I couldn't help but be stunned by his bold and outrageous actions. Seeing that my momentum was weakening, for just a moment, he put one hand on the back of my head, turning his back on me.
Sucking, entangled, gasping. Over and over again, so tenderly.
I listened to his breathing in my ears, and the trembling from his lips made me feel like I was in a cloud. I was addicted to his tenderness and joy, and gradually couldn't extricate myself. My breathing became heavier and heavier - I never knew that a kiss between a man and a woman could be so beautiful.
After the kiss, the two slowly separated and each calmed down their breathing.
There was silence, but I didn't feel embarrassed. The warm winter sun slipped in through the cracks in the window, coating the two of them with a layer of golden color.
This is probably what the so-called peaceful years are like.
At this moment, I couldn't help but think of the imperial edict this morning - although I had long thought that such a day would come, I never thought it would be so soon. I originally had a lot of questions that I wanted to ask him. But now I don’t know how to speak when I meet someone.
My mood became a little low. My mind was spinning a thousand times, and I suddenly thought of the two families breaking off their engagement.
Suddenly I remembered something. I suppressed the excitement in my heart and asked him tentatively: "Xie Yi?"
"I am here."
I pursed my lips and found it difficult to speak.
——I asked about marriage by myself. I am probably the only one in the entire empire who can do such a bold and disrespectful thing.
He turned around and asked softly, "What's wrong?"
I looked at the tenderness in his eyebrows, but I still couldn't help it. If you don't know shame, then you don't have shame...
"You...when are you going to come to my house to propose marriage?"
As soon as I finished speaking, my cheeks turned red, I felt a sense of dryness, and I hurriedly lowered my head.
A long time, a long time. Until the heat on his face faded completely, he never heard the man's answer.
In the silence, I suddenly felt a little panicked. He looked up to see his expression.
But I saw Xie Yi pursed his lips at this time, still maintaining the posture of standing up half upright and turning his head to face me. But his eyes were always lowered, and under the fluttering slender eyelashes, there was struggle in the pupils.
Seeing this, I quickly raised my hand and realized it. Leaning forward to cover his eyes that were shaking with pain.
"Xie Yi, that's enough, I won't ask anymore." How could I... force him like this?
Unexpectedly, Xie Yi took a deep breath at this time, freed up a hand and pulled away my hand that was blocking his eyes. He looked at the girl in front of him seriously with his eyes and eyes full of him.
Seeing him taking the initiative to hold my hand, my fingertips shrank, but I didn't have time to be happy. Then I heard his obscure words
"Axuan. I..." Xie Yiqiang calmed himself down. His eyes were clearly full of tenderness, but his words were extremely cruel.
Just listen to him say, "I won't marry you."
I looked up suddenly, with disbelief in my eyes.
"I know you are a good girl who values love and justice. Because when we were young... we couldn't let go, but now I..."
"I look like this, Ah-Xuan." He struggled to peel back the rotten wounds in his heart and his embarrassing side, and presented them completely in front of the girl opposite.
"Axuan...just listen to what I have to say first."
I shook my head, but he allowed himself to speak regardless of my resistance. He said to himself:
"It doesn't matter, Axuan. I will always be here, but I can't marry you." He said with some pain, but giving up on himself.
——Even if Ah Xuan accepts it now, even he himself cannot accept himself——his appearance, pride, and even... his broken body——but what about the future?
In the past three years, he has seen many life and death situations on the battlefield. Especially now that the Turks are pressing forward step by step, Xie Jiajun is left with only him as the main general - he is destined to go to the battlefield and live a life without tomorrow.
——But what about A-Xuan? Does he really want to cause her to be in fear every day after following him?
——He saw with his own eyes how his mother came here after his father left, and he felt sad. How could he be willing and bear to let the people he loved also suffer?
So he said:
"Xie Yi will always be with you, so don't be sad. Let me go, Ah Xuan, and find a better husband."
"If you can't let go now," he lowered his head, trying not to look into my eyes, and continued: "If you don't mind, let me...let me be your lover...face to face, that's fine too. You want Whatever you want from me, even my body, if you need it, I will give it to you..."
What lover? ! What kind of face? ! What is he saying? !
I was so angry that I suddenly broke away from his hand and stood up.
"Xie Yi" I asked him, trembling all over, "What are you talking about? Ah!"
"How could you, how could you be so contemptuous..." I was so angry that I couldn't stand still.
The eyes of both of them were red and full of pain, but they both endured and did not have an attack.
My words were stuck in my throat, and I was stubborn enough not to let the tears in my eyes stay.
When he turned around, his voice had returned to normal. His voice also turned cold.
"Today's lunch will be treated as if I, Su Xuan, have never been here. General, I hope you will take good care of yourself in the future."
When Xie Yi heard this, he suddenly raised his head and looked at my back, which was determined to leave. Suddenly, he seemed to have been drained of all his strength. He collapsed on the bed with all his strength exhausted. The ends of his eyes were red and his eyes were dull. As if laughing at himself, he closed his eyes weakly and let a crystal fall from the corner of his eye.
At this time, the world suddenly began to shake. Xie Yi thought that he had made another mistake. He didn't pay attention at first, but almost instantly he felt something was wrong.
On the other hand, as soon as I stepped out of the door frame, I suddenly felt a strong dizziness.
"Blessed..." Before he could shout out, the ground shook violently, almost in an instant, and the surrounding scenery collapsed. I lost my center of gravity and fell to the ground. I had no time to react and had no idea what happened.
The fear of the unknown enveloped me. I only had time to see the rubble, debris, and bricks and tiles of houses coming at me from all directions.
——Including Xie Yi, who was rushing towards me in panic
"Axuan!"
It was like the sky was falling apart and I had nowhere to hide.
Xie Yi used all his strength and the fastest speed in his life to rush to my side before the huge wooden board hit the man, and protected him under him in half a second.
"Uh" I heard him groan in pain, and before I had time to react, the smoke and dust all around him fell. Along with the large and small roof beams and rafters, they folded and made a sound, all of which fell onto him. It bent the man's back.
I heard the sound of bones breaking, and I heard Xie Yi's name hoarse in my throat.
The sound seemed to be completely submerged in the roaring waves, and everything disappeared.
After the strong vibration, the surrounding area fell into darkness.
I opened my eyes in the darkness and could only vaguely see Xie Yi, who was on all fours on the ground with large and small heavy objects on his back. He used his body to support me in a safe place.
I will never forget that scene.
"Xie Yi..." I couldn't find my own voice, and in panic I looked up and saw blood on his forehead - not to be precise, it was blood on his entire body, I don't know where it came from.
dripping on me.
