Gu Jinyao tightened his hold on Yun Jin slightly and put her on the bed.
He leaned over and gently tucked her long hair behind her ears. He stared into her eyes and said in a soft tone, "I love you, Yun Jin."
Finally, I heard what I wanted to hear.
A smile appeared on Yun Jin's face instinctively, but she was not as excited as she thought.
She felt that Gu Jinyao said this just to follow her and make her happy.
She didn't know what was wrong with herself.
When I was pregnant, I suddenly became worried about gains and losses, very insecure, and even a little pessimistic.
She shouldn't be like this.
She is a sunny, lively and confident person.
Gu Jinyao said: "It's getting late, go to bed."
"good."
Gu Jinyao was about to straighten up.
Yun Jin suddenly stretched out her arms, wrapped her arms around his neck, and hugged him, fearing that he would leave.
She tilted her head slightly and looked at him steadily with her big eyes, "Ayao, do you know why I like doing it with you so much?"
She was obviously smiling, but it made people feel inexplicably sad.
Gu Jinyao felt depressed, "Why?"
Yun Jin was still smiling, but there was a little moisture in his eyes, "Because only when I do it, I feel that I completely own you. Only then, you completely belong to me. Hold on to you tightly , giving me an unprecedented sense of security. I like that hot and solid feeling, so much that I am almost obsessed with it, so I keep pestering you to do it non-stop. Am I a little perverted? "
Gu Jinyao was silent.
I thought she was just young, energetic and greedy for sex.
I didn't expect there to be such a reason.
After a while, Gu Jinyao sat down, gently hugged her into his arms, hugged her, rubbed her back with his fingers, and kissed her hair with his lips, "Does this make you feel safe?"
Yun Jin buried herself in his arms and smiled, "Yes, I'm fine. You can sleep too. Just sleep next to me, okay?"
"good."
He bent down and took off her shoes.
Yunjin lay down.
Gu Jinyao covered her with the quilt.
He also took off his shoes, lay next to her, and turned off the lamp.
In the night, he quietly stared at the outline of her small face, vaguely feeling that something was wrong with her.
After an unknown amount of time, Yun Jin's breathing gradually became calmer.
Gu Jinyao knew she was asleep.
He called out in a low voice: "Yun Jin?"
no respond.
Gu Jinyao gently lifted the quilt, got out of bed, and walked out.
Su Hua and Gu Beixian's room had the door open and the lights on, as if they were waiting for him.
Hearing the sound of footsteps, the couple came out.
Su Hua asked: "Is Yun Jin asleep?"
Gu Jinyao hummed softly.
"What did she say?"
Gu Jinyao replied: "That she doesn't feel safe."
Su Hua was silent, "It's pretty much what I thought."
"Do you know the reason?"
Su Hua organized some words and said: "Yunjin is smart, sensible, more transparent than her peers, and has extremely high emotional intelligence. She always considers the people around her subconsciously. In order to make the people around her feel comfortable, she will even pretend to be stupid on purpose. , lowering her posture. Others feel comfortable, and the negative emotions are all on her. This kind of person looks lively and happy on the surface, but in fact she is not as happy as she appears. Since she was a child, she was suppressed and excluded by her elder sister, and was squeezed out by her grandmother. Home. She was afraid that her parents would be caught in the middle, so she deliberately pretended not to care. She finally found the person she liked, but was overtly and covertly shunned by her prospective mother-in-law. Afraid that you would be caught in the middle, she would swallow the negative emotions alone and react. Come over and comfort you with a smile. She can still hold on normally, but the hormones in her body change after pregnancy, and the string she tightened can no longer hold it up and goes to the other end."
Gu Jinyao was slightly surprised.
She was absolutely right.
After a pause, Gu Jinyao asked: "What should I do?"
Su Hua said: "Try to keep her away from negative emotions and pay more attention to her. Don't think that she is really fine as soon as she says 'I'm fine, I'm fine'. She just doesn't want you to worry."
Gu Beixian added: "Give her a little more sense of security, especially in the details. Be sweet, but not too sweet. You can decide the details yourself. If you really can't grasp it, you can ask me. But my method is It only works for Su Hua, but not necessarily for Yun Jin."
Gu Jinyao nodded, "Okay."
Su Hua thought for a while, "People who are too sensible suppress their real needs since childhood. If adults think that she is sensible and don't need to worry, their care for her will decrease. In fact, this kind of person is more likely to have psychological problems. Like Nan Yin It's normal to laugh when you're happy, lose your temper when you're angry, and say whatever you want. I'll call Nan Yin later, and we'll guide Yun Jin together to make her happy."
Gu Jinyao wanted to say thank you.
I felt that saying it seemed too abrupt.
After smiling at the couple, Gu Jinyao turned around and went back to the room.
After his back disappeared from the guest bedroom, Gu Beixian and Su Hua returned to the master bedroom.
Go to bed and lie down.
Gu Beixian turned off the lamp and suddenly sighed: "It's not easy for you women."
"It's not easy for you men either, there's a lot of social pressure."
"When you were pregnant with Xiao Yifeng, did you have the same mentality as Yun Jin?"
"I wasn't too serious at the time. You were attentive and sweet, and you often made me laugh or cry. Lao Gu also started to get better. He was possessed by a comedian and would come to our house every now and then to perform skits and talk about cross talk. Our mother and grandparents He is also very kind to me, as are my adoptive mother, my parents, Nan Yin, Lu Ning, Shen Yuan, Sister Liu, etc. There are a bunch of people surrounding me, so I don’t have time to be depressed."
Gu Beixian said: "Yun Jin is like this, Liu Wang is the trigger."
Thinking of Liu Wang's demeanor, Su Hua was one head and two big.
I wish I could stick a bottle on her hand.
After a moment of silence, Gu Beixian spoke up, "There is a kind of person who is like a toad. He doesn't bite, but has a bad temper. Because of the drunken rape of Liu Wang, the relationship between my parents was already at a freezing point. Liu Wang also Forced marriages come every now and then. My mother gave birth to Nanyin and took her abroad as soon as she was in confinement. She was used to being proud and couldn't stand someone jumping up and down in her marriage. Now that I think about it, if Liu Wang hadn't forced the marriage back then, my mother wouldn't have He left me and went abroad for several years."
Thinking of Gu Beixian's suffering when he was young.
Su Hua raised her hand and hugged him into her arms, "It's hard for you, Xianxian."
Gu Beixian was startled, then couldn't help laughing, "That's good comfort. Please change your title next time, thank you."
The next day, early in the morning.
Gu Jinyao returned home.
As soon as he entered the door, Liu Wang came up to him and carefully observed his expression.
Seeing that there was no anger on his face, Liu Wang felt relieved.
She smiled and said angrily: "What happened to you and Yun Jin? One of you didn't go home, and suddenly ran out in the middle of the night. As a result, I didn't sleep well all night. I was always worried that something would happen to you two."
Gu Jinyao said nothing and turned around to go upstairs.
I went to the cloakroom, found a suitcase, and started packing.
Liu Wang followed over and leaned lazily on the door frame, "Are you going on a business trip?"
Gu Jinyao stuffed clothes into the suitcase and replied, "Take Yun Jin out to relax."
"For no reason, what's the point of distracting her?"
Gu Jinyao didn't even raise his head, "Yun Jin is in a bad mood."
Liu Wang sneered, "Are all young people today so pretentious? With a handsome and attentive fiancé like you by your side, living in such a beautiful big house, eating well and drinking spicy food every day, and doing nothing, She's still in a bad mood? I think she's just free."
Gu Jinyao's tone hardened, "A kind word will warm you up for three winters, but a bad word will hurt someone in June. Two knives on your lips can kill without blood. Yun Jin suffered from prenatal depression, and you were the trigger. If anything happens to her, you will be the executioner!"
Liu Wang thought he was exaggerating!
She was unconvinced and said: "I didn't do anything, I just said a few words. What about her? I think she was just pretending to deliberately sow discord between our mother and son."
"Snapped!"
Gu Jinyao threw the clothes in his hand on the suitcase.
He raised his eyes to look at her with cold eyes, "You have also given birth to children, you have been depressed, and you have been criticized by others. Why can't you be considerate of others? You have to torture Yun Jin like you before you can be happy? You I have already booked your flight, either you go by yourself, or I send someone to kidnap you!"
His tone was decisive, cutting off all escape routes.
Liu Wang was stunned for a moment.
Slowly, she said in a sinister tone: "My son is big and his wings are hard. He has a wife and has forgotten his mother. What's the use of working so hard to raise a son these days? The little vixen can hook your soul with his fingers." Gone, alas!"
Gu Jinyao couldn't bear it anymore.
He took a deep breath and said coldly: "You are worse than Qin Shu by more than just one or two points. Even if you have a family background like hers, Gu Aoting will not marry you!"
One sentence poked Liu Wang's old scar.
She was unable to speak for a long time.
