"It's confirmed that it's liver cancer, and it's in the late stage..."
Shanghai No. 1 People's Hospital in Shanghai.
Lu Xiao sat on the steps of the stairwell, holding the medical records tightly in his palms, holding a half-burned cigarette between his fingers, and tears fell uncontrollably from the corners of his eyes.
Although he could not accept that he had such an incurable terminal disease, he was not surprised because over the years, for the sake of work and performance, he participated in various drinking parties every day, and often drank to the point of unconsciousness.
Over the years, he has lost count of how many times he has been sent to the hospital because of drinking.
Lu Xiao's contemplation was suddenly interrupted by the ringing of his mobile phone. He took out his mobile phone and answered the call.
The manager's somewhat cold voice sounded.
"Lu Xiao, why are you not at your work station? What did you do when you skipped work?"
"I'm in the hospital, sick."
"There is an important drinking party tonight. As long as you are not dead, you must come. Without you, the atmosphere will not be up."
"Don't you have ears? I said I'm sick and in the hospital! If you want to drink, drink it yourself. I wish you will get liver cancer soon!"
"Why are you talking to me? It's too late, Lu Xiao, you don't want to do it anymore, right?"
"Fuck you, I won't do it anymore!"
Lu Xiao hung up the phone directly. He did what he wanted to do most and what he dared not do the most in these years. But he didn't expect that this courage came from after he got terminal illness.
Lu Xiao smoked a cigarette and looked at the three text messages on his phone.
One was from his credit card urging him to pay off his debt, the other was from his parents urging him to go on a blind date, and the last one was from the Mediterranean manager telling him to pack up and get out immediately.
There was no despair on his face after suffering from a terminal illness, nor the discomfort after being fired by the Mediterranean manager. There was just a wry smile of helplessness in life.
Lu Xiao didn't understand why he lived his life like this?
She is almost thirty-five, and in this city, she has no house, no car, and no women.
But he works really hard.
Over the years, he had worked hard, never drank less at the bar, and never delayed his work. Even if he had a fever, he would go to work despite his discomfort in order to be full-time.
Every time we go on a blind date, no matter how busy he is at work, he diligently takes the initiative to send messages and find topics to chat with the blind date. However, no matter how attentive he is, the other party will eventually break off the contact because he is slow or we are not suitable.
Money is hard to earn.
Women are very arrogant.
This is social reality.
Lu Xiao held a cigarette in his mouth and walked aimlessly on the busy streets. He couldn't help but think of his youth.
When he was eighteen years old, he had good grades in high school. At that time, he also had great ambitions and dreams.
At the age of twenty-two, he also had an unforgettable love and was about to get married.
When he was twenty-five years old, he still had a dream, believing that his opportunities and love would both come at a certain age.
Thinking of the high-spirited and confident self in the past, Lu Xiao showed a yearning smile on his face.
if………
If he could go back to the past, he would never live like this!
The rapid sound of car horns rang in my ears.
Lu Xiao turned his head and looked at a dark figure, getting closer and closer to him.
The red light on the other side of the highway was still flashing.
The sky slowly turned blood red...
………………
"Promise him!"
"Promise him!"
"Promise him!"
Waves of noisy sounds came from his ears. Lu Xiao was holding a bouquet of roses in one hand and a love letter in the other hand. He looked at the male and female students in red uniforms around him with confusion.
"Lu Xiao, I'm sorry, I have no plans to fall in love now. Maybe I will want to fall in love when I go to college. I might accept you then. Are you willing to continue to be good to me and wait for me?"
The school beauty Gu Xiyan stood in front of Lu Xiao and said with a serious expression on her delicate cheeks.
Lu Xiao looked at Gu Xiyan standing in front of him, and his eyes couldn't help showing surprise. Isn't this the scene after the college entrance examination, when he took the graduation photo to express his love to the school beauty Gu Xiyan!
Could it be that God really allowed him to be reborn?
And he was reborn at the age of 18?
"I do not want to."
Lu Xiao looked into Gu Xiyan's eyes and spoke in a sonorous and powerful tone without any hesitation.
In his previous life, he chased Gu Xiyan for three years and prepared for a long time. He planned to confess his love to Gu Xiyan after the college entrance examination when the whole school took graduation photos.
But the ending was the same as now, Gu Xiyan rejected his confession and asked him to wait for her.
In the last life, because Lu Xiao liked Gu Xiyan too much, he applied to the same university as her in order to wait for her. After arriving at university, he was still as good to Gu Xiyan as before and became her licking dog.
But it wasn't until his junior year that Lu Xiao confessed to Gu Xiyan again. That time she held another man's hand and came to him, saying that the man was her boyfriend.
He also asked Lu Xiao, would he wish them happiness?
At that moment, Lu Xiao's heart was shattered.
During his internship in his senior year, Lu Xiao met a woman who loved him very much at the internship company. They had been in love for a year and planned to get married after graduation.
But one night, Gu Xiyan cried and called Lu Xiao, saying that she had been abandoned and was very sad and painful.
Lu Xiao didn't want to go, but he couldn't bear it, Gu Xiyan said that he wanted to commit suicide, so he went anyway that night.
Lu Xiao spent one night with Gu Xiyan, but his girlfriend soon discovered it and broke up with him.
No matter how Lu Xiao explained, she was determined to break up because Lu Xiao betrayed her.
However, a few days later, an even more magical scene happened. Gu Xiyan sent him a wedding invitation, saying that she was getting married. The man who abandoned her came back to find her again and proposed to her. She forgave him. , and accepted the proposal.
That day, Lu Xiao felt that he was a fool and a clown. From then on, he never believed in the so-called love again.
Gu Xiyan, who was standing in front of Lu Xiao, was a little surprised. She didn't expect Lu Xiao to refuse at all.
"Lu Xiao, you are too stingy! I didn't say I won't accept you. As long as you continue to be good to me, when I go to college and I want to fall in love, I will most likely accept you."
"Are you so impatient?"
Lu Xiao looked at the angry Gu Xiyan and suddenly felt a little funny.
"Whether you accept me or when you accept me is no longer important to me, and I don't care."
"Because I don't want to be a clown anymore."
After Lu Xiao finished speaking, he walked directly off the podium. He gave a bouquet of roses in his hand to a girl in his class, winked and said with a smile.
"You are very beautiful, and this rose suits you very well."
After he finished speaking, he tore the love letter in his hand into pieces, threw it into the sky, and then walked towards the school gate with great ease.
Now that he has been reborn, of course he has to focus on making money and fall in love.
School beauties have long become a thing of the past in the previous life.
Not long after Lu Xiao walked out of the school gate, a fat man quickly caught up with him, put his arm around his shoulders, and gasped.
"Brother, what's going on? Do you really want to give up on the college beauty you've been chasing for three years? No, you didn't take care of the college beauty before and still loved her to death. How can you just give up?"
"You're not possessed by evil, are you?"
Lu Xiao looked at his high school classmate and best friend Sun Zixie and said.
"Your boy is so healthy now and is not paralyzed yet. It's good."
"There aren't many reasons. I just don't love you anymore, and I don't want to be a licker anymore. Falling in love is a waste of time. If I have that time, I might as well make more money."
Sun Tzu Xie touched Lu Xiao's forehead with his hand and said with surprise on his face.
"It's not normal, you're very abnormal, but I can't tell you what's abnormal about you, but I think it's very abnormal that you suddenly gave up taking care of the campus beauty. If you hadn't said it yourself, I would have beaten me to death. I don’t believe you don’t like college beauty Gu!”
Lu Xiao raised his head and glanced at the blue sky. Thinking of his last life, his expression became firm.
In this life, he will definitely not live like the last life!
He must live up to something famous!
Lu Xiao patted Sun Zixie on the shoulder and said.
"Little brother, don't think about falling in love or having a girlfriend all day long. It's a waste of youth and energy. I'll give you a few words."
"Don't talk about feelings when talking about anything. Talk about money. That's the most practical thing."
"Don't work for anything, stay with a rich woman, that will last longer."
