Since then, Luo Zhen seemed to have changed. She was no longer cowardly and timid, but became resolute and courageous. She no longer looked forward and backward in doing things, but acted resolutely. After that, there were several opportunities outside, and she unexpectedly managed to break through the foundation with some stumbling and some surprises.
"Junior sister Yan, since I met you, I can probably tell from your face and expression that our past experiences are somewhat similar. You and I were the same before, and I was even more so than you are now. It took me several years to get rid of the fear in my heart."
"Actually, if you think about it, there's nothing to be afraid of. It's just that some past experiences have been scaring yourself in your heart, making you unable to let go."
"If you think about it carefully, what are you afraid of? Is it a monster? Is it a spell that makes it difficult to be scolded by Senior Sister? Actually, it's not the case. Junior Sister Yan, there is a little difference between you and me. Do you know what it is?"
"The difference between you and me is that you are very worried about letting others down! Junior Sister Yan, you have a good heart, but you are a little too heavy-hearted. Coupled with some previous experiences, you value the people around you very much. You worry about being close to you even if you are not around. The person is not having a good life. If she cannot get ahead, her life will be dragged down by him in the future. I worry about my current friends and partners, whether I will become a burden to them, whether I will hold them back. If I do it If you’re not good, you’ll be disliked by them, right?”
"Junior Sister Yan, it's a good thing to think about things in your heart and pretend to be true, but you have too many things in your heart. You can't always be like this. Well, Junior Sister Yan, do you know what you are lacking?"
"What you lack is forgetfulness. You are too focused on your influence on others. This is not good. This forgetfulness means that you temporarily forget yourself, whether you are doing things or practicing magic, even if you are outside. When facing a monster, when necessary, forget about yourself and just treat it as watching a stranger doing something. You have to remind her by the side to see if she has done anything wrong, overdone, etc. And the heat is not enough. Can you understand what I say?"
Yanxuan blankly recalled what Senior Sister Luo Zhen said. After a while, he saluted Luo Zhen and said, "Thank you, Senior Sister Luo, for teaching me."
"You're welcome. Since you and Junior Sister Min are good sisters, I will naturally help you."
"Then..." Yanxuan paused and continued, "Senior Sister Luo is right. My past life experience is somewhat similar to that of Senior Sister. Senior Sister Luo has now established a foundation, so she can go home. I wonder what will happen after I return home?”
Luo Zhen smiled when she heard this.
"When I returned home, the woman who killed my brother was still alive, but she was already very old. As a monk, I naturally couldn't kill her, but I still made her life worse than death! As soon as I got home, I thought In front of them, I abandoned the word "Wei", used my mother's surname, and then took away the Wei family's jade medal. That scene was really... hum, so happy! Later, I took my mother away and put her in a safe place. Get up. For a family like the Wei family, without the first jade card, the wealth accumulated over many generations will disappear almost immediately."
Having said this, Luo Zhen breathed out lightly, as if she was still savoring the joy of revenge.
Yanxuan's body shook slightly for a while, and then he managed to calm down.
Yes, what do you have to be afraid of? This Senior Sister Luo's life experience is even more miserable than mine. Even after entering the world of cultivation, from Young Ming Valley to the Foreign Affairs Academy, her experiences all the way to the present are much more bumpy than mine. Even after entering the inner sect, It was also because he was timid, timid, and finally experienced life and death outside the sect that he had that kind of realization and achieved today's achievements.
Looking at myself again, after all, my mother is also the legal wife. According to A Ping, she should be living a good life now. I got to know A Ping as soon as I came here, and then I met a few good friends. Yes, I did have such concerns in my heart. I was afraid of letting others down and being rejected by others. It was right to think this way, but it always happened. It’s wrong to think about it. You always think about what will happen if you don’t do things well, so how can you do things well?
After coming out of Senior Sister Luo Zhen's cave, Min'e accompanied Yanxuan back.
Seeing Yan Xuan thoughtfully while flying, Senior Sister Min asked: "Junior Sister Yan, do you think Senior Sister Luo's words can be of some help to you?"
Yanxuan nodded and looked at Senior Sister Min.
"It's been a great help. I would like to thank Senior Sister Min for bringing me to see Senior Sister Luo today. I didn't know the crux of my problem before. After Senior Sister Luo said this, I finally understood it. Moreover, as for my matter, Senior Sister Min, you are You know, I didn’t expect that Senior Sister Luo’s life experience and experience are much more difficult than mine. It’s so difficult and painful, and Senior Sister Luo can get through it. If I can’t get through it, it would be too shameful.”
In Yanxuan's heart, what he longs for most is to return to the Yan family after building the foundation in the future and repay all the injustices suffered by his mother and daughter in the past! As for what will happen to the Yan family in the future, it depends on what her mother wants. As long as her mother nods, she will immediately take away the Yan family's jade medal, without any hesitation!
But that also requires foundation building!
But Yanxuan's heart has slowly begun to become stronger after experiencing some teachings from Senior Sister Luo Zhen.
Senior Sister Min did not take Yanxuan to continue to the open place. She knew that Yanxuan must have many complicated thoughts in his heart now. If this timidity is a kind of heart disease, then the medicine that Senior Sister Luo gave Yanxuan is also starting to take effect. In the midst of the effects, it is better for Junior Sister Yan to go back to her residence and meditate. It is estimated that when everything goes together, this little Junior Sister will definitely do something great.
That night, when the night dew was slightly cool, Yanxuan quietly stood up from the futon in her courtyard. She sat there for several hours.
"What Senior Sister Luo can do, I can do too!"
With a low murmur, she floated up and headed straight for the open space where Senior Sister Min taught her the "Feng Ling Sword Dance" during the day.
Taking a deep breath, Yanxuan raised her right hand and let out a "whoosh" sound. A long flaming sword nearly a foot long and about a palm wide emerged from her right hand. The front part of the bright red blade stood up slightly. The arc is like a saber, and like a phoenix feather with long feathers. The flames on the blade continued to billow, reflecting a red glow on Yanxuan's beautiful face.
Yanxuan waved her right hand, and the flaming sword danced as her palm flipped. A red shadow in the night became either a fiery horse or a bright red circle.
It wasn't until Yanxuan gasped slightly that he silently said to himself, "Stop."
Seeing that the long knife slowly shortened, and finally the brilliance disappeared, it was hidden in Yanxuan's hand!
At this time, Yanxuan felt no sadness or joy in her heart. She looked up at the starry sky. Among the stars, her mother's face full of pity seemed to be watching her.
