Mrs. Yun calmed down for a while before returning to normal.
She bent down and picked up the phone. It was still working and showed that she was on a call.
Mrs. Yun asked hurriedly: "Jinjin, what's wrong with you? Why do you need to see a psychiatrist?"
Yun Jin said calmly: "Prenatal depression."
Mrs. Yun’s heart skipped a beat!
She was pregnant with twins for the first time and suffered an unexpected miscarriage, which left her depressed for a long time.
I know that feeling so well.
The feeling of being stuck in the quagmire and having no love left.
He had no interest in anything, and he looked like a zombie. He cried all day long, and once wanted to commit suicide.
People who have never experienced it will never understand what it feels like. They will only think that they are pretentious, pretentious and have too many things to do.
Mrs. Yun lost her voice and said, "Why are you suddenly depressed? You were fine when you had the reunion dinner on New Year's Day."
Yun Jin said without emotion: "I don't know. Not long after I got pregnant, I started to feel abnormal. It was good and bad."
"Which psychological clinic are you in? I'll go find you right away!"
"No need, I'm not emotionally stable right now and I'm afraid I'll make you unhappy."
"I am your mother. A mother should tolerate her daughter."
Yun Jin smiled silently, "When I needed your tolerance the most, you gave it all to my sister. Now I don't need it anymore."
Realizing that her words were a bit harsh, Yun Jin immediately apologized: "I'm sorry, Mom, I can't control my emotions for some reason. You'd better not come. I'm afraid I might accidentally say something unpleasant and make you sad."
Mrs. Yun's eyes were red, "Stop talking, child, send me the address quickly, otherwise my mother will feel guilty for the rest of her life."
Yun Jin was silent and sent the address.
Half an hour later.
Mrs. Yun rushed over.
Yunjin is receiving psychological treatment.
After seeking permission, Mrs. Yun was led into the house by the staff.
Yunjin sat on a special music relaxation chair.
Her face was calm, neither sad nor happy, and her originally beautiful big eyes seemed to be covered with a thin layer of dust.
Mrs. Yun sat down next to the psychiatrist and asked, "Has my daughter been diagnosed with depression during pregnancy?"
The psychiatrist nodded, "Ms. Yun has a special kind of depression, called smile depression. She is cheerful, enthusiastic, lively, and confident on the outside, but she will feel sad inside when she is alone. Because she suppresses bad emotions with a smile for a long time, the patient will also have ' This is not my real feeling, I feel that others cannot understand me, and in severe cases, I may engage in self-harm or even suicide."
Mrs. Yun was so sad that she could not speak.
The psychiatrist continued: "Three feet of ice does not last in a day, and pregnancy is just a breaking point. There are many factors that induce this kind of mental illness, most of which are related to childhood experiences. Of course, she is an athlete, and high-intensity training and competition also have a lot to do with it. Relationship. You should go to the hospital for another diagnosis. Simply relying on psychological treatment cannot solve the problem. You must take medicine or be hospitalized for treatment."
Hearing the word "take medicine", Yun Jin's expression suddenly changed.
His hands subconsciously went to his lower abdomen.
Leaving the psychological clinic and getting in the car.
Mrs. Yun hugged Yun Jin and choked with sobs: "It's all mom's fault. Mom shouldn't have put you at grandma's house. Mom neglected you too much. When she saw you were well-behaved and sensible, she thought you were fine."
Yun Jin smiled, "It's okay, Mom, I've grown up."
When she smiled, Mrs. Yun felt even more uncomfortable.
She held Yun Jin's face and said, "Don't laugh, don't laugh. If you want to cry, just cry. Crying is also a way to vent your emotions."
Yun Jin still smiled, "I can't cry now."
The driver started the car.
The mother and daughter came to the Psychiatric Department of the Municipal People's Hospital.
After detailed examination, he was diagnosed with Smile Depression.
It is better to take medicine and cooperate with treatment, and it is better to be hospitalized.
After hearing what the doctor said, Yun Jin was so sad that she couldn't speak.
If you take medicine, you cannot keep the baby in your belly.
This is her and Gu Jinyao's child, Gu Xianyun and Gu Xiao. The in-laws are married, and the clothes, toys and crib are ready.
Why don't you give up?
At the thought of losing her child, Yun Jin's heart ached as if she was bleeding.
After a long time, she stood up and said to the doctor: "Doctor, I am pregnant. Can I go back and discuss it with my husband?"
The doctor pushed up the glasses on the bridge of his nose, "Okay, if you really don't want to take medicine, just treat conservatively and come to the hospital regularly for psychological counseling. Let your family stay with you and don't be irritated. Although the effect is slow and will recur, other than that There is no other way. All antidepressants have effects on the fetus."
The doctor looked at Mrs. Yun again, "Family members must pay attention and not take it seriously, let alone verbally blame the patient. Many patients with depression worsen their condition and commit suicide due to negligence, especially prenatal and postpartum depression."
Mrs. Yun responded quickly: "Okay, thank you doctor."
Yun Jin stood up.
The steps were as heavy as lead.
I am usually very nimble, but now I feel it is difficult to lift my legs.
Mrs. Yun hurriedly helped her.
Yun Jin struggled instinctively, but then thought that this was her biological mother, so she stopped struggling. She only whispered to her: "Don't tell A Yao."
Afraid that he would worry, and even more afraid that he would dislike her because of it.
It took her a lot of effort and nearly two years to catch him.
I know that he has good character and is a good man who is down-to-earth, reliable and responsible, but because I care too much about him, I still worry about gains and losses.
Mrs. Yun hurriedly agreed, "Okay, okay, it's all up to you."
Return to Riyue Bay.
Mrs. Yun helped Yun Jin sit down on the sofa.
She walked into the kitchen and wanted to make something delicious for Yunjin.
Only then did I realize that she was not picky about food and seemed to eat anything.
Mrs. Yun had no choice but to call her mother. After asking her in detail, she found out that Yun Jin was also picky about food, but she was not picky in front of them.
After spending an entire afternoon, Mrs. Yun personally prepared a table of dishes and served them to the table.
This is not easy for a wealthy wife who has been pampered since she was a child.
My hands were burned by the splashing oil stars.
Yun Jin stared at the dazzling array of dishes and smiled.
This is the most anticipated scene when I was a kid. I finally got it, so I should be happy.
But Yun Jin couldn't be happy.
Mrs. Yun picked up the spoon, took a spoonful of soup, put it to her lips, blew on it, and handed it to her mouth, "Come, Jinjin, drink the soup, and mom will feed you."
Yun Jin looked at the soup in the spoon, her nose felt sour.
When she was a child, her mother took Yun Tian to visit her grandmother's house.
Mom always feeds Yun Tian.
She also wants her mother to feed her.
But as soon as her mother fed her, Yun Tian cried and fussed, so her mother had to feed Yun Tian instead.
It's all very small things.
Somehow, after all these years, she just couldn't forget it.
Yun Jin slowly opened her mouth and drank the soup fed by her mother. She didn't find it delicious, only tasteless.
It's not the soup's fault.
It turns out that some things cannot be made up for by making up for it.
night.
Gu Jinyao returned home earlier than usual.
Although Yun Jin and Mrs. Yun didn't tell him, the driver's itinerary betrayed everything.
His mind was heavy.
I just changed my shoes when I walked in.
Yun Jin came out to welcome him, with a smile on his face and eyes, which didn't look like anything was wrong at all.
Gu Jinyao took off his coat.
Yun Jin reached out to take it, hung it on the clothes hanger, and wanted to help him take off the watch from his wrist.
Gu Jinyao held her hand and stared at her pale face, "Why did you go to the hospital?"
Yun Jin's lips curled up into a sweet smile, "It's okay, just a routine checkup."
"You may have forgotten that I have been in the supernatural team for five years, and my reasoning ability is better than ordinary people. I am your husband, the person closest to you, and the person you should trust the most. If you don't tell me, tell me Who? It’s not difficult to know the truth. You can find out just by going to the hospital, but I want to hear it from your own words.”
Seeing that she couldn't hide it anymore, Yun Jin had no choice but to tell the truth: "Depression, Smile Depression, has been diagnosed."
Gu Jinyao's hand holding her wrist suddenly tightened.
It hurt her to hold it.
Seeing her frown slightly, Gu Jinyao realized it and hurriedly let go of her wrist.
He took a deep breath and said, "Treat me. I have to cure you no matter what. You are more important than the child."
Yun Jin felt mixed emotions.
She gently raised her right hand to rest on her lower abdomen and smiled brightly at him, "Don't worry, I can hold on. I am an athlete and have super strong willpower. I will use my super strong willpower to protect my two children. Until they are born safely.”
Gu Jinyao's emotions were so complicated that it was difficult to describe.
He hugged her into his arms and buried his chin in her hair, "There will be children in the future, and you have to take good care of them. You are more important than the children. Do you hear me? You are the most important."
If she had heard Gu Jinyao say such words in the past, Yun Jin would have been so happy.
But now, she only feels sad and her heart is like a knife.
I hate myself for not living up to expectations.
I have always been strong, so why did I suddenly become unable to hold on after getting pregnant?
Drop the chain at the critical moment.
Yun Jin whispered: "Give it a try. If you really can't hold it anymore, don't talk anymore. There will be children in the future, but not these two. These are Gu Xianyun and Gu Xiao, Xiao Yifeng's little daughter-in-law. He is Nanyin's little son-in-law. Everyone has been looking forward to it for so long, don't let them down."
Gu Jinyao was so sad that he couldn't speak, but he just hugged her tighter.
I wish I could get pregnant and give birth to a child for her.
Bear all the pain for her.
