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[Changhui Street Community Health Service Center] Hello! The interview time for your application for the position of pharmacist in the Pharmacy Department of our hospital is scheduled for 9:00 am on 23/8/9 (next Wednesday). The interview location is 202A, Science Building, 126 Fenyang Road. You need to prepare a self-introduction ppt of about 3 minutes for the interview. Please Submit the interview ppt to the staff before 12:00 noon on 23/8/8. Please attend on time. Thank you. Human Resources Department
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When I received this text message, I just felt like my whole person came alive for a moment.
The humiliation I suffered during the day seemed to be an emotional enhancer at this moment, putting me in an extremely excited state.
You treat me so badly and deduct my salary. I have obviously worked so hard and done so much work.
Just because you didn't properly manage your emotions during several meetings, you started to speak ill of me behind my back and in front of my boss.
I think the most important thing in life is to live happily. I don’t have to work less. I just want to be an ordinary person. It would be great if everyone gets along well.
My naive mind was flooded with strange thoughts.
Actually, I really don’t have that big of a dream, I just want to make some money and live a slightly better life.
The emotion of being yelled at during the day is still growing in my heart.
Not only did I not panic at this moment, but I became even more hard-hearted,
Among the many friends I can think of in my mind, Shen Jie is the only one I want to talk to most.
It doesn't matter what I say to him;
I would never be as frightened by every inappropriate word as I was at that company.
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"You are still telling me this, are you mentally ill?"
An extremely vicious roar screamed at her.
Ji Yu looked at the fat supervisor leaving. Even though he was about to leave, he felt extremely confused:
"If you all treat me too badly, I will become like those villains in the movie. They are so dark. They are all forced. I don't want that."
At this moment, she felt like she went to the river to catch snails at noon in the second half of elementary school. She was late for school at noon and was forced by the teacher to eat raw snails.
Then throughout the afternoon, I felt extremely uncomfortable from the inside out.
This impetuous emotion filled her heart,
From morning to night, I lie in bed and play with my mobile phone. It’s past twelve o’clock after playing on my mobile phone. It’s obvious that my eyes are already very bad.
I can't listen to anything at all, so I can only entertain myself by watching.
This caused her guilt and guilt to become stronger and stronger.
I even had thoughts of committing suicide in my heart.
This kind of emotion has appeared frequently in recent times.
I always couldn't sleep well at night, and I kept having nightmares, which were very bizarre dreams. When I woke up, I couldn't remember what happened in the dream at all.
There was an indescribable feeling of discomfort and awkwardness.
"When I first joined this company, I actually wanted to make better progress in career development and salary through my own efforts. But after a few years, I suddenly had to leave. All the struggle is gone. You have to start over again, and you have to be bullied as a new guy."
She still remembered that she had just been in this unit for a year or two, and the people here were always bullying others!
Anyway, the viciousness and unfriendliness that should be expected in the workplace are fully revealed in the daily interactions with colleagues.
Maybe it was because of Renqing's neglect. In her third year of working here, the worst of the colleagues who had spoken harshly to her had resigned.
The girl with the melodious voice and polite and friendly attitude also left.
The remaining colleagues in the department are just a bunch of middle-aged people who are neither good nor bad.
We don’t have much grudges,
If she doesn't leave her job, she can get along with her normally.
Ji Yu feels that starting from when he is not busy at work,
After get off work, I wander around the corners of this new first-tier city.
My mind is filled with scenes from working here over the years.
Maybe it’s because I didn’t have a very happy life, and my eyes suffered so much damage that I really can’t say I have any nostalgia.
Just a casual meal.
"What I'm most worried about is whether my colleagues in the new unit will be like the people in the current company, setting up traps everywhere, leaving a big trap for me anywhere, and then secretly scolding me behind my back, and then talking to me If the boss reports on me, my salary will be deducted."
It's so annoying, I feel like nothing is interesting, life is short,
There are not so many four years.
"Do I have to stay in the new unit for another four years to reach my current position?"
Speaking of status, in fact, it means that you don’t have to smile immediately and cater to others when you see someone approaching.
My eyes are not good now,
I can keep my eyes closed most of the time on my way to the cafeteria to buy breakfast early in the morning.
Then I saw someone behind me. As long as I didn't hear a familiar voice, I could continue to maintain my dark vision.
It's clean there, not much pollution,
My heart can also be peaceful.
I feel that all the reasons why I don’t want to leave are because I have completely let myself go in the past few years here.
From the body to the soul level, I want to remain the same.
I'm afraid that something unexpected will bother me.
My brain is in this state all the time, and I feel like I often don’t recognize where I am.
Just like when I was sitting in the toilet for a while, I concentrated on taking a rest, but my brain didn't stop at all.
I think it's almost done, but I don't even have a subjective impression of my location in my mind for a while.
After I looked at the decoration in the cubicle for a while, I finally figured it out.
ah! This is a shopping mall in the city center. It's the morning of this day. I took half a day of annual leave.
Then in the hot sun,
Wandering under the plane trees under the bustling building,
After walking for a long time, I walked into this shopping mall.
I have a net worth of more than four hundred thousand,
This also gives me some sense of security,
I still remember many years ago, in the corner of another second-tier city, the summer vacation before graduating from high school and going to college.
idle,
And no friends,
I only have a few dozen dollars in my pocket that my parents gave me from work.
At that time, I felt so lonely walking under the willow shade of a hot street with not many people around! ! !
Compared to that time, I now have hundreds of thousands more due to inflation.
There is nothing more than that,
I don’t have any particularly close friends in this city.
Several classmates are also working. "
She just walked around aimlessly. Since she took half a day of annual leave, it was rare that she could wander around the most prosperous central block of the city on weekdays like now.
"I want to start a new life again."
"But I'm not looking forward to it."
"As a person who has had so many bad eyesight, I no longer have as big dreams and expectations as I did before."
She took a deep breath,
The air-conditioning in the shopping mall works well, and it also exaggerates the smell of perfume.
Inhaling it into the lungs, the overall feeling is pretty good.
In a huge shopping mall,
There was a long elevator, and there was only a girl standing a dozen or so steps in front of me.
She doesn't wear formal trousers like me.
Black pleated skirt,
Legs, right, white,
Maybe he's about the same age as me,
When I think about this, I unconsciously think of my age.
At the age of twenty-five,
It shouldn’t be too big! ?
The top of my head is scorched by the sun,
There aren't many trees in this section;
Maybe it's because I've been walking outside for a long time, and my glasses have turned dark.
I didn't feel as uncomfortable as I thought,
instead,
This morning's walk made me adapt to this bright world, and I had an idea. If work could be like now,
I made money just by shopping outside.
How nice! ! !
I no longer seek to be rich,
I just hope that I can almost take care of myself,
Able to live well in this increasingly prosperous and beautiful country for a long time.
