Anyway, on the weekend, let me talk nonsense for a while and code in the afternoon.
A reader just said: The book is indeed good, but the person is terrible. What qualifications do you have to be in poor health? Remember to be worthy of the parents who read your book.
When I saw this sentence, my first reaction was the word "food and clothing parents", and I felt that what he said seemed to be right.
But after thinking about it again, it seems that I have never regarded readers as my parents.
I am very stupid. I hope that my readers are a group of people (not necessarily too many) who resonate with me. Maybe they are strangers of the same kind across the network cable?
For example, my biggest pursuit in this book is the pictures. Therefore, those readers who can appreciate the sense of pictures are my greatest happiness.
Then, people who are not of the same type and feel uncomfortable in my books can be discarded at a glance. It would be wonderful if that were the case... Of course, this cannot be achieved.
So, I want to talk about myself.
First of all, I am a loser...well, at least not the kind of person who is very positive and wants to get ahead. Maybe this is also a personality issue.
I deleted a large paragraph here because I found that I couldn’t explain it clearly... Let me just give a few examples to prove that I am a waste.
1. I may be the author who has discouraged readers from Qidian the most.
When the current was going against the flow, I probably didn’t do it more than once a week, but it’s much better now.
Someone once said that you are sick. If you can bow your head and be scolded and tolerate those who scold and spray, your grades will definitely be much better. But I just can't do it. I don't need to have such good grades to follow The great gods compare.
For me, on the basis of someone reading it, resonance and a happy writing mentality are the most important.
2. Countercurrent has probably ordered more than 30,000 and almost 40,000 units, which I am proud to say. As for Qiong Shang, I only remember that I wanted 4,000 units before it was put on the shelves. Later, because of everyone’s support, it was over 10,000 units on the second day after it was put on the shelves. , I never looked at the subscription data again.
There was a period when the number of readers on Qiongzhang increased dramatically, but a large number of people who were not suitable for reading my books also came.
At that time, I posted a single chapter and said that I would "update it as circumstances dictate" in the future. Readers should still remember it.
The night I posted that article, I chatted with my editor at the time, Da Wutong, and said that they couldn’t read my book, but there were too many people who were forcing themselves to read it, and I didn’t really want to write it anymore.
The sycamore trees were all covered.
Later, we discussed that it would be smart to reduce the number of recommendations for a period of time to see if there would be fewer people.
3. Following the previous article: After publishing that single chapter, I took a day off. Did you find out? I didn’t update randomly. Although I can’t compare with others, but compared with myself, I actually worked harder to update.
why? Because I am the kind of person who has obsessive-compulsive disorder. At the same time, although I have a bad temper, I also have a mentality that I can't live up to the people who are good to me, so I really can't update it casually and write random things. This results in a lot of pressure and anxiety.
4. I have rarely asked for monthly votes.
One is mentally, I don’t feel qualified to compete, and I don’t have much ambition for results; the other is, I always feel that asking for a monthly ticket is like owing something. Unless I save hundreds of thousands of manuscripts, which month can I update more and make you cry? You will feel uneasy if you ask for it.
As for asking me to call my parents and grandpa to give me tickets, you want to be more beautiful, huh.
5. During the writing process of Qiongzhang, I received a job. Because of the similar nature of this job, I may stop updating for at least half a year to more than a year, and then my income will be around 3 million, which is a lot of money. I am not actually rich. race, but I refused.
Is this stupid? Still very moral?
No, I am just saying this to prove how much of a loser I am.
Just like the Qidian Annual Meeting invites me every year, I have never been there... (I’m just too lazy to bother, and maybe it’s mainly because I can’t save the manuscripts from those days.)
6. To sum up: I actually just want to tell a few stories quietly to a group of people who like to listen to my stories. Of course, I also want to make money, but I don’t make it on my knees.
So, readers who consider themselves author fathers, don’t look at me, there are a lot of books out there.
7. As a person who had a literary dream in his youth, but because of his youth and ignorance, he missed the biggest opportunity on this road. It is a very happy thing to be liked by you here on the Internet.
I know very well about immature mentality, unpositive attitude, and trash. I also know what I am like.
Sometimes I get angry with myself.
But I’m over 30 years old and can’t change. I’ll just pay attention to my health and tell a few stories quietly...
