Since then, the news has completely spread in Beijing. The most talented woman in the dynasty was abandoned by her sweetheart, unable to love her, and shed tears every day.
My parents are very worried because my reputation has dropped to rock bottom. Unexpectedly, the rumors died down within two days.
I didn't think much about it, I just thought that they were tired of talking about it and would stop holding on to this matter.
But on the day when the General's Mansion and the Ninth Princess discussed the marriage, they heard that the matter was dirty.
The Ninth Princess ran out of the General's Mansion crying, and no one could stop her. I heard that I looked frightened and muttered:
"I won't marry, I won't marry"
The emperor lost his temper because of my crying, so the matter was settled.
At that time, there were a few young ladies who thought they could take advantage of the situation. Shamelessly, he came near the General's Mansion, hoping to create some chance encounters.
There are also bolder ones who simply dress up as maids in the mansion. But within two days, he ran away
Gradually, rumors spread that General Xie's face was completely disfigured and his appearance was comparable to that of Yama.
Not only that, but those who managed to sneak in by pretending to be maids also said. General Xie has a weird temper and is unstable. He has an evil aura, and the room is always brightly lit at night. I wonder if there is some quirk.
I suddenly remembered that there was no news from that year, and my heart skipped a beat. At this time, a message came through the door that Old Vice General Lin wanted to see him.
There are too many doubts in my mind. Then he invited the people in and backed away.
This conversation lasted all afternoon. When I walked out of the room, my feet swayed uncontrollably and I looked about to fall to the ground. Seeing this, Xing'er hurriedly supported me.
When I looked up, I saw tears streaming down my face, and Myolie jumped.
"Miss?"
Usually my etiquette and rules are a model for noble ladies when Xie Yi is not around. Myolie has almost never seen my young lady lose her composure in public like this.
Even though the engagement was suddenly broken off, he still carried the pride in his bones.
But I didn't have time to explain more, so I called out with red eyes, "Prepare the horse."
Then he rode away on horseback.
My equestrian skills were taught by Xie Yi.
When I first started to fall in love, I used the excuse that I was too weak and wanted to learn how to ride a horse, so I rubbed him over and over again, but he was not annoyed and just patiently taught me step by step how to do this and where to place my hands.
I rashly stopped in front of the Xie Mansion. Before the boy had time to react, he used brute force to get through the gap beside him.
Go straight to the study
Until I saw that familiar figure, tears suddenly blurred my eyes.
Without waiting for anyone to react, I became angry and rushed straight into his arms, knocking him back with such force.
"Xie Yi"
I called him softly with tears in my eyes, my countless thoughts over the past three years, and my grievance when the engagement was broken off.
Regardless of the other party's vigorous struggle, she tightly wrapped her arms around his waist, pressed her face tightly into his arms, and let tears fall down.
Seeing that he couldn't move away, and fearing that he would be seriously injured if he used too much force, the man had no choice but to give up. He reminded with a cold face
"Miss Su, please respect yourself. Your family and I have broken off the engagement."
I ignored it
Seeing this, Xie Yi had no choice but to put his hand on the mask. After hesitating for a moment, he endured the severe pain in his heart and took off the mask, then forced the person to raise his head.
I saw the face that had been thinking about it day and night, but now it was covered in scars and changed beyond recognition, and it was no longer as clear and handsome as before. The man's eyes were no longer gentle, but dark and lifeless.
I suddenly remembered what the old lieutenant said and looked at this face blankly.
Heartache like a knife.
The old deputy general told me that General Xie was unfortunately arrested during the battle a year ago and it took him six months to be rescued.
During the first three months, they tortured the person every day to extract confessions, but later they refused to let him go. They thought of a sinister way to lock the person in a room with only a few inches of darkness and no light, and hung his life with one meal a day. .
When he was discovered by our army, his appearance was beyond recognition and his personality changed drastically.
Tears welled up uncontrollably. I opened my mouth and gasped for air, like a dying fish.
Seeing this, Xie Yi didn't have much expression on his face, and he was silent and wanted to put on the mask again.
Apparently he thought that I looked like other young ladies and that I was frightened.
I noticed his movements and knew that I couldn't let people misunderstand him like this. Me, my young man
Then he simply moved his heart, hooked his hand on the man's neck, stood on tiptoes and kissed him regardless.
The person on the other side didn't seem to expect that I would suddenly commit such a hooligan act, and was so shocked that I forgot my movements.
It wasn't until I boldly tried to move the kiss to the wound on his cheek that Xie Yi suddenly woke up and pushed him away.
I still wanted to take action, but found that the person in front of me had tapped my acupuncture point, and I couldn't move for a while. I could only look at him with red eyes. When you saved me a few days ago, your eyes were full of affection, but now they are cold.
He is cold and cruel to me and himself.
"Xie Yi..."
I stared at his eyebrows and called him softly.
I don't know if it was my imagination, but when I heard myself calling him, there was a hint of tenderness and vulnerability in his cold eyes.
It seems as if if I make a little louder voice, the person in front of me will break.
Seeing this, I continued: "Xie Yi, brother Xie. Just listen to me. We grew up together. Why do you think I dislike your appearance?"
Three years, I have missed you for three years. That year when I heard nothing from you, I thought about you day and night and prayed in every possible way.
Originally, I prayed that you would come back victorious and marry me home in a glorious manner.
Later, when you didn’t reply, I gradually panicked. I feel that if I ask for too much, I will offend the Buddha. I hope you can be safe and come back soon
Later, I just want you to be safe. No matter how much time I have, I can afford to wait.
But until I saw you today," I paused, my voice choked with sobs.
"I just realized how wonderful it is for you to stand in front of me completely like this."
I saw Xie Yi's eyes were still red. But he still turned his head and didn't look at me.
"You said you only like me, Xie Yi." My voice unconsciously contained a bit of hatred, and slowly became trembling.
"Those girls are superficial, how could you think that I would be the same as those people?
You even secretly arranged our marriage without telling my parents and me, huh?
Then why have I been waiting so hard and feeling uneasy all these years?
Why hide it from me, why don't you tell me, why can't you let me bear it with you? I want to stay with you, stay with you."
It was no longer possible for me to suppress my crying, and I collapsed and burst into tears.
I want to accompany you, Xie Yi. When you were beaten, humiliated, confused in a dark dungeon, enduring endless darkness and loneliness, how I wished I could be by your side to accompany you.
When I saw that the person in front of me still only gave me charity, I finally couldn't control myself and begged.
"Can you let me hug you? Just for a moment." I heard someone say softly to the figure from behind.
Finally he turned around in my eyes that were so distressed and broken. Walk quickly to my side. Silently, he stretched out his trembling hands and gently brushed away the tears from my face.
But still didn't hug me.
I waited for a long time before I heard a faint sigh
"Axuan"
Hearing this soft call, the tears I had just suppressed lost control again.
Just when I thought he would take the next step and say something to me, he suddenly backed away.
