Seeing her favorite son questioning herself like this, the Queen Mother felt both disappointed and sad. She did not expect that Luo Huaizhou would regard these outsiders as so important that even she, the Queen Mother, could not care!
Even if she had wanted to deal with Lin Yuewan, it was because she was afraid that he would be deceived and taken advantage of. Everything she did was for his sake, but not only did he not appreciate it, he also refuted and questioned herself several times. Now that Lin Yuewan was out of the palace in good health, he was still so unyielding. She didn't dare to think, if yesterday's plan came true, how would Zhou'er treat her as a mother?
The more the Queen Mother thought about it, the angrier she became, and her heart became more and more uneasy. There was even a sense of panic secretly flowing out of her heart.
Before the Queen Mother could recover from her thoughts, Luo Huaizhou took a deep breath and said, "I went to the imperial temple to pray for my mother out of filial piety. I only hope that my mother will be healthy and happy in the next year. But I never thought that Erchen's move would actually give the mother an opportunity and almost put Erchen's friends in danger. You have tried so hard to test and deal with the people around Erchen, but have you ever cared about it for a moment? How do you feel, my son?"
Luo Huaizhou's sad voice echoed in the hall, with endless loss and sadness in his tone. It was like the remaining red leaves of late autumn, with pieces dying in the howling cold wind, falling all over the ground, or drifting and dissipating in the heart, only adding to the sadness.
Emperor Dehui's eyes flashed slightly, and a trace of sadness secretly flashed in his eyes.
But Luo Huaizhou's words were like a sharp knife cutting a hole in the Queen Mother's heart. The cold wind suddenly poured into her heart, making her heart tremble.
The Queen Mother did not expect that Luo Huaizhou would say these words to her, nor did she expect that he would be so sure of his motives. For a time, many complex emotions such as anger, panic, unwillingness, sadness, and disappointment were filled in her heart.
Even though she can do anything to others, she has a clear conscience when it comes to her son, Luo Huaizhou. Since his birth, she has cared for him in every possible way and given him all the best things in the world as much as possible. She thought she was giving him 100% sincerity, but now she is being questioned and accused by her son. It undoubtedly made her feel sad and angry.
A few wisps of mist suddenly appeared in the eyes of the Queen Mother, and her well-maintained hands turned blue due to the tight clench. She tried her best to control her emotions and suppressed the fragility in her eyes, but the anger and disappointment in her heart But it was like waves hitting the most vulnerable part of her heart, making her unable to control herself.
The Queen Mother suddenly raised her finger and pointed at Luo Huaizhou, and said angrily: "Okay, okay, I didn't expect that the Ai family would teach a son like you. It's really good!" Her heart gradually faded under Luo Huaizhou's sharp gaze. He was getting cold, and his eyes couldn't help but become sharp, "Today you not only repeatedly contradicted the Ai family, but you also felt resentful towards the Ai family because of outsiders. Is this what you call filial piety?!"
The angry and sad eyes of the Queen Mother were deeply imprinted in Luo Huaizhou's eyes, making his heart feel as if he had been stabbed hard by a knife, and he felt a trace of intolerance and guilt. But when he thought of what the Queen Mother had done and She was still obsessed with her attitude, and he suppressed the surging emotions again.
Luo Huaizhou composed himself, but subconsciously avoided the Queen Mother's sight. Just when he was about to speak, Emperor Dehui suddenly chuckled and said faintly: "Why does the Queen Mother speak so harshly? Huaizhou, he Did you say something wrong?"
As soon as Emperor Dehui said this, the palace fell into a brief silence.
Luo Huaizhou was slightly startled, as if he heard some clues from Emperor Dehui's tone, and his eyes fell on Emperor Dehui with a hint of inquiry.
Luo Huaizhou originally thought that the emperor brother was already in a bad mood after the argument with his mother and had no intention of paying attention to other things. Unexpectedly, he spoke for him again, and his tone seemed to contain some deep meaning.
Hearing this, the Queen Mother suddenly turned her eyes to look at Emperor Dehui, with a trace of vigilance flashing in her sad and angry eyes. She stared at Emperor Dehui closely, with a hint of cold light in her eyes, as if she was warning, but also as if she was trying to figure out Emperor Dehui's intentions.
Both of them looked at Emperor Dehui at the same time. Emperor Dehui threw the blood jade ring he was playing with on the table, and then looked up at the Queen Mother, with a faint smile of unknown meaning on his lips. "I did hear that the Queen Mother summoned a woman to the palace yesterday, but since the Queen Mother invited people to enjoy the plum blossoms, why didn't she summon the woman to the palace early in the morning, and why did she wait until the key to the palace gate was closed before summoning the woman to the palace? Queen Mother This move is really puzzling.”
As he spoke, he couldn't help but sneered, his eyes seemed to be shrouded in a haze, making those already slightly cold eyes look even colder, and then he said: "But I understand now."
The corners of the Queen Mother's eyes twitched, and her expression suddenly changed. A trace of panic and uneasiness flashed across her eyes.
"emperor!"
The Queen Mother was about to speak to stop her, but Emperor Dehui did not give her this chance. He raised his eyes and looked at her, and said to himself: "No wonder the Queen Mother specially sent someone to invite me to appreciate the plum blossoms in the Imperial Garden yesterday evening. It turned out that she was drunk. I don't care about wine. Fortunately, the left minister came to the palace to discuss matters, so I put this trip on hold, otherwise I would have added a new person to the harem."
As soon as Emperor Dehui finished speaking, Luo Huaizhou suddenly raised his head and looked at the Queen Mother blankly, with shock and anger in his eyes.
Emperor Dehui narrowed his eyes slightly, the smile on his lips faded, and a cold light suddenly formed in his eyes, and his next words were like ice under the eaves, sharp and cold, as if they were going to pierce into the Queen Mother's body.
"My mother has packed enough people into my harem, and now she has even targeted Huaizhou's friends. Has my mother ever thought about Huaizhou's feelings? How do you want him to face him in the future? How should we deal with our friends?!"
The Queen Mother did not expect that Emperor Dehui would not care about the relationship between mother and son, and told the matter without reservation in front of Luo Huaizhou. The blood on her face instantly faded, and she seemed to be so shocked that even the bottom of her eyes He didn't even have time to hide his panic.
When Luo Huaizhou saw the Empress Dowager lost her mind for a moment and showed such an expression, he knew that what Emperor Dehui said was probably true.
Luo Huaizhou was shocked in his heart. He only felt a mixture of love and hate, and was filled with anger and grief. He was shocked and disappointed by the Queen Mother's actions, angry and helpless. His clenched hands were trembling due to excessive exertion, as if a monster came out of his heart and was biting his heart hard.
Although he had already guessed that his mother had summoned Xiao Yue Wan into the palace while he was away, and had no good intentions, he thought it was at most a warning and a threat, but he did not expect that she would harm Xiao Yue Wan. heart of. In order to prevent the rift between mother and son, the queen mother did not hesitate to use this despicable method to force Xiaoyue Wan to stay in the palace so that she could stay away from her. He really couldn't imagine what would have happened if the emperor's brother had not been delayed by things last night and actually went to the imperial garden? How should he face Xiao Yue Wan and Jing Qian? And today, if Xiao Yue Wan surrenders under the torture of her mother, will her mother take advantage of the situation and kill Xiao Yue Wan, or is her mother planning to put Xiao Yue Wan to death?
Thinking of this, Luo Huaizhou clenched his trembling hands tightly, as if he wanted to vent all the suppressed emotions in his heart. His misty eyes were showing a trace of despair and pain.
Seeing Luo Huaizhou's eyes were red and his expression was sad, the Queen Mother couldn't help but feel pity. She was just about to soften her attitude and try to maintain the mother-child friendship, but she heard Luo Huaizhou yelling at her at the top of her lungs: "Why are you doing this? You are doing this. , where do you put your son? Who do you think your son is in your heart? Have you ever cared about my feelings at all?!"
"These two chapters have been the most difficult to write recently. They have been revised many times, just to try to explore the multi-faceted nature of human nature. Just like the Queen Mother, she loves her son very much, but the more she loves her, the more she wants to control him. You can even ignore his feelings. Such feelings are undoubtedly a bit deformed. If you want to show such a character, you need to try your best to figure out her mood, including every subtle expression, which needs to be thought about and explored over and over again. So I have to be a little slow, I hope you can forgive me."
