"Do you think I'm miserable, stupid, and ridiculous?" Shen Jingjue's voice sounded hoarse as if it had been burned by fire, and a broken bitter smile appeared on his thin lips.
Huo Ruxi shook her head seriously, "No, Ah Jue, I am your only friend and best brother. No matter what happens, I will never laugh at you.
I just feel sad. "
"pity......"
Shen Jingjue closed her peach blossom eyes full of bloodshot eyes and tore up all the scenes related to Jin Enrou in her mind, leaving no trace or scrap.
"It's no pity. I was blind and couldn't recognize people. I deserved it."
"No, not this."
Huo Ruxi sighed with regret, "It was the three years that Qiaoqiao married you. If it weren't for that woman, maybe you would have fallen in love.
You could have been happy instead of being at war with each other like this. do you think so? "
Possible, happy.
Shen Jingjue suddenly stopped, his dark eyes blank.
——"Shingxu, can we... not get divorced?"
--"because I love you."
There was a buzzing sound, an explosive tinnitus, and severe pain in his head. He hurriedly held on to the wall, his fingers trembling and curled into fists. A drowning-like suffocation feeling rushed into his throat, and a collapse-like pain burst out of his chest inch by inch.
At that time, Tang Qiaoer cried and begged him not to divorce. He thought it was just her desperate struggle to keep the marriage. He dismissed her and regarded her as a cage, and just wanted to escape.
Only now did he realize it.
Tang Qiaoer never thought of tying him up. The last time she said she loved him was to block all dignity, hoping to continue her love.
She knew he never loved her.
So she tried her best to keep him because she was afraid that after the divorce, she would no longer be qualified to love him.
"I think that girl is three or four years old. It means that when Jin Enrou was in country M, she was hanging out with that man without telling you.
But if I remember correctly, she was still hanging on to you and pestering you at that time, giving you the feeling that she had always loved you deeply and had to live in a foreign country just to wait for you, making sacrifices. In fact, she is really not idle at all behind your back. "
Shen Jingjue clenched his chest tightly, his heart hurt so much that his whole body trembled, as if even breathing would kill him.
"There have never been men around Jin Enrou, and you are just one of them."
Huo Ruxi stared at him deeply, "But in Qiaoqiao's heart, you are always the only one. Do you still remember that night when it rained heavily and you went to her house to look for her? Do you know what she said to me?"
Shen Jingjue looked at him blankly, his forehead soaked with sweat.
"I tried to confess to her, but she decisively rejected me."
Huo Ruxi's smile was bitter and majestic. When did she bend down so much for a woman? "She said that without Shen Jingjue, she would not love anyone. Without Shen Jingjue, she would never love anyone again."
Shen was shocked and felt his pupils shrink to the extreme, and his internal organs seemed to be cruelly stirred by a sharp sword. The pain caused every nerve in his body to spasm.
Tang Qiaoer, you said you wouldn't love anyone without me.
So, you and I have not met for more than three years. I have appeared in your life very early, right?
Answer, answer.
Tang Qiaoer, I want you to give me an answer!
At this time, the phone vibrated in Shen Jingjue's arms. He took it out tremblingly and saw that it was Secretary Xu's call. Thinking that there might be something wrong with grandpa, he hurriedly answered: "Uncle Xu, has something happened to grandpa? ?”
"Second Young Master! Mr. Shen has a sudden cerebral infarction. Please come to Shengjing Third Hospital immediately!"
"What?!" Shen Jingjue's heart suddenly tightened.
"But don't worry, Mr. Shen has been transferred from the emergency room to the VIP ward and his condition is basically stable."
Secretary Xu said with lingering fear, "Thanks to Miss Tang for giving Mr. Shen preliminary first aid and buying time for rescue. Otherwise...Mr. Shen would have been in danger!"
Shen Jing felt that his cheeks were burning with shame, as if he had been slapped countless times from left to right.
