The night is dark and the lights around are gradually extinguished.
Lin Wanwan looked through the window at the towering Xuanji Tower not far away, which was dimly lit with lights. From a distance, she could see the hexagonal lanterns hanging under the eaves, like stars dotted on the sky, like pearls, which became a desolate winter night. A rare sight.
The faint waves in Lin Wanwan's eyes gradually began to ripple as Nuan Yan spoke every word. She pursed her lips slightly and slowly curled her fingers into fists.
Although she had already discovered the truth and knew that she had misunderstood Su Jin, when Nuan Yan listed all the evidence in front of her one by one, her heart could not help but tremble a few times.
In the past, she only paid attention to Su Jin's methods and scheming. Watching him calmly and calmly strategizing, skillfully using people's hearts and relationships to make meticulous arrangements, she could only get a glimpse of his deep side. Therefore, when she learned about the unknown past between Jiang Huailang and her uncle, she subconsciously felt that Su Jin had taken advantage of her.
Su Jin had not explained it to her, but she was blinded by paranoia at that time and rejected his explanation and his fiery heart.
Now that I think about it, I realize that I am really ridiculous.
She claims to understand him, but since they reunited, how has she ever truly trusted him? She had always been cautious and suspicious of him, so how could she see his true face clearly? No wonder he was so disappointed then, no wonder he said that he was so untrustworthy in his heart.
She still clearly remembers that Su Jin's eyes were so firm and heavy at that time, as if they contained the most sincere emotions deep in his heart, and were deeply engraved in her mind like a mark of fire.
He said: "Beiluo Division is indeed an important chess piece to the Dongchen Kingdom, but you, Lin Wanwan, are definitely not a chess piece to Su Jin. Su Jin has never thought of using you. I have never thought of using you." Yes, it does not exist now, and it will not exist in the future.”
At the thought of this, Lin Wanwan's trembling heart couldn't help but clench again. Suddenly, a thin mist of mist rose from the bottom of her eyes.
She used to believe that if two hearts were not open and frank, even if they agreed to each other, they would gradually drift apart over time. In the end, this distance could only be filled with speculation and suspicion.
But it was not until later that she gradually understood that the magnanimity between two hearts should be about understanding each other, and at the same time allowing the other person to understand themselves. It was an unreserved trust in each other, rather than requiring the other party to explain or explain everything. Everything in this world is inherently complex and subtle, full of endless variables. How can we explain it with just words? The reason why some things cannot be said openly is not because of distrust or unwillingness to confess, but to better protect the other party, or because it is too heavy or too euphemistic and I don’t know how to say it, so I can only keep it in my heart. .
If you are unable to understand the feelings of the other party with your heart, and if you have lost trust from the beginning, no matter how much the other party does, how much sincerity you give, or how you explain, those misunderstandings and suspicions will always accumulate and be difficult to eliminate.
If two people are really in tune with each other, they should understand the other party's difficulties, instead of testing and denying the other party's efforts with speculation and suspicion. If you can't truly understand each other, how can you talk about being in harmony with each other?
Thinking of this, Lin Wanwan closed her eyes, her eyebrows trembling uncontrollably, as if there were many complicated emotions entangled in them that were difficult to dissipate.
Seeing this, Nuan Yan couldn't help but feel a little worried. She knew very well that the young lady had never emerged from the storm that year, and the storm in her heart had never stopped. Even though she knew that she had misunderstood Mr. Su, the gap in the young lady's heart could not be eliminated.
Nuan Yan hesitated for a moment, but finally couldn't hold it back and persuaded softly: "Miss, although Nuan Yan doesn't know why Mr. Su left without saying goodbye, and I don't know what you experienced on the snow mountain, we are almost at Nanling." After a while, Nuan Yan could see that the young lady and Mr. Su actually care about each other in their hearts, maybe the young lady can try to let go of some old memories."
Although Lin Wanwan had roughly told Nuan Yan what happened in the past two days, there were many details that were not explained. Nuan Yan didn't know that Lin Wanwan's attitude towards Su Jingqian had already happened unconsciously. Earth-shaking changes.
When Lin Wanwan heard this, she slowly turned her eyes to look at Nuan Yan, who had a serious look on her face. As her eyes rolled around, a complex look flashed across her eyes.
She still remembered that when she first arrived in Nanling, Nuan Yan had been trying her best to persuade her not to have any regrets because of her anger.
It turns out that the authorities are confused, but the bystanders are clear.
It wasn't until this moment that she finally realized that no matter how many excuses she had, no matter how upright she was at the beginning, and even she had deceived herself, the obsession buried deep in her heart could not hide everything. The warm smoke in my eyes.
Lin Wanwan was silent for a moment, her heart suddenly relaxed, and she felt a bit relieved. Then, her eyes turned, and she said seriously: "Nuan Yan, I have a few important things that you and Yusu need to check in person."
Seeing her solemn expression, Nuan Yan immediately realized the importance of the matter, and immediately came to her side to listen.
After Lin Wanwan finished her instructions, her expression could not help but become more solemn, and she told her again: "Remember, these matters are of great importance. Even the people from Feihua Pavilion and the City Lord's Mansion cannot tell each other. You and Yusu will decide here." Be careful and don't let others pick up on you."
Nuan Yan nodded cautiously, and after responding, she pursed her lips and smiled: "It seems that the young lady has finally made a choice in her heart, but no matter what the final result of the young lady's choice will be, Nuan Yan will support you."
After Nuan Yan put away the medicine bowl, not long after she exited, the door was pushed open from the outside again. Lin Wanwan looked up and saw Xu Jiaojiao walking in from the door.
Their eyes met for a moment, and Lin Wanwan quickly read the concern and inquiry in the other person's eyes. She couldn't help but sigh. It seemed that tonight she would have to talk about what happened in the past two days again.
Since Xu Jiaojiao likes to get to the bottom of things, when Lin Wanwan narrated, she tried her best to tell her everything in detail to avoid her further questioning. Naturally, this also included the matter of the Nie family brothers and sisters. Explained the reason why Nie Ya didn't come back for the time being.
Xu Jiaojiao couldn't help but smile charmingly after hearing this, and she didn't look too surprised: "I knew that the two sisters were of extraordinary background. They were originally queens of the generals. No wonder they have such a heroic appearance and such good martial arts skills. This Su Jin really hides enough Shen, he had the idea of the Nie family a few years ago, and he arranged such a situation, and his wish really came true. Nie Shu, that is a rare general. They Dongchen has always had a heavy army, but it is a pity that In the past hundred years, there have been very few people who can be called generals. Now that Nie Shu is here, Dongchen will be even more powerful."
Saying that, Xu Jiaojiao shook her head, cast a meaningful look at Lin Wanwan, and said with emotion: "Su Jin is so deep in the city, and her methods are even more daunting. There are probably only people with the same exquisite mind." You can stand him."
Hearing this, a faint smile appeared on Lin Wanwan's lips, and she said calmly: "People have thousands of faces. How can we see through them if we only see two or three of them?"
