: "Aye, why don't you go and chase Lu Ning back? There are so many of us, but we can't deal with a mere Lu Wei? Like Lin Kui or Lin Zhi. The old fox is dead, not to mention the weasel Lu Wei?"
