Chunyu Xiu couldn't accept his thoughts at first, so he avoided the person he was engaged to for many days. The person he was engaged to knew that his temperament was not liked by others, so he thought there was something wrong with him that attracted Chunyu Xiu. Xiu was not happy, but even more concerned.
Therefore, Chunyu Xiu felt ashamed at the same time and secretly rejoiced at this kind of care, which made it even more difficult.
Later, Chunyu Youfeng, the most uninhibited uncle of the Chunyu family and relatively close to Chunyu Xiu, returned. Chunyu Xiu, in pain, actually approached Chunyu Youfeng and revealed the situation he was facing now.
Chunyu Youfeng did not expect that such a big event would happen in his family, and he admired Chun Yuxiu's tenacity, so he took him with him to comfort him, and also taught him more, so that Chun Yuxiu could gradually understand himself. Face your true heart and your emotions.
However, it is useless to face up to it. Chun Yuxiu intends to slowly alienate himself from the person he is engaged to. After he can escape in the future, he will ask the person he is engaged to whether there is a place for his love. But before he could make any move, he was pushed into this situation in an instant.
Yan Changlan was speechless for a long time after listening to Chunyu Xiu's words.
Men...can they also fall in love with men?
But then he thought about it, Chun Yuxiu had been pretending to be a woman for many years, so it was not surprising that he was affected by the woman's thoughts. It was inevitable that he would not be able to calm down if he hid such thoughts.
Yan Changlan paused for a moment and asked, "What does Junior Brother Chunyu want now?"
When Chun Yuxiu was confiding her feelings, she had been secretly observing Yan Changlan's expression. She saw that he was surprised at first, then in disbelief, and finally seemed to be a little enlightened. He never showed any disdain, and she couldn't help but feel a trace of warmth in her heart.
In addition to being as free and easy as his uncle, he didn't expect that Yan Changlan actually seemed to take it seriously and didn't mind at all. He couldn't help but blurt out and asked: "Senior Brother Yan, don't you think... I admire men, and my thoughts are not right?"
Yan Changlan was stunned.
Not in the right mind? He had never thought of it this way.
Yan Changlan looked at Chunyu Xiu and said, "As long as the love is sincere, there is no difference between admiring a woman or a man... in my opinion."
Chunyu Xiu's always calm eyes also showed a soft look: "Thank you, Senior Brother Yan, for your comfort." There was a trace of sadness on his face, "If that person can be like Senior Brother Yan, it will be the happiest thing in my life. It's just a pity that he is too old-fashioned, and I'm afraid he will never think that...men can love each other and practice together."
Yan Changlan thought for a while and said, "That's not necessarily the case. But if that person is born to only love women, how would you treat him?"
Before Chun Yuxiu's smile dissipated, it added a bit of bitterness: "...This is also what worries me." He breathed slowly, suddenly thought of something, and couldn't help but ask, "What if Senior Brother Yan is like me? What happens if you fall in love with a man?"
When Yan Changlan heard Chunyu Xiu's question, he should have said categorically that it was impossible, but for some reason, he thought about it along with his question.
After a long while, Yan Changlan said: "If I love a man, I must first know whether he is born to only love women. If he only loves women, I will not reveal my true feelings. I will only be with my best friend by his side. That is enough." And if he doesn't only love women, I will also stay with him. If he wants to form a Taoist couple with someone, I will fight for it. But if he is wholeheartedly seeking Taoism, why should I use this trivial thought? To shake his state of mind? After all, there is nothing unreasonable between men and men. Being able to love him in this life is already a very satisfying and joyful thing. There is no need to ask for more, and it will make him worry about it."
Chunyu Xiuwan never thought that Yan Changlan would say such a thing, and couldn't help but be stunned.
It turns out that Senior Brother Yan is such a contented person? But if you think about it carefully, Senior Brother Yan thinks so, it is because his love is extremely deep and pure that he is willing to suffer by himself... No, maybe it shouldn't be said that it is self-suffering. It seems that as long as Senior Brother Yan can be with him, he is willing to suffer. He is satisfied and does not feel bitter. He is not like him, worried about gains and losses, and panicked.
but……
Chunyu Xiu looked at Yan Changlan's calm expression, and another doubt arose in her heart.
What Senior Brother Yan said... was it too sincere? How could he have thought of so many things just because he asked?
Unless, unless there is such a person deep in Senior Brother Yan's heart, he can unconsciously say these words, just because these words are what he said sincerely... It's just these true words. Why did it happen? Maybe even he himself didn't realize it.
Chunyu Xiu was very grateful to Yan Changlan now, and was thinking about whether to clarify the thoughts of senior brother Yan, but after a second thought, she put it aside for the time being.
He thought, this senior brother Yan is an excellent man, who knows what kind of person is the person he admires? Although logically, those whom Senior Brother Yan admires should also be worthy of admiration, people's hearts are unpredictable, and Senior Brother Yan is so upright that he may not be deceived by others.
Chunyu Xiu temporarily put aside her thoughts about that person and turned to other thoughts.
When he went back this time, he wanted to meet the person that Senior Brother Yan could never forget, and wanted to know what kind of person he was.
After that, Chunyu Xiu did not continue to talk about the matter, but smiled: "Listening to Senior Brother Yan's words, I seem to have a lot of comfort in my heart. No matter what happens in the future, I always hope that he will be well."
Yan Changlan felt very comfortable hearing this and nodded: "Don't force things about love, but Brother Yu also hopes that your wishes will come true and you will be happy with the person you love."
Chunyu Xiu said sincerely: "Thank you, Senior Brother Yan, for your wishes."
Yan Changlan waved his hand.
He really hopes that all lovers in the world will eventually get married.
After this serious conversation, the two of them became much closer than before. Even in women's clothing, when in front of Yan Changlan, Chunyu Xiu no longer acted as shy as she deliberately pretended, but became much more cheerful and cheerful. Yan Changlan was more willing to get along with such a temperamental person, and truly regarded Chun Yuxiu as his junior brother.
The next day, the two left Tianshan City.
On the way back to the capital city, once they pass through some cities where thunder-type heavenly materials and earthly treasures are scarce, they will also sell some heavenly materials and earthly treasures at high prices and exchange them for low-grade spiritual stones to accumulate.
Yan Changlan now has a lot of trust in Chun Yuxiu, and Chun Yuxiu can also see that Yan Changlan's harvest this time is extremely rich. Regardless of the ones he has hidden that are in the best condition, only the ones in better condition have been exchanged for two. There are as many as three thousand low-grade spiritual stones. Chun Yuxiu got much less stuff on his own. After selling most of it, he could only collect nearly a thousand low-grade spiritual stones.
Of course, such harvests are not always available. If Yan Changlan's thunder-attribute spiritual roots were not extremely pure, and he happened to be able to discover many heavenly materials and earthly treasures that others could not detect on Tianlei Peak, he would not have been able to obtain so many low-grade spiritual stones. For ordinary people who go to Tianlei Peak, not only do many of them die there, but every time they can get one or two of them in exchange for dozens or even hundreds of low-grade spiritual stones, it is a very good harvest.
After some time, the demon birds in the sky took turns flying and finally returned to Fucheng.
After descending from the peak, Yan Changlan first took Chun Yuxiu to Feng Lingxi's place to report, and presented him with one of the most outstanding natural materials and earthly treasures he had obtained from Tianlei Peak as a tribute.
Feng Lingxi accepted the tribute from his disciple and nodded with satisfaction: "It seems that you have gained a lot from your visit."
Yan Changlan said respectfully: "I have earned some resources."
Feng Lingxi was always satisfied with this disciple and had no more instructions, so he just let him go. Chunyu Xiu stayed here, waiting for Feng Lingxi to call Chunyu Youfeng.
After Yan Changlan said goodbye, he first took some thunder attribute resources to hand in the task, in exchange for a lot of contributions, to prepare for a longer period of thunder pool training in the future, and then left the sect.
Naturally, he wanted to go to Ye Shu's cave.
After leaving the mountain gate, before he had gone far, he suddenly heard someone calling him from behind.
After a pause, Yan Changlan turned around and saw that it was Chun Yuxiu chasing after him, which made him a little surprised.
Yan Changlan called out: "Junior Brother Chunyu?"
Chunyu Xiu smiled and asked, "Senior Brother Yan, why are you in such a hurry?"
Yan Changlan said: "I haven't been home for a long time. I went to see my dear friend."
Chunyu Xiu had known for a long time that Yan Changlan was definitely going to meet his sweetheart, but at this time he pretended not to know: "Is it the one that Senior Brother Yan once mentioned that he wanted to repay her with all his heart?"
Yan Changlan nodded, with a hint of gentleness in his expression: "It's him."
Chun Yuxiu saw that Yan Changlan still didn't know her own feelings, but she didn't realize that he was so gentle. She became more and more curious and worried, so she asked: "The person who can make Senior Brother Yan never forget must be extraordinary. Senior Brother Yan, would you mind saying something for me?" Tell me what happened between you two?"
Because of Chun Yuxiu's frankness, Yan Changlan trusted him somewhat. In addition, what the other party wanted to ask about was the deep friendship between him and his best friend, so he naturally did not hesitate to talk about it: "Speaking of which, I first met my best friend in... At the very end of my life, when I had just encountered a tribulation, it was my close friends who helped me and led me on the path of spiritual practice..."
Among them, he did not mention all the things in the mortal world that might expose Ye Shu's special qualities. If it was something that could not be ignored, he would cover it up and not go into details. But he slowly explained what Ye Shu had done for him and how righteous he was. As he spoke, he became more and more grateful and respected.
Chunyu Xiu was secretly surprised while listening to Yan Changlan's story.
If everything is true as Brother Yan said, then his best friend could not have been more sincere towards him. Since he started practicing, he has never seen such a selfless person, even between father and son, lovers, brothers and sisters. Even if Senior Brother Yan had joined other sects in his early years, most of the resources were donated by his close friend... Even if such a person is a man, is it natural that Senior Brother Yan admires him unconsciously?
However, it was really unbelievable to him that there really was such a "best friend" in the world.
Chunyu Xiu secretly thought to himself that if he treated his friends, he would never do this. Could it be that Senior Brother Yan was not the only one who had his own thoughts? That "best friend"...maybe he also has unusual thoughts?
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