Chapter 3 Despair

Style: Historical Author: ZhijiaoWords: 2451Update Time: 24/01/18 03:47:22
After standing still, Gonggong clasped his hands tightly, bent down, and gave me a big salute. I was immobilized and couldn't dodge.

I could only stand and listen to the person on the other side saying word by word:

"Miss Wangsu, take care of it"

After saying that, without waiting for my reaction, I quickly walked out of the study without looking back.

I don't understand, I really don't understand. How could a person who used to be reluctant to say a harsh word to me and dote on me so cruelly have the heart to leave me alone in a cold study room?

I'm tired of crying. The acupuncture points were unlocked in less than half an hour.

I was tired and hungry at this time, but I didn't dare to leave - I was afraid that if I left, I would never be able to enter this house again.

There is Xie Yi's aura in this room, which makes me feel at ease. Unknowingly, I fell asleep on the desk.

When I woke up again, it was past midnight. I loosened my numb arms from the pillow, stood up and looked outside, only to see a brightly lit place in the main courtyard.

There seems to be a noise in the bedroom

"Hasn't he rested yet?" He thought in his mind, moved his steps slightly, and walked towards that place.

The servants all seemed to have taken a rest, and there was something strange in my mind that I couldn’t explain.

I quietly opened the door and found a very uneasy sleeping person on the bed.

Seeing him frowning all the time, he shrank into a ball. I couldn't help but slow down my steps, and tiptoed to the bedside, wanting to lean over and smooth the frown on his forehead.

But I didn't expect that the moment I leaned down, the person on the bed suddenly sat up like a frightened bird. Five fingers turned into claws and grasped my neck.

His hands tightened relentlessly.

I had difficulty breathing, my face suddenly turned purple, and tears welled up in my eyes. I could only try my best to suck him, keep slapping his hands, and shouting with difficulty

"Xie Yi, Xie Yi..."

Trying to bring back a little bit of that person's sanity

Ever since I was a child, I have never been so close to death as I am today.

Just when I thought I had no strength left and was on the verge of death, the man suddenly gave up his strength.

I got air and fell to the ground, breathing greedily.

The neck was already flushed. You don’t need to look to know how miserable tomorrow will be

"No, no, let me go, let go..."

The person on the bed was obviously sleepy again. He curled up into a ball and his whole body was shaking. panicked tone

"Kill me, kill me..."

I was shocked. He actually had the will to die.

Xie Yi pursed his lips tightly. My breathing is messed up and I'm sweating like rain, as if I'm suffering from some great pain.

I never thought that one day, that high-spirited young man would become like this.

In his dream, Xie Yi seemed to have returned to the darkroom where the Turks had kept him.

-Yes, he is not afraid of those tortures. But in order to destroy his will, the despicable Turks actually designed a dark room only a few feet wide with no light on all sides.

In the darkroom, meals are delivered only once a day. The rest of the time there is nothing around. He didn't know what night it was, but he gradually began to lose consciousness. He was in a state of confusion every day, and his days felt like years.

In the end, I even had the idea of ​​committing suicide.

In the dream, there was darkness without any light, and he gradually felt swallowed by despair.

Just when he was struggling and unable to find relief, suddenly there was a familiar and warm feeling in his arms.

Someone patted his back gently

Gently comfort him and say, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

A tear slipped from the corner of his eye. He suddenly hugged the warmth in his arms tightly, pressing into his arms desperately, greedily wanting to absorb more, more

I felt like the force was so strong that it was going to crush all the bones in my body, but I wasn't upset at all. But Yun Zi buried her head under his clothes and found a comfortable position.

So close, so close

I could even hear his heartbeat gradually becoming more steady, and before I knew it, I had a good night's sleep.

Wake up the next day

I opened my hazy sleepy eyes and subconsciously looked around, but I found nothing.

My eyes gradually returned to clarity, and I looked around intently - the two of us had always restrained ourselves and returned to politeness in the past, and I had never behaved as dissolutely as yesterday, and for a while I was still a little overwhelmed.

I secretly touched a handful under the quilt. But he saw that he had taken off his cloak and thick coat under the quilt at some point, and was now hanging neatly on a hanger not far away.

The pain in my neck had disappeared. I looked down and saw that someone had carefully applied the medicine. I felt refreshed and cool without any discomfort.

A pair of embroidered shoes are neatly placed next to the bed, and what seems to be placed next to it is—my own socks.

Realizing this, my face burned so badly that I couldn't help but shrink my whole face into the quilt. Now the whole tip of my nose was filled with the smell of Xie Yi.

My face turned redder. . .

Suddenly there was a rustling sound outside the door. I quickly closed my eyes and pretended to be sound asleep.

But I heard the footsteps getting closer and closer, constantly amplifying in my ears, and finally stopped at the bedside.

The person next to the bed stretched out his slender hand, hesitated for a moment, slightly bent his fingers, and gently tapped the wooden board beside the bed, making a "click" sound.

I started acting like a rogue and continued to pretend to be asleep with my eyes closed, paying no attention to him.

Seeing no response, Xie Yi seemed helpless. He silently placed the breakfast brought in his other hand on the low table beside him, lowered his head and left without saying a word.

Seeing this, I suddenly panicked. I took it for granted that he, like Xie Yi before, would smile and come over to comfort me. But I forgot that Xie Yi is very sensitive now. If I do this, he might mistakenly think that I don’t want to see him!

There was no room for reserve at the moment. He suddenly jumped up from the bed and ran up behind the person with bare feet before he had time to put on his shoes. He held his body in his arms and gently rubbed it with his cheek.

"Xie Yi~" Maybe it was because I just woke up, but there was a hint of coquettishness in my voice that I didn't even notice.

"Yes." The young man lowered his head and responded to me in a muffled voice. I was overjoyed instantly

"Xie Yi, Xie Yi, Xie Yi~"

The man in front of me seemed to have lost his temper due to my shouting, and slowly turned around

When I saw my bare feet clearly, a trace of helplessness flashed across my face.

When I noticed that the person opposite me took the initiative to hug me, before I had time to flash a trace of joy on my face, I noticed that my feet were off the ground and my body was lifted up and placed on the bed.

While I was still immersed in the excitement that he was willing to take the initiative to get close to me, I suddenly heard the man ask

"Does it hurt?"

There was deep remorse in his tone.

I didn't want him to blame himself, so he shook his head obediently and said, "It doesn't hurt."

How could it not hurt? Xie Yi knew his own strength. When he woke up today, he was shocked when he saw me in his arms; but when he saw the red marks on the person's neck, he was shocked again.

"Axuan" He squatted down and looked at me levelly

I don’t know if it’s my misunderstanding, but Xie Yi’s expression today is much richer than yesterday.

"Axuan, I, Xie Yi, am not a good man. If you follow me, you will suffer a lot. Besides, you... you... also saw it last night. I looked like neither a human nor a ghost." His There was a deep despair in his voice.

"I'll take you back," Xie Yi thought. His Ah-Xuan is such a good woman, and he shouldn't use the young man's affection and the other's soft-heartedness to trap her by his side.

I deserve a better destination

He Xie Yi will spend his whole life silently guarding the girl in his heart.

Just as he was lost in thought, Lian was suddenly gently picked up by a pair of hands. He looked up and saw a pair of serious eyebrows.