There is a frosted feeling in the eyes, which is very sour.
Lin Shutang was trying to see the other party clearly.
Just like when she wanted to see the other party clearly during the kidnapping case over there.
He seemed to be crazy and worked tirelessly to resuscitate her.
It was unclear whether it was sweat or rain on her hair, which hit her cheeks and mouth.
Every time he performed CPR, the girl spit out a mouthful of water.
"Lin Shutang!"
It's his voice.
"Shen...Shen Si..."
When Lin Shutang spoke, he suddenly spit out a large mouthful of sewage, and his empty eyes gradually became focused.
The violent coughing made his chest hurt.
Shen Si suddenly stopped moving, his pupils were as red as blood, his arms pressed her tightly into his arms, wishing he could melt her into his own flesh and blood, and his cheeks were buried deeply in the crook of her neck.
His whole body was shaking.
Warmth flowed down his neck. Lin Shutang gradually regained consciousness and his senses recovered.
It seemed that someone was coming over. Shen Si picked her up from the ground, covered her face with a hat to avoid the wind and rain, and went to find a safe place.
Lin Shutang wanted to see clearly this time, so he used all his strength to push the hat away. Even if his eyes were hurt by the rain, he kept opening his eyes and staring at him.
There was water dripping from his chin.
The wind is still roaring and the rain is not letting up.
But with his steady and rapid heartbeat in her ears, Lin Shutang slowly closed her eyes.
When she regained consciousness again, her body had warmed up.
In his hazy vision, there were flickering flames, making a slight crackling sound, and then through the firelight, there was the man's clear and tall back.
She kept looking like this for a while, but she didn't expect him to suddenly turn around and without any warning, she ran into his bottomless eyes.
Like the deepest night in winter.
Shen Si put away the things in his hands, squatted beside her and touched her forehead. His lips were clearly defined and slightly pursed.
Still burning.
But the rain was so heavy that she couldn't leave the cave now, so she could only wrap her tightly in dry clothes.
"Do you feel uncomfortable?" he asked softly, fearing to shock her.
Lin Shutang shook his head. He had no clothes on his upper body, and the dry clothes were all wrapped around her.
"You put some clothes on too."
When her voice came out, it was extremely hoarse.
Shen Si held down her hand holding the clothes and frowned, "Don't move." Then he wrapped her in clothes and said, "You have a fever and catch a cold again, what should you do?"
During the few hours when he was unconscious, Lin Shutang broke out in cold sweat. Now he is a little better, but the situation is still not optimistic.
Lin Shutang lowered his eyes and said, "I'm fine." Then he raised his eyes and said, "If you were sick too, nothing would happen if we stayed stuck here."
Shen Si understood what she meant and rubbed her head with his palms, "Don't worry, someone will find this soon."
Fortunately, his cell phone was always in Lin Shutang's coat.
There is no signal here, so he can't make calls, but his phone has a special signal transmitter installed.
Shen Si straightened up and wanted to add some firewood, but she almost reflexively grabbed his wrist.
"Don't leave."
Shen Si looked down at her hand that was clenching his own, and the emotions in her eyes were getting deeper and deeper.
Her voice was hoarse, "Stay with me for a while."
Shen Si's eyes were slightly narrowed and he could not see clearly, but following her strength, he sat beside her silently.
Lin Shutang's body was curled up in his large coat, his arms hugging his knees, and his facial features flickered in the light and dark light of the flames.
She asked in a hoarse voice, "Shen Si, what kind of people are your parents?"
Shen Si paused and replied, "It's okay."
"Do they love you?"
Shen Si did not answer. When he looked at her, Lin Shutang's face was already covered with tears.
"It turns out that Lin Shutang is not that strong." Shen Si held up her face, hiding the smell of blood in his throat, and wiped away her tears with his fingertips. He used all his reason to suppress the rage raging in his body, and spoke in a low voice. The voice said softly, "He is a coward who loves to cry."
Lin Shutang felt the sad chuckle and let the tears on his face be wiped away by him, "Yes, I am a coward. I can't believe that my biological father wants me to die."
Hugging her knees, she buried half of her cheek between them, her eyes red.
"I always thought that the only people who wanted me dead were Guan Qinxue, mother and son, but I didn't expect that there was also Song Bodong.
Shen Si, you know, apart from you and grandpa, the only people who know that I can't swim are him.
And when he said he would drown me, he wanted to leave my whole body out of consideration for the love between father and daughter. You can tell whether it is funny or not. "
She gritted her teeth to prevent herself from crying.
Shen Si's body trembled slightly.
Suddenly I felt like every pore was filled with cold rain.
Tears wet his palms, and his heart seemed to be corroded by something, tearing his heart apart at the same time.
He pursed his tight lips and said nothing. He slowly stood up and walked to the entrance of the cave.
Lin Shutang watched with red eyes as he stretched out his hand, cut off a piece of grass, and smeared the juice all over his hand.
Then catch the rain with your juice-coated hands.
After trying several times to succeed, he held the rain in front of her.
In the palm of my hand, there was a quiet bubble made by the rain.
There is no soapy liquid here, only thick plant juices will do the trick.
"Lin Shutang, I heard that when the bubble bursts, the worries will disappear."
Lin Shutang raised his tear-filled eyes to look at him.
Shen Si said gently, "This bubble is filled with all your misfortunes. If you pop it, you will be the carefree Lin Shutang."
Her tears flowed out without warning.
When she stretched out her trembling fingers and popped the bubbles in his palm, she burst into tears.
"Shen Si, I'm going to cry for a while, not because of Song Bodong, but because the rainwater has flowed into my eyes, so I have to let it out."
Shen Si stroked her cheek with his dry hand and said softly, "The wind must have been too strong and blew into our Tangtang's eyes. I'll wipe it. I won't tell anyone else."
We are used to wrapping ourselves in independent shells. Once our dependence is exposed, the protective shell will crack.
Lin Shutang was buried in front of him, sobbing silently.
Her hands tightly wrapped around his neck, and the tears falling on her shoulders seemed to burn through him.
Shen Si's hands hanging by his sides had bulging veins.
The black hair hanging in front of his eyes tightly covered a pair of eyes filled with murderous intent.
He was enduring the pain that tore his heart and lungs and the terrifying anger.
He held her in his arms, kissed the tears on her cheeks with his lips, and told her over and over again in the firmest and gentlest voice.
"Baby, you have to know that the scarred places on trees will become the hardest parts of the tree."
"Baby, the rain will always stop, the sky will always clear up, and the people who love you... will still be by your side regardless of rain or shine."
In the desolate world she looked up to, there was only his voice, like the mist spreading over the hills, like the nocturne brought by the passing warm wind.
Through the layers of mist, it poured into her ears so gently.
And such tenderness is enough to bury such endless spreading sadness.
