"I am angry."
"because-"
"Isn't it too much?"
Yu Yanyan smiled bitterly, but the corners of her eyes were slightly red, showing a bit of grievance, "He was obviously the one chasing me."
"At first, I was concerned about our age gap and personality differences, so I felt that we were not suitable."
"But he finally won me over."
"he's good."
"I really like him."
The girl almost said this sentence in her mouth.
"Even if he doesn't like me anymore..."
"But tell me directly."
"I'm not a tangled girl."
...
"I don't know if I'm thinking too much..."
"However, I will inevitably feel that he wants to take this opportunity to draw a clear line with me."
...
"It's true that he's sick, and it's true that he wants to draw a clear line with me..."
...
"unnecessary."
The girl shook her head, "Really, as long as he tells me."
"I'll leave."
"In his eyes, am I a girl who needs to use this method to get rid of him?"
...
The green tea in the teacup made ripples.
Her face was a blur.
Yu Yanyan was stunned.
She reached out and touched the corners of her eyes.
she cried?
...
These words were held in her heart for many days.
She didn't tell anyone.
When I spoke out, the worries, doubts, anxiety, fear, pessimism, sadness... all kinds of negative emotions during this period were entangled and poured out.
She just felt extremely wronged.
...
During this time, people who cared about her boyfriend also asked her about her boyfriend, but she couldn't tell her anything.
She knew no more than they did.
Even if they didn't say it to her face, she knew that they felt strange in their hearts.
Yes, she is Ayun's girlfriend.
Even she doesn't know about Ayun's situation... Is she still Ayun's girlfriend?
When others asked her, had she ever visited Ayun?
She could only smile silently.
She couldn't say what the other person's mother said about not allowing her to visit.
Although, Ayun's mother didn't know that she was Ayun's girlfriend at that time.
Although Ayun's mother refused everyone to visit.
...
However, after all, she couldn't let herself wait indifferently.
After so many days, she finally made a decision.
"Xiaoxiao, I asked Ayun's counselor for the address of Ayun's home."
"Xiaoxiao, I want to find him."
The girl's hand holding the tea cup tightened, and her fingertips turned white.
Although I made my own decision.
But she was still a little uneasy when she said it.
Could it be that I am too anxious?
It’s only been a month.
Will she wait a few more days before she receives news from Ayun?
However, she had comforted herself countless times with such words.
Reality extinguished her expectations time and time again.
The anxiety in her heart was about to overflow. Her thoughts were in a trance and she couldn't concentrate.
She thought she couldn't wait any longer.
Her wandering eyes were fixed on Xiao Xiao's face.
Showing her determination.
...
"good."
Seeing the girl's surprised expression, Xiao Xiao raised his eyebrows slightly, "Didn't I agree before?"
Yu Yanyan was stunned.
Yes.
She smiled sheepishly, "Thank you, Xiaoxiao."
"After telling you so much, I feel much more relaxed."
The girl picked up the tea cup and took a sip of tea.
The tea is already a little cold.
But it just happened to calm down her somewhat intense emotions.
The tea enters the throat, and the cheeks and teeth are fragrant.
The girl couldn't help showing a somewhat soothing expression.
...
"Xiaoxiao, do you... think it's appropriate for me to go to his house?"
After drinking the entire cup of tea, the girl couldn't help but ask this question that she had always cared about.
Obviously Ayun's mother doesn't want anyone to visit...
"do you want to go?"
Xiao Xiao asked back.
"......think."
Yu Yanyan was silent for a while, and then nodded seriously.
"That's appropriate."
Xiao Xiao's words made the girl stunned for a moment, and then she couldn't help but burst into laughter.
Is there any logic between this?
What a willful thing to say.
However, the corners of her eyes were curved into crescent shapes, and her nose was slightly sore.
"Thank you, Xiaoxiao."
...
"Then... shall we set off now?"
Now that it was said, Yu Yanyan was a little impatient.
She didn't want to delay this matter any longer.
She wanted to see Ayun.
She wanted to confirm with her own eyes that he was okay.
She wanted an explanation, an explanation for why she had not heard from him for so long.
"Ayun's home is about an hour's drive from here."
...
"good."
Xiao Xiao stood up.
After the two said hello to the Xiao family, they set off.
...
It's exactly what Yu Yanyan said.
Xiao Xiao looked at the time.
An hour and a half later, they arrived.
...
It is a residential area that looks quite high-end.
From the door you can see small bridges, flowing water and green trees.
A plum forest can be vaguely seen.
The red plum blossoms are bright and bright, lighting up the colorless winter scenery.
...
However, Xiao Xiao looked at Yu Yanyan, "You want to go in like this?"
"ah?"
Yu Yanyan was slowly stepping on the brakes and driving towards the lift pole at the entrance of the community.
She didn't understand Xiao Xiao's words.
What do you mean, just go in like this?
How else could we get in like this?
...
The lift rod does not rise.
"who are you?"
The security guard came out, "What are you here for?"
...
Yu Yanyan was stunned.
She didn't know if she would be let in if she said she was here to find a boyfriend.
She was previously wondering whether she should come here to find Ayun...
But she forgot that even if she really came, she might not be able to get in.
...
It was her first time to come to Ayun's home.
I didn't expect it to be such a high-end community.
This was her first time in such a high-end community.
Unlike the community where her home is located, vehicles could come and go at will.
However, this lifting rod has also been installed recently.
If I had known better, I would have parked the car farther away and walked here.
Yu Yanyan felt a little regretful.
Her community will also inquire about vehicles entering and exiting, but there are no restrictions on people entering and exiting.
...
Although she seemed to have thought a lot, time had only passed a few breaths.
Yu Yanyan knew that he couldn't just answer nothing.
"Uncle, I'm here to see my classmates."
"He took a long leave of absence."
"Let me see him."
...
"Oh, then one of you can come down and register."
The security guard didn't ask any more questions. After saying this, he turned around and returned to the security room.
"I'm with you."
Xiao Xiao opened the car door.
Yu Yanyan turned off the engine and got out of the car.
There was a guilty look in her eyes, and her heart was beating a little fast.
After all, she came here without the owner's permission this time.
However, seeing the people around her made her feel a little relieved.
Luckily she found someone to come with her.
...
Seeing that only the visitor's name, ID number and phone number were required to be filled in on the form, Yu Yanyan breathed a sigh of relief.
She quickly filled out the form, and after asking for Xiao Xiao's ID number, she also helped Xiao Xiao fill in his information.
Sitting back on the driver's seat, she looked at the slowly rising lifting rod in front of her and let out a sigh of relief.
