When the past came to mind, the Queen Mother felt as if her hands and feet were tied up by ropes hanging with heavy stones, and she was submerged into a cold pool. Those painful memories were like water rushing towards her from all directions, making her eyes wet. It also chilled her heart, and she could even hear the whimpering from her own soul.
The Queen Mother gritted her teeth and tried her best to suppress the tremor in her throat, then slowly opened her eyes, and a bone-chilling sadness quietly fainted from her eyes.
"You are categorically accusing the Aijia, but you are not the Aijia, so how can you understand the painstaking efforts of the Aijia? You have never been mothers, how can you understand the feelings of a mother? I wonder which mother would not sacrifice for her son Worried? What mother wouldn’t plan for her son’s future?”
As the Queen Mother spoke, she lost control of her emotions for a while, and the sparkle in her eyes almost burst out of her eyes. It was as if there were thousands of sorrows and complaints lying across her chest. Her heart was so depressed and internally wounded that she could hardly bear the pain, and a very low sob could not help but escape from her throat.
When Luo Huaizhou heard the sound, a complex look flashed across his eyes, and he quickly closed his eyes gently. The slight frown between his eyebrows couldn't stop trembling, just like the hesitation, helplessness, grief and resentment in his heart at this moment, as if everything was... Thousands of emotions were mixed together, making him have mixed feelings.
Emperor Dehui just stared at the Queen Mother in silence, his expression unchanged, and his face was still indifferent, but the blood jade ring in his hand was tightened tighter and tighter.
The Queen Mother lowered her eyes slightly and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her cool fingertips. Then she took a deep breath and exhaled it slowly, trying to calm down the surging heartbeat in her heart.
She calmed down for a moment, then slightly suppressed the turbulent emotions, and then raised her eyes to look at Emperor Dehui, "Yes, the Ai family is trying their best to suppress the Hua family, but why should the Ai family suppress the Hua family? Isn't it because of you, the emperor?" For the sake of the throne of Nanling for hundreds of generations?"
Her eyes were solemn and sad, but the majesty of the superior around her was not diminished at all, "The emperor has always been indifferent to government affairs, and he obeyed Hua Hongfei's words, allowing the Hua family to dominate the government. How could the Ai family not guard against it? Powerful officials are in trouble, and sycophants are in trouble. The Fahrenheit party not only flatters and holds favors, but also relies on favors and is arrogant. It has already disturbed the people of the world. If the Ai family had not worked hard to guard this throne for you, how could you sit on it? Stability? Those who speak can be sincere, but those who listen are scornful. Not only does the emperor not listen to the Ai family’s dissuasion, he even wants to hand over the military power of the new army to the Hua family. The emperor has such favor and trust in the Hua family, how can the Ai family not be afraid? "
After the Empress Dowager finished speaking, she was already crying. She couldn't help but close her eyes, and in an instant, she covered up the fragility in her eyes.
The Queen Mother swallowed down the sadness in her heart and turned to look at Luo Huaizhou. Her eyes contained too many complex emotions, which made people feel extremely heavy.
"Zhou'er, you have been pure-hearted since you were a child, and you have been protected by the Ai family and the emperor. You know nothing about the dangers of the outside world, let alone the sinister people's hearts. You can easily be deceived and exploited by people with malicious intentions. The actions of the Ai family How can a mother not worry?"
Although the Queen Mother's voice was trembling a little and no longer as indignant as before, her tone still had a strong tone, "The Aijia did this just because they didn't want you to suffer any grievance or harm. Is the Aijia wrong?" Are you ready? Things in the world are unpredictable and people’s hearts are unpredictable. Even if you cannot understand the good intentions of the Ai family and complain about the unkindness of the Ai family, the Ai family still has to take precautions and take precautions before they happen."
After listening to the Queen Mother's words, Luo Huaizhou's eyes sparkled with crystal water, revealing a touch of sadness that was difficult to conceal, as well as a trace of inexplicable emotions.
"Perhaps as my mother said, I can't truly understand a mother's worries and feelings, but I just want to have a life of my own. Isn't that wrong?"
Luo Huaizhou sighed and closed his eyes, as if he was carefully feeling the emotions accumulated in his heart over the years, "Even though you did this for our sake, these are not what we want, and we don't want to Seeing your mother become like this. As a mother, there are actually many things you can do, instead of pressing forward step by step and forcing your son to a desperate situation. Sometimes I wish you could be like ordinary people. Like a mother, she talks to her children about herself, interesting things that happened around her, and gives them some fireworks, instead of discussing success or failure in everything, calculating gains and losses everywhere, and always having a superior attitude, which makes her children feel intimidated. .”
Having said this, Luo Huaizhou shook his head gently, and the chaotic mood just now gradually calmed down, leaving only a touch of lingering melancholy, "You said that I know nothing about the dangers in the outside world, but if I do, I I have always been hiding under your wings, staying in a stalemate, shying away from the outside world, and having to accept your protection all my life. How can my son grow up like this, and how can he calmly face the ups and downs of life in the future? This kind of thing What’s the point of life?”
He stared at the Queen Mother, and there seemed to be no trace of innocence and innocence in her always high-spirited eyebrows, and there was no trace of confusion or hesitation. His eyes were shining like stars and as tough as ancient trees. They looked bright and firm, full of love. Ideal persistence and belief.
"True growth is not to live dependent on others, but to continuously enrich one's own life experience. No matter sadness or happiness, success or failure, only through personal experience can we understand the true meaning. These experiences will pile up and form a foundation under your feet. Only by continuously accumulating stones can we make the road under our feet long enough to achieve every journey in the future."
The Queen Mother sat in silence, with a moment of emptiness and confusion in her eyes, and then she stared at Luo Huaizhou again, with a bit more scrutiny and exploration in her eyes.
The Queen Mother was quite surprised by Luo Huaizhou's words. She was surprised and a little hesitant in her heart. It seemed that a string deep in her heart was deeply touched, making her heart tremble.
After hearing Luo Huaizhou's remarks, a look of surprise flashed in Emperor Dehui's eyes, but it was quickly replaced by a look of relief.
It seems that his younger brother has really grown up a lot.
Emperor Dehui exhaled secretly, and then the look in his eyes disappeared, and his pair of narrow red phoenix eyes returned to their previous indifference. He turned to look at the Queen Mother and said in a slightly lower voice: "Even if we cannot empathize with your thoughts, no matter what, you should not interfere in Huaizhou's life, let alone involve him in a power struggle! You keep saying that you want to protect him and don't want him to suffer any grievance or harm, but what are you doing?"
Emperor Dehui shook his head in disappointment, and his gaze on the Queen Mother gradually became sharper, "When will you understand what we really want? You always like to force what you think is good on us, so that We fight and rob, and we say we are thinking about us, but ask yourself, is it for us or to satisfy your own desires?"
