Cheng Jingmo's eyebrows moved, and his soft eyes were filled with a hint of surprise.
Perhaps due to his physical weakness, his tone of voice was much softer than before.
"If you fall off a cliff and die that day, I won't live alone."
When he was cutting the rope that day, every cut seemed to cut into his heart, and he felt as distressed as if he had been stabbed two days ago.
But his mission did not allow him not to do this, and he could not even show panic or grief.
He had already prepared for the worst at that time. If Yu Xiangnian died, he was willing to accompany her.
Such a delicate person, the last time he asked her to wait for him alone on the cliff, she was afraid that someone would push him down.
How could he rest assured and let her fall alone at the bottom of the cliff?
Moreover, he had promised Taixiang Nian's parents to take good care of her, but he failed to fulfill his promise.
He felt sorry for Xiang Nian and his parents.
Yu Xiangnian laughed when he heard what he said, "Are you feeling guilty, or are you reluctant to let me go?"
Cheng Jingmo was silent for a while, "Both."
He feels inferior in front of Xiang Nian.
In her eyes, he is a country bumpkin who has never seen the world. He cannot give her the good conditions of her original family.
His family and origin meant that he could only look up to her from a distance and dare not get close.
In the past, he could restrain himself and keep his distance.
But now, he knows that he doesn't deserve it, but he still wants to selfishly possess it.
Naturally, Yu Xiangnian didn't know about Cheng Jingmo's inferiority complex.
She didn't know Cheng Jingmo's family of origin, but she only knew that Cheng Jingmo was an outstanding person in the army and would become the commander-in-chief admired by all soldiers in the future.
Her grin widened, and she wanted to ask Cheng Jingmo, "Have you fallen in love with her?"
After thinking about it, I forgot about it.
It should be the same as how she feels about him, not enough to like him, just tempted.
Besides, with Cheng Jingmo’s silent character, it was surprising that he could answer “all”.
If I continue to ask questions, I might scare him.
He had just undergone heart surgery and his heart was very fragile, so it was best not to irritate him.
Yu Xiangnian smiled and said: "Then don't be so desperate when performing tasks in the future? You were stabbed last time, and you were almost stabbed to death this time. You have to think about your family, no."
Cheng Jingmo: "Yeah."
This time, if he didn't work so hard, the spy leader would have run away.
They have been tracking this espionage organization for almost a year, but this group is too cunning.
He was exposed once in May, the last time he was stabbed.
Although three people were caught at the time, the leader escaped and only scratched the surface of the spy organization.
After more than four months of tracing, traces of this organization were discovered again.
After the last battle, Cheng Jingmo and the others made a more careful plan this time.
But these people, with the idea of success or failure, risked their lives, and everyone worked together to cover the escape of the leader.
It was Cheng Jingmo who risked his life to catch this leader.
It was later discovered through interrogation that the group was preparing to leave the country with the stolen information.
If we fail to catch it this time, it will cause great harm to the country.
Yu Xiangnian asked again: "How come I never hear you mention your family?"
Cheng Jingmo lowered his eyes and said, "They are all farmers. I haven't been back in so many years and I don't understand their situation."
"Oh..." Yu Xiangnian nodded, "Then let's go back sometime."
Cheng Jingmo raised his eyelids, his eyes flashed brightly, and then dimmed, "Let's talk again."
Yu Xiangnian just said it casually, he couldn't take it seriously, otherwise he would be disappointed.
Besides, his family...
Although they were chatting about each other, the two of them never lowered their lips until Yu Xiangyang came to take over with food.
Early the next morning, Yu Jiashun and Zhao Ruozhu came to see him.
Cheng Jingmo said he wanted to eat a bowl of wontons, and Yu Xiangyang opened it.
Cheng Jingmo asked the same question again, "Mom, Dad, what was the name of the doctor who performed the surgery on me that day?"
Zhao Ruozhu didn't think much about it, "I don't know what the name of the expert in Beijing is. He didn't sign anything and didn't say hello to anyone. He left after the operation. I don't even know when he left."
Cheng Jingmo pondered for a moment and then asked, "Have you seen what he looks like?"
"I only saw a back figure. He was not tall and very thin. The military uniform looked stolen. I thought Xiang Yang was looking for such an unreliable person, but I didn't expect him to be an expert!"
Cheng Jingmo said calmly, "I haven't heard Yu Xiangyang mention it before. He also knows experts from Beijing."
Yu Jiashun noticed that Cheng Jingmo talked a lot today and asked, "Is there something wrong?"
"No." Cheng Jingmo said, "I just wanted to thank him."
Yu Jiashun said: "Don't think too much and take good care of yourself."
Ten days later, Cheng Jingmo was discharged from the hospital.
Yu Xiangnian took Xiaojie and cleaned the house just yesterday.
During this period, Yu Xiangnian accompanied Cheng Jingmo in the hospital every afternoon. The relationship between the two seemed to have improved a lot, but there was an indescribable feeling of detachment.
Especially when the two people's eyes met, it seemed as if something uncaptured was gathering around them.
Yu Xiangnian unilaterally believes that this is a manifestation of the ambiguous period between men and women.
If the two of them want to go further, they need an opportunity.
Just then, Cheng Jingmo said that it was Xiaojie's birthday in two days and he would take Xiaojie to the Martyrs Cemetery to see Xiaojie's father.
No, the opportunity is here!
She first discussed with Cheng Jingmo how to arrange Xiaojie's birthday.
Cheng Jingmo didn't celebrate his birthday. Looking at Yu Xiangnian's smart eyes and talking about those fancy things, he was murmuring in his heart.
It doesn’t matter how you murmur in your heart, as long as you agree with it!
Whatever Yu Xiangnian says, he must raise his hands and agree!
This is one of the qualities that Yu Xiangnian said in the hospital during this time that a good husband should have.
Yu Xiangnian looked for Xiaojie secretly again, with a disdainful look, "Xiaojie, you will be eight years old soon! An eight-year-old child doesn't dare to sleep alone!"
Xiaojie naturally said forcefully, "Who said I don't dare to sleep alone?"
"Then why do you sleep with your uncle every night?"
"There are only two beds in the house. I want to sleep alone. Where can my uncle sleep?"
Yu Xiangnian winked at him, "What do you think?"
Xiaojie said warily and in disbelief: "You don't want my uncle to sleep with you?"
Yu Xiangnian opened his mouth and said, "You don't understand! There must be an inspection period between husband and wife. After the inspection period, they can sleep together."
Xiaojie: "..." I always feel that his aunt is uneasy and kind-hearted!
But I heard Da Ya and Dong Jiannan say that their parents slept in the same bed!
Xiaojie was silent and said, "My uncle is injured. What if you step on his wound?"
Yu Xiangnian patted his chest and promised, "I promise! Besides, don't you think about it, my legs are so long. If I step on them, I can only hit his legs."
