An inexplicable panic surged into her heart. For a moment, she felt as if she had lost something extremely important. But at that time, she didn't know what it was. She only felt that her chest was blocked and she felt aggrieved. , sad again.
She looked out the window with grievance, tears welling up in her eyes.
He clearly knew that as long as he coaxed her a little, she would stop quarreling with him, but why didn't he want to coax her again this time?
She obviously... obviously knew she was wrong...
Just when she was extremely frustrated, she suddenly felt something behind her gently brushing through her hair. She subconsciously turned around and smelled the fragrance of flowers and the unique fragrance of Thuja on Su Jin. She stared at it. Looking over, she saw the man clinging to a cluster of flower branches, dangled in front of her eyes.
"Don't be angry anymore, okay?"
His voice was low and sweet, like a plucked guqin played gently and slowly, as if pampering or coaxing; it was also like a gentle breeze, smoothing away the thick night and soothing the resentment in her heart.
As he spoke, he picked a flower from the branch and gently pinned it in her hair. A wisp of smoke-like smile bloomed on his lips. The cold moonlight fell in his eyes, which became inexplicably soft.
She curled her lips, not politely, and took the flower branch from his hand. While playing with it, she pretended not to care and said, "Didn't you leave? Why are you back?"
He looked at her steadily, with a smile on his face, as if he had already seen through her disguise. He raised his index finger and gently scratched the tip of her nose, and a low laugh escaped from his throat, "If I really leave, someone will not Do you have to cry again?"
His fingertips were dyed with a faint scent of thuja, which was cool but also slightly sweet. It was refreshing yet fragrant. It always made people indulge in it, as if they were addicted. It was very much like him.
Even though the complaints in her heart had long since disappeared when he appeared, she was still stubborn and refused to give in: "Who, who is crying? I don't care if you come to me."
"Lin Wanwan, do you know what I'm angry about?" He sighed softly, suddenly suppressed his smile, and his eyes fell heavily on her face, with a vague and non-existent sharpness in his eyebrows. "You really went too far this time. How could you go into the tiger's den without caring about your own safety? If I hadn't worried about you halfway and turned back, you... do you know what the consequences would be?"
She thought that since he had neglected her for so many days, he should at least reconcile with her first and then lecture her. Unexpectedly, this man was still as mean as ever and started to lecture her whenever she disagreed.
When she thought of this, the grievances accumulated in the past few days were like a flood that burst a dam, rushing up. She suddenly felt extremely aggrieved, "Go away, I don't want to talk to you anymore... You won't say anything." Tell me, how do I know what you are angry about...Besides, I have obviously apologized to you...Why do you ignore me..."
Once the sadness in her heart went upstream, it would be difficult to suppress it. While admitting her mistakes, she complained about his indifference to her these days. Unknowingly, her face became wet.
But she didn't expect that the always arrogant and unruly man would be a little at a loss at this moment. Even though he concealed it very well, she still caught a trace of panic in his eyes.
He did not refute her accusation, but kept wiping the tears on her face with gentle movements and a gentle voice: "It's my fault. I shouldn't have ignored you for several days. If you are angry with me, It doesn’t matter whether you scold me or hit me, don’t make things difficult for yourself anymore.”
Seeing that he finally softened his attitude, and because she was already in the wrong and knew that she should no longer be willful, she couldn't help but sniffed and muttered: "In the future, if I do anything wrong, just tell me, but You can’t ignore me anymore like these days.”
He lowered his eyes and looked at her, with a faint blush glowing at the end of his eyes. The moonlight was clearly flowing in his painted pupils, but he could not penetrate the layers of mist inside.
"Okay, I promise you, but you also have to promise me that you won't be as reckless as this time in the future." He paused, but his eyes on her suddenly became dark, as if with a very strong feeling. The strong force seemed to drag her into a bottomless whirlpool, "Do you know that at that time, I thought... I was about to lose you."
He tensed his jaw, and although he tried his best to control his emotions, she still heard an imperceptible tremor in his voice.
She was startled, the tip of her nose suddenly felt sore, and then she looked at his eyes seriously. Through the layers of mist, she saw an emotion called "fear" deep in his pupils. This emotion was like a ferocious beast, biting him repeatedly. He was almost about to tear the calmness in his eyes apart.
She suddenly remembered the scene of his mother and the emperor's brother dying tragically in the palace. She felt her heart suddenly twitch, as if a sharp claw was scratching her heart, and it hurt inexplicably.
At that time, she didn't know what kind of emotion it was, so she hugged him subconsciously based on her heart. She tried to stand on tiptoes and put her chin on his shoulder. She gently patted his chest like her aunt usually comforted her. A tense and trembling back.
She said word by word, as if she were making a promise, solemnly and solemnly: "Ajin, no, you will never lose me."
The moment the words came out, he had already put his hands around her waist and hugged her back forcefully. He buried his head gently in her neck, and she could even feel his hot breathing, violent heartbeat, and trembling between his lips and teeth.
"Lin Wanwan, no matter what you want to do in the future, as long as it is related to your own safety, you must tell me in time. Don't put yourself in danger alone again, and don't wrong yourself. I won't stop you, but you You must tell me. Remember, no matter what you do, I will stand behind you. No matter when or where, I will be your retreat."
He lowered his voice, but still couldn't suppress the tenderness and firmness inside.
He hugged her for a long time, until he had settled all his emotions, and until her toes began to feel numb, he gently let her go.
She saw that the bright red at the end of his eyes became more and more intense, and it was obvious that he was a stunning face in the world, but she choked up for a time, feeling heartbroken and unspeakable.
She will never forget the fragility of such an arrogant and unruly young man in front of others when he takes off all disguises in a deserted place; nor can she forget how hot the heat he dripped on her neck was; nor can she forget, Every word that escaped from his lips and teeth was so firm and stubborn.
The obsession in this world is ultimately indescribable. When you raise your eyes, you will see the dimly lit world. When you close your eyes, you will see the past and dreams, year after year.
Lin Wanwan blinked slowly. The cold wind reflected the snow in front of her eyes, but her face was already cold. She didn't know whether the snow had turned into water or the water had turned into snow.
She looked through the wind and snow, looking into the distance, her eyes filled with a layer of water. Pieces of snowflakes fell into her eyes, as if something was quietly melting into them.
Only after a few scattered frosts and snow can the stubbornness be wiped away. Looking back on the past while leaning on the railing, how can I be alone and brave? Thoughts are lingering, thoughts are hard to break, tossed and entangled, even if there are joys and sorrows, there will be a moment of perfection.
