Su Hua's thoughts kept changing.
Seeing Gu Beixian's appearance, she wanted to keep the child and ruthlessly ignored Hua Tianshou.
But when she thought of Hua Tianshou's kindness to her, his haggard and sick appearance, and how he was waiting to die day by day, her heart ached.
Now she knows that he is her biological grandfather.
How could she just watch him die?
But she couldn't let go of the fetus in her belly.
Su Hua gently covered her lower abdomen with her right hand, thinking that if she saved Hua Tianshou, she would lose this child. Her heart ached as if someone was being pinched with a knife, and the pain was so painful that she couldn't breathe.
Now, she felt like she was in a hot oil pan, suffering terribly.
After a long silence, she said softly: "I want to see my mother."
Gu Beixian's handsome face paused slightly.
He helped her sit down on the sofa, tucked the loose hair behind her ears, and looked at her gently, "Aunt Qinwan is sick, chaotic and out of control. Mo Chen has been busy taking care of her recently. Your grandpa, you don’t have time to accompany us to meet him, can you wait a little longer?”
But Su Hua couldn't wait, "I can't wait to see her."
Gu Beixian curled his lips slightly, "Aunt Qinwan is irritable and can easily hurt others. You are pregnant again, what if it hurts you? Let's see you again in three months when the fetal phase is more stable."
Su Hua remembered her manic look when she saw her last year, and said helplessly, "Okay then."
But I felt sad.
Three months, three months, can the fetus last until three months?
"By the way." Gu Beixian reminded her, "You were framed back then, and the police are investigating the case. Before the murderer is caught, you'd better be careful not to reveal your identity. This is also what your father meant."
Su Hua responded, "I will be careful."
"What do you want to drink? I'll ask the secretary to make it for you."
"No need." Su Hua turned around and lazily buried her body in his arms.
His embrace was warm and reliable, making her feel safe, like a gentle harbor.
After hugging her for a while, she said, "I want to meet your mother."
"Okay, she just came back from abroad yesterday, and she must be in her bridal shop now. I'll call her and tell her, you go find her."
Forty minutes later.
Su Hua arrived at Qin Shu's office.
Seeing that she looked bad, Qin Shu asked her assistant to make her a cup of red date tea.
She asked worriedly: "What's going on with your master?"
Su Hua's throat felt stiff, "Chu Suosuo has not been found until now. He only has a few days left to live."
Qin Shu gritted her teeth in anger, "Chu Suosuo is really nothing. She ran away as soon as Beixian had an accident four years ago. This time she kissed her grandfather, thinking she would be more reliable, but she didn't expect that dogs can't change their eating shit. His conduct is too bad, far worse than yours."
Su Hua held the red date tea and slightly lowered her eyelashes, "It's a pity that I'm pregnant."
Qin Shu sighed, "We all went to the hospital to have our blood drawn and matched, but unfortunately we couldn't match each other. But you, it was a coincidence that we were matched as soon as possible."
Su Hua raised her eyes and looked at her, "It's not a coincidence. Hua Tianshou is my biological grandfather and Hua Qinwan is my biological mother."
Qin Shu was startled, "What, say it again?"
Su Hua put down the tea cup and said, "I am the little baby Hua Qinwan died that year. I was not dead. I was transferred and placed in front of the obstetrics and gynecology department of the hospital. I was met and adopted by my adoptive mother."
Qin Shu looked at her intently for a few seconds, tears gradually filling her eyes.
She cried with joy!
Holding her hands together and rubbing them, she murmured: "Great, great, let me tell you, there is a reason why I like you so much."
She stood up and hugged Su Hua, hugging her hard and stroking her back with her palms, "Good boy, you are so blessed and blessed. It's great to be alive. It's great."
She held her face and took a closer look, "The facial features are really similar to Qin Wan's when she was young, and her temperament is also similar."
Su Hua's eyes were red, thinking not to cry, not to cry, but the tears flowed down disobediently.
Qin Shu came to wipe her tears, and after wiping her, she pressed her into her arms, resting her chin on her shoulder, her face full of tears, "It would be great if Qin Wan wasn't crazy. It's a pity, it's a pity."
The two held each other and cried for a while.
Qin Shu then let go of Su Hua.
Su Hua sat on the sofa, took a sip of red date tea, and explained the purpose of her visit, "Mom, I came to you to ask about something. Now my grandfather is waiting to die in the hospital. I don't know whether to save him or protect the child in his belly. Please give me some advice."
Hearing this, Qin Shu fell silent.
It's hard for anyone to give advice on such a heavy topic.
It's so hard.
Qin Shu asked: "What did Beixian say?"
Su Hua replied truthfully: "He said he respected my choice at first, but he quickly regretted it and asked Chu Mochen to persuade me."
As soon as they recognized each other, Su Hua did not change her name for a while, and still called her Chu Mochen.
Qin Shu rubbed her brow.
A long while.
She spoke slowly: "Back then, my father was diagnosed with renal failure and needed a kidney transplant. I was a suitable match, but I found out that I was pregnant. At that time, I wanted to abort the child and transplant a kidney to him, but he didn't want it. I delayed it until Four months later, a suitable kidney was purchased and replaced, but due to severe rejection, he passed away a year later."
The tone was ordinary, but there was countless sadness.
This was the first time Su Hua heard her mention her father, and she listened with bated breath.
Qin Shu wiped her eyes with her hands, "After my father passed away, my mother was not in good spirits. She had to rely on alcohol and sleeping pills to fall asleep at night. She became addicted to alcohol and became depressed. Within three years, she also went to accompany my father. ”
Su Hua hurriedly handed her a tissue.
Qin Shu took it and wiped the corners of her eyes, "Gu Aoting locked me up at that time and sent people to watch me 24 hours a day to prevent me from donating a kidney to my father. If he hadn't locked me up, I would have donated my kidney to him earlier. My dad, maybe he wouldn't have died, because the kidney rejection of relatives is small. If my dad had not died, my mother wouldn't have died of depression. Because of this incident, I particularly hate Gu Aoting, who indirectly killed my parents. "
She patted Su Hua's hand and said, "No matter what you do, you will owe something. If you save your grandpa, you will owe something to the child in your belly; if you save the child, you will owe something to your grandfather."
Su Hua sighed softly, "Yes."
"There is no right or wrong in this matter, just different positions. It depends on how you choose."
Su Hua frowned and thought for a long time.
She stood up and bowed deeply to Qin Shu, "Thank you, Mom."
Get in the car and return to Fengqi Chaoming.
Wait for Gu Beixian to come back.
Su Hua stepped forward to hug him, buried her head in the crook of his neck, and whispered: "If this happened to you, I would save you at all costs, even if I risk half my life. I will save you." My grandpa, it’s not that I don’t love you, and it’s not that I don’t love our child. The child is my flesh and blood, and I am more sad than you when I lose the child. I am also the one who suffers physical pain. The doctor only said that it is not possible to get pregnant, not that it is definitely pregnant. No. After this wave, I will take good care of my body and I will definitely give you a baby. I will try my best to give you a baby until the baby is born."
When she said this, Gu Beixian understood instantly.
His eyes suddenly hardened, and he pushed her into his arms, holding her so tightly that she almost couldn't breathe.
for a long time.
Only then did he speak out: "In fact, what I care about is not the child, but you. I am afraid that you will suffer double pain, having to donate bone marrow and having an abortion. You have been in many troubles since you were a child, and I really can't bear to see you suffer again. A little guilt.”
"But I really can't help but watch my grandpa die. If so, what's the difference between me and Chu Suosuo?"
Gu Beixian thought for a few seconds, kissed her hair tenderly, and made a difficult decision, "Do it as you wish."
Su Hua had a thousand words to say in her heart, but in the end she only uttered three words, "Thank you."
"Why are you thanking me? It's obviously you who suffers."
"Your father locked up your mother and prevented her from donating a kidney to her father."
Gu Beixian smiled, a little bitterly, "The child she was pregnant with at that time was me."
Su Hua's breath was suffocated, and her heart was in turmoil.
Soon, she steeled herself and turned over this article.
She said in a thin voice: "If I really can't have children in the future, will you abandon me?"
Gu Beixian pressed her neck, "I like children because you gave birth to that child. Between you and the child, I choose you."
Su Hua felt a twinge of pain in her heart, "I will make it up to you."
"You owe no one, and you didn't do anything wrong." Gu Beixian endured the sadness and comforted her: "If it were me, if something happened to my grandpa, I would do the same thing."
Early next morning.
Gu Beixian personally sent Su Hua to the hospital.
On the surface, the waves remain unchanged, but in fact, thousands of arrows pierce his heart. He secretly blames himself and Hua Tianshou for not being a good match.
If he could, he would rather suffer this crime for Su Hua.
Chu Mochen was standing outside the sterile room where Hua Tianshou lived. His face was anxious and he was not in the mood to shave.
In just a few days, he lost weight.
Gu Beixian held Su Hua's hand tightly and asked, "Has Chu Suosuo been found?"
Chu Mochen shook his head, unable to conceal his anxiety, "No, I don't know where she died. It's best for her to stay hidden. Once I find her, I will never spare her!"
Gu Beixian's eyes were cold, "I won't let her go either."
The two of them went directly to Hua Tianshou's doctor without telling Chu Mochen.
Pregnant women are actually not recommended to donate bone marrow, but the hospital really has no choice.
Chu Suosuo regretted donating, but couldn't find it.
There was no suitable donor in the bone marrow bank.
It's important to save people.
After the mobilizing agent was injected, Su Hua began to feel pain in her bones, her body temperature increased, she felt nauseous and felt like vomiting, and felt unwell all over, similar to a high fever.
The pelvis swells and hurts, and sometimes the muscles in the body twitch.
Chu Suosuo was probably afraid of running away because of this discomfort.
The first day was fine, but as time went on, Su Hua felt more and more uncomfortable. She felt like the bone marrow in her body was growing so much that it was about to burst her skeleton. The pain at night kept her awake all night.
I always feel like my bone marrow will burst and explode into pulp in the next second.
Gu Beixian felt terribly distressed when he saw her uncomfortable look.
He moved his office to the ward and worked in the hospital, accompanying Su Hua throughout the whole process.
Strange donors generally only donate peripheral blood for stem cell collection.
Relatives will include bone marrow and blood.
Su Hua took the initiative to donate bone marrow and blood.
Compared with the stem cells derived from peripheral blood, bone marrow blood is gentler and will not cause acute rejection when transfused into the patient's body. However, strangers generally do not donate bone marrow, which sounds scary.
After five days of mobilization, the nurse began to test the stem cells in Suhua's blood.
After meeting the target, she underwent bone marrow collection the next morning.
Anesthesia was applied to the spine, and the whole person lay on the operating bed.
The pain was extremely painful when the anesthesia was administered.
After the anesthesia took effect, eight medical staff surrounded her, inserted a hollow needle, and used a blood-drawing needle to insert it through the core of the hollow needle and draw it out.
I could hear the sound of bones cracking, which made me a little scared, but because of the anesthesia, I felt no pain.
After the extraction, Su Hua lay on the bed unable to move, her body was quite weak, as if it had been hollowed out.
After the anesthesia wore off, pain came over me like a tsunami. My waist seemed to be broken, and the pain was so intense that the ground was shattered.
Every second is like being fried on a hot pan. It is very difficult to endure. I can only endure it, suffer it, and endure it bit by bit.
But when she thought that her grandfather could be saved, she felt it was worth it.
