He Lanmin's pink face turned slightly red, but fortunately it was covered by oil paint, so the change could not be seen. She whispered: "Alan, don't get me wrong, I just want Liu Yu to rely on, after all, I am also a woman. I I won’t compete with you for the position of wife or queen, as long as I have the status of concubine, that’s enough.”
Murong Lan said calmly: "Even if I can tolerate you, Wang Miaoyin may not. Although she behaved generously today, she was more concerned about the state affairs after Yan Yan was destroyed. But for you, there is no such consideration. .”
He Lanmin gritted his teeth: "Even if you can't stay with Liu Yu as his wife and concubine, you can at least let me be Xiao Yi's real nanny. I will protect him well. You also know that people who want to take advantage of him can't There are a few, and there are all kinds of shady conspiracies, and you may not be good at dealing with them."
Murong Lan frowned slightly: "He Lanmin, after all, I, Murong Lan, have been the leader of the intelligence organization for many years and am proficient in various assassination techniques. Can't I protect my child?"
He Lanmin shook his head: "It's different. After you get married, I'm afraid you won't be able to be a good wife and mother by Liu Yu's side. After all, although the Murong tribe said it was gone, the life and management of the hundreds of thousands of Xianbei people are still there. You are indispensable. When the time comes, you will assist Liu Yu in his military and state affairs all day long. It is best for me to protect and educate Xiao Yi Zhen. Don’t worry, I will not use those crooked ways to teach Zhen Zhen. If I After teaching those things, Liu Yu will not tolerate me, and neither will you."
Having said this, He Lanmin paused lightly, looked at Liu Yizhen, and even revealed a maternal love, saying softly: "Alan, you have to know that I am a poor woman, and my biological son died so badly. It's so miserable. Just like you, I also long for normal love in the world. I have been carrying Xiao Yizhen with me every day for a while, and I have never felt this way with Shaoer before."
Speaking of this, He Lanmin's face unconsciously showed an innocent smile. This time, without any hypocrisy or lewdness: "Once upon a time, you and I were just like Xiao Yizhen, such an innocent baby, a black-robed baby. , it was this demon that took away our innocence and kindness, and turned me into such a murderous person. I once thought that Tuoba Si could save me from the sea of suffering and make me a normal woman, but I didn’t expect that he would actually fight me in order to fight. Win, use me as bait to let so many men..."
At this point, her expression became extremely terrifying and ferocious, and her beautiful face also became extremely terrifying. Combined with the colorful paint, people dared not look directly at it, and a teardrop fell from the corner of her eye. It rolled down and dripped onto Xiao Yizhen's face. The child seemed to be aware of something. His little mouth opened slightly, as if he thought he was being fed.
He Lanmin quickly shook little Yizhen gently, and uttered some coaxing words from his mouth. Soon, the boy closed his mouth again and fell asleep contentedly.
Murong Lan looked at He Lanmin's actions and sighed softly: "You are indeed better than me in raising children. After all, you have raised a son with your own hands."
He Lanmin shook his head: "Shao'er was brought up by me, but I misled him. I just used him as a tool for my revenge against Tuoba Si. But at the moment I lost him, I knew that I would be like this." I am so sad, after all, he is my biological son, the biological son I raised from such a little baby, my love for him, even I didn't realize it until I saw little Yizhen."
Having said this, a smile flashed across He Lanmin's face, and she raised her head and looked directly at Murong Lan: "Alan, don't worry, I just want to help you take care of little Yizhen, protect him, and avoid all open and secret arrows. Whether as Liu Yu's concubine or Xiao Yi's real nanny, I will never compete with you for Liu Yu, because I also know very well that Liu Yu's love will only be given to you and Wang Miaoyin, and I don't expect it. Yes. He is not the kind of man who loves power and lust. He and Tuoba Si are completely different worlds. As for me..."
She lowered her head, and tears hung on her long eyelashes again. Murong Lan sighed softly, stretched out his hand and put it on her shoulder: "Actually, you have always loved me, even now you are still in love with me." , it must also be Tuoba Si."
Tears were already forming on He Lanmin's face: "Yes, even when I let Shaoer take his throne, I didn't want to kill him. I just wanted this man to kneel in front of me and apologize, bow his head, and then Treat me well and love me as you did when you first met me. After all, he is the first man I have truly loved, and he is also the only man who has given me light and hope, and made me believe that I can escape from darkness and evil. man."
Murong Lan nodded: "I know this, but if Liu Yu is willing to accept you, I think your life will be different. Okay, Minmin, I also know that you need a good man. I will tell you later I will help you find a way, and Helan tribe will probably only be able to feel at ease if you become Liu Yu's woman."
A hint of joy flashed across He Lanmin's face: "Alan, you can really..."
Murong Lan said calmly: "I have already felt sorry for Brother Xing, and I am afraid there will be no way to make up for it in the future. My intelligence organization Orchid Guards, those subordinates I trained and led for many years, almost all died in this war. In the hands of the black robe, there is no trustworthy person around me. You have a noble status. It is too inappropriate to be my subordinate or maid, and it is too wronged to be a wet nurse. Marry Liu Yu with me and become sisters. , is the best choice, I really need a trustworthy person to help me take care of Xiao Yizhen."
At this point, Murong Lan paused: "But you have to understand one thing. We have all seen that scene. Liu Yu is not an ordinary human emperor. He doesn't care about blood inheritance, his great cause, and his future country. You won't leave it to a son who doesn't have that ability. Therefore, you don't have to expect anything like a mother to value her son. Don't expect the scar to heal and forget about the pain. After escaping this time, something undeserved will happen again. Thoughts."
He Lanmin nodded vigorously and kept saying: "No, I will not have any inappropriate thoughts anymore. I just want to protect Xiao Yizhen. I can swear to the God of Helan tribe that I... ………”
As she spoke, she raised her fingers to the sky and made an oath.
Murong Lan stretched out her hand and grabbed her jade wrist: "No, from now on, we will all become Han people, and there is no need to swear to the gods and ancestors of the tribe. I am Zang Aiqin, and you, I have already thought of a name for you, so you can Call me Hu Dao'an. I hope that you, who was once a noble daughter of the Hu people, will have a long and peaceful life in the future."
