It was already daybreak, and although Cui Jinyu had woken up, he lay motionless on the bed, not wanting to move any more. He was so arrogant and passionate last night, trying every possible means to regain his previous martial arts skills. , because after getting the memory of the original owner Zhao Jinyu in his sleep last night, it all disappeared at once!
I originally thought that I had just arrived in a barbarian land far away from the Song Dynasty, but no matter how far away I was from the Song Dynasty, as long as I didn't stop moving forward, I would one day return to the Song Dynasty. 【No pop-up novel website】Ice@Fire! Chinese
If one month doesn’t work, then two months, if two months doesn’t work, then one year!
If it doesn’t work in one year, then two years; if it doesn’t work in two years, then three years!
If it doesn't work in three years, then five years. If it doesn't work in five years, then ten years! Twenty years! Thirty years! …
Cui Jinyu firmly believes that no matter how far the distance is, as long as she persists and never gives up, she will one day be able to return to the Song Dynasty and return to her family.
But how can this eight-hundred-year time gap be bridged?
It is now 2009. It is more than 800 years away from the Song Dynasty. After several changes, the Song Dynasty has long ceased to exist! No matter how far the distance is, I firmly believe that I can reach it, but how can I cross this distance of more than 800 years? !
More than eight hundred years have passed. The Song Dynasty is no longer there, and neither is the Jin Kingdom. If I go back, where can I go back? Since I can't return to the Song Dynasty and be with my family, do I have to live here? Living in this world without any relatives? Living in this strange and strange world?
Cui Jinyu's determination last night to overcome all difficulties and return to the Song Dynasty was defeated by this cruel reality in just one night! Defeated by the eight hundred years of insurmountable distance!
Because of this, Cui Jinyu has been lying on the bed like this since she woke up early in the morning. She can't summon up the energy to practice kung fu, wash up, or do anything else. She just lies in bed like this, feeling at a loss.
I don’t know how long it took, but Cui Jinyu now knows that the nanny who came yesterday is just the Zhao family’s servant Fang Aunt. Zhao Jinyu calls her Aunt Fang and comes to the ward carrying the lean meat porridge she cooked up early in the morning.
Sister-in-law Fang put the thermos bucket in her hand on the cabinet in the ward. In a blink of an eye, she saw her young master lying on the bed helplessly, with no reaction at all when she came in.
"Master?" Sister-in-law Fang was a little hesitant at first, but when she saw that her young master had not responded, she couldn't help but become anxious, "Master, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable? Yesterday, the doctor said that the young master can be discharged from the hospital today. Why is it like this now?"
Sister-in-law Fang looked anxious and touched Cui Jinyu's forehead with her hand. She didn't feel any heat, but seeing that her young master still didn't react, she worried that something had gone wrong and hurriedly pressed the emergency call button on the bedside.
"Master, don't scare me. What's wrong with you, Master, Master..."
Soon a doctor rushed over and shouted as soon as he opened the door, "What's wrong? Wasn't it fine during yesterday's ward rounds? Has the headache and dizziness worsened?"
The ward Cui Jinyu is currently staying in is a high-end ward, and the medical services are pretty good. The doctor came over quickly after hearing the emergency call.
When the doctor came to the bedside, he only saw the patient from yesterday, lying motionless on the bed. He said he was asleep. The patient opened his eyes again and said he was awake. He heard the person next to him talking and had no reaction at all.
The doctor in a white coat was really surprised when he saw it. He hurriedly checked the patient and found that there was no problem! I checked it carefully again with a stethoscope, but still found no problem, but the patient's current symptoms were obviously wrong. Since I couldn't find it through this examination, I could only take a CT scan to see.
Then he said to Sister-in-law Fang, "Sister-in-law, I can't find any reason here. I can only take a CT scan to check the brain first. I will arrange it now."
As soon as the doctor finished speaking, he heard the patient on the bed say softly, "No, I'm fine!"
When the doctor heard the patient say this, he saw the patient raised his hands and covered his eyes, as if he didn't want to speak. Although he felt that the patient's behavior seemed to be playing with their doctor, he couldn't say much else. , could only say to the sister-in-law standing aside, "I think there is nothing wrong with the patient, so there is no need to check again. Your family members should pay more attention to the patient's mood."
In fact, from the time Mrs. Fang came in until the doctor came in to examine him, he had always known that he just felt so weak that he didn't want to move or talk to anyone. As long as I think about never being able to return to the Song Dynasty and return to my family, no matter how wonderful this modern society is and how advanced the technology is, what will happen?
This is not my home!
This is not the Song Dynasty where I am!
There are no parents, no brothers, sisters, nephews, nieces, no wife, no Grandpa Yang, and nothing I know well. Here, I am just a stranger! A wandering soul from another world!
"Oh, Master, you scared me so much just now. My wife is still living in the ward over there. Before I went back yesterday morning, my wife specifically said, Master, you have just finished your exam and asked you to go back and have a good rest. How could you know that this There was a car accident, and I didn't even dare to tell my wife. You were silent just now, so I was afraid that something would happen to you. How could I explain it to my wife then? I didn't even take good care of you.
No matter how sad you are, don't make yourself uncomfortable, otherwise your wife won't know how sad she will be? Your wife is most worried about you. Only when you are well can your wife feel at ease. "
Listening to Mrs. Fang nagging beside her, thinking about the mother in this body, for the sake of her son's study, she even hid the news of her illness, and only secretly took medicine at home for treatment, just so as not to delay his college entrance examination. , will not delay his future.
After hearing this, Cui Jinyu also felt that since the soul was in this body, he should replace the original owner of this body and be filial to his mother, so that Zhao's mother could live more smoothly in the last period of her life, and also Walk with peace of mind.
But he really couldn't cheer up, and it wasn't like he wanted his soul to end up in this body. If he followed his wishes, even if he died, he would still hope that his soul could stay in the Song Dynasty, rather than end up in this inexplicable body. physically.
"Master, it's time to get up. I brought you toiletries and put them in the bathroom. I'll help you over."
Sister-in-law Fang helped Cui Jinyu sit up. After sitting for a while, she felt that her body was not so weak, so she said to Sister-in-law Fang, "I'll go there by myself. It's fine."
After Cui Jinyu entered the bathroom, she closed the door and stayed stunned for a while before starting to wash up.
There are toothpaste and toothbrushes for brushing your teeth here, which is much more convenient than gargling with green salt before; there is a flush toilet here, which is both cleaner and more convenient than using the toilet before; it is very convenient to wash up here, no one needs to hold the basin, just turn on the switch, It can be used... Compared with Da Song, there are many advantages here, and life is more convenient, but so what, he still wants to return to his Da Song!
After Cui Jinyu came out after washing up, she saw that Sister Fang had laid out breakfast, a bowl of lean meat porridge, Xiao Long Bao in an insulated lunch box, and a plate of pickles next to it. Cui Jinyu often ate and slept outside these years, and ate only to fill his stomach. Breakfast like this was really rare, but he really had no appetite, so he only ate a small bowl of thin rice porridge and a small steamed bun. Bao, I really have no appetite.
Seeing the helper Aunt Fang carrying another thermos bucket and preparing to go out, Cui Jinyu knew that she was going to Mother Zhao's ward, so she put down the bowls and chopsticks and said to Aunt Fang, "Aunt Fang, I will follow you to take a look... Mom."
"Master, don't worry. Yesterday morning, my wife said that you had just finished your exam and had a good rest at home. You don't have to rush to see my wife right away. You should pay attention to the wound on your leg. It will be the same if you go in the afternoon."
"Aunt Fang, it's okay. I know my own body well and I want to take a look. Mom, if you feel uncomfortable, I will come back and lie down."
"Oh, you kid, forget it, but you have to go see your wife, so you should change your clothes. Yesterday, your clothes were torn and stained with blood and dust, so you asked someone to change them for you. You need to change your clothes now to see your wife. Let her see you in a hospital gown. I don’t know how urgent it is. I was afraid that you would have to go through discharge procedures in the afternoon, so I brought your clothes here early in the morning. .”
The maid, Mrs. Fang, took out a set of clothes from the bag she brought here this morning and handed them to Cui Jinyu, gesturing for him to change into them.
Cui Jinyu entered the bathroom with her clothes and quickly changed her clothes. She couldn't help but stand in front of the mirror and look at the boy who was less than seventeen years old inside. At the age of sixteen, I was already married to my junior sister Baoyi, but even though I was married, in terms of mentality, I was not much different from Zhao Jinyu. I was always under the love and protection of my family, even though I was a martial artist at that time. Masters also live under the care of their families.
Zhao Jinyu's grandfather and grandmother should actually be his maternal grandparents. He took his mother's surname and was called that way since he was a child, and it has never changed. Although Zhao Jinyu's grandparents both died of illness when he was ten years old, and his adoptive father died in a car accident the year before last, despite these unfortunate things, Zhao Jinyu's mother has always taken good care of and protected him, and all the pressure has gone away. Carrying it on her own back.
Cui Jinyu wondered if she could wake up in this body because she had performed very well after passing the college entrance examination. She also wanted to report the good news to her mother, but she didn't know that he would be notified after finishing the college entrance examination. When I came to the hospital, I saw my mother lying on the bed. I was also told that my mother had terminal lung cancer and did not have many days left.
He blamed himself too much for a moment, feeling that he had not discovered something was wrong with his mother earlier. In fact, from a few months ago, he noticed that his mother often had minor problems such as coughing and fever. However, he thought it was a cold and asked her to see a doctor several times. , but at that time Zhao’s mother kept saying it was okay, so he didn’t pay much attention. He himself is a senior in high school and will take the college entrance examination in a few months. Even if his usual grades are very good, he dare not relax in the last few months and put all his thoughts on study.
Because of this, he felt that he had left his mother's illness unchecked. If his mother had been examined earlier, he might have been able to save her. It was precisely because of this guilt that after being hit, his soul was occupied by the foreign soul Cui Jinyu. But with this eight-hundred-year time gap, how could the two souls still intersect? Cui Jinyu couldn't figure out why.
Alas, what's the use of thinking so much now? Go see the mother of this body, which can be regarded as doing a small thing for the original body.
Cui Jinyu followed Mrs. Fang into the elevator, then went up two floors to the ward where Mother Zhao was. Pushing open the ward door, the nurse sitting next to him stood up when he saw them coming in, and called, "Sister Fang, you are here!"
"Sister, the doctor came to check the ward this morning. Did he tell you how your wife is doing?"
Because there are only two people left in the Zhao family, Zhao Jinyu, mother and son, plus a supporting sister-in-law Fang. Sister-in-law Fang has to take care of Zhao Jinyu, and she also has to take care of Zhao's mother who is hospitalized. It is a little busy, so they hired another nurse to take care of Zhao. mother.
This nurse has been working as a nurse in this hospital for a long time and has seen many patients. Now this lung cancer patient is just dragging out his days in the hospital. The Zhao family should be from a good family, able to afford such a high-end ward and continue to receive medical treatment. Some people who don't have money will give up treatment when they get a disease that has no hope of being cured. They just prescribe some painkillers and painkiller injections to take home and endure on their own.
Cui Jinyu looked at Zhao's mother lying on the bed, wearing a hat on her head, and she looked very thin. At that time, Zhao Jinyu saw that Zhao's mother was getting thinner and thinner, so she only thought that Zhao's mother was too tired, and asked Zhao's mother not to be too tired. Fight. Zhao's mother joked that she was losing weight, saying that women look better when they lose weight. At that time, Zhao Jinyu saw that although her mother looked very thin, her face was still good, so she didn't take it too seriously. Cui Jinyu guessed that Zhao's mother only appeared in front of her son after putting on makeup every day.
Cui Jinyu saw that Zhao's mother had not woken up. She was afraid that she had fallen asleep and did not wake up, or that she had fallen into a coma. When Cui Jinyu heard Sister Fang's question, she also looked at the nurse. The nurse shook her head and then said, "I'm afraid Mrs. Zhao won't be able to delay it for long. The disease has reached the final stage. You should also know that you need to have one as soon as possible." It's all about preparation. Sister Fang, Master Zhao, when you are here, I will go out for a while, I haven't had breakfast yet."
After hearing this, Mrs. Fang hurriedly said, "Then go quickly. Thank you for your hard work tonight." Cui Jinyu also nodded.
After Cui Jinyu waited for the nurse to go out, she sat down next to the hospital bed, held Mother Zhao's hand, and quietly put her fingers on Mother Zhao's wrist. After a while, she realized that Mother Zhao was indeed just like Sister Fang said. After going through the day, it can be said that the whole person is exhausted, and there is no hope of survival. If nothing happens, it will only last about five or six days.
Because of the pain, Zhao's mother looked very thin, but even so, she could still see her former beauty. Although she was not her biological mother, I didn't know if the original owner of the body still had some consciousness left. Seeing Zhao's mother lying motionless and quietly on the bed, Cui Jinyu still felt distressed.
Although Zhao Jinyu is over 16 years old, his mother Zhao Qianxue is actually not that old. She is just 35 years old this year. According to modern people, this is still a woman's best years, but now she has this incurable disease, which makes her People are really sad to see it!
A few years after Zhao's mother got married, and the family was living happily, her parents passed away one after another. A few years later, her husband, who loved her deeply, had another accident and died in a car accident. Zhao Qianxue lived alone with her son, and finally recovered, but she was diagnosed with lung cancer again, and it was still in the late stage. When Cui Jinyu thought of this, she couldn't help but lament that Zhao's mother was really ill-fated in her life, and she was so jealous of her beauty! ~